If you only knew… How...
If you only knew… How much I still need you
If you only knew… How sorry I am
If you only knew… How much I miss you
If you only knew… How the memories plague me everywhere I go. How I see you in nearly everything I do. In the things people say. In the places I go. I feel like it’s killing me sometimes.
I miss your smell and your touch and your voice and your brilliant green eyes and talking to you about almost everything.
Sometimes I feel like I can’t live without you.
And yet I am.
No matter how much I wish I didn’t have to.