Every night I stay up...
Every night I stay up & think of you. This isn’t the first time you hurt me & I don’t know why I’m still surprised. But I can’t forget the way you were with me. I miss the old you. I miss how we used to be. It sucks that you’re gone and I was so close to you. My friends & family loved you. You were the perfect person. It took me forever to get me to trust you completely & when I finally said & felt I could trust you; you left me for your ex.
Why would you do this to me? I never mistreated you and I always loved you like I thought you deserved. I can’t do anything because it reminds me of you because we did everything together. I can’t even sleep in my own bed because that’s where we used to cuddle & talk.
I told you my whole life story & all my insecurities. You told me you would never hurt me again. But you did & all I want to know is why? What was I doing wrong? All I wanted was for you to love me. To be mine forever like you said you would. No matter what I do; I can’t get over you.