The promise that i made to you I must now break .
I wish I did not have to, but it’s the risk I must take .
Reality is finally setting in, and it’s been awhile since I could honestly realize.
I guess we were always meant to say goodbye .
My want for you slowly fades as will today .
At times I get it confused with a need that sometimes I crave .
My love for you will never die, but I have no clue what tomorrow lies .
I just sit here hoping and praying that I will not cry .
So, I will continue to hold on to todays precious moments .
Hoping that they stay in the same place until we can find all our missing components .
I rather have some of you than none of you, even though I just rather just have all of you .
But I have come to the conclusion that it is impossible .
Thinking of you triggers me .
Knowing that things will never be complete .
And at times it bothers .
I no longer will speak merely because I am too weak .
The memories cant help but make me weak .
For some odd reason my heart can’t help but skip beats .
Hating you is hard but loving you is even harder .
It’ has been a long ride .
Emotionally we are both tired .
I couldn’t just walk away without looking at you once more .
Dazing into your eyes even though it’s still very much obscure .
Life is what you make it, it’s pretty much your choice .
You choose to listen and to hear my voice .
When I walk away I will not look back , because knowing how you feel is what made me atract .
This post was submitted by Monique Ferrell.