Depressed

Loss of sleep
Nothing interesting anymore
No one but myself to keep
What is there to live for?

So much mixed emotion
Feeling so alone here
Loosing all connection
Hopeing the end is near

Having not one friend
Living in my own head
Where is the end?
Myself wanting to be dead

Everyday going by so slow
Tired of living this lie
The same regular flow
Awaiting to die

Siting and wondering how?
Why am I so depressed?
Whats going to happen now?
All the weight of stress

The love I have for a person,
Do they have the same love for me?