Its My Time

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I don’t want to laugh,
I don’t want to cry,
i don’t even want to smile and say hi
So leave me the hell alone!

If you leave me alone
i might get back to reality,
Right now my mind is blank,
my heart weak
and my life is falling apart.

Who can understand me?
Where do i belong?
Can i trust the love of my life?
These are the questions that run through my life.

Right now i am an empty shell
i have no emotions
or feelings.
I am alive
but only just

I can see the blood
dripping from my arm
I don’t want to live
I am almost dead
Thank you God
My time has finally come….