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Is there only one person for me?
The one that only i can see?
Is he the key to my heart?
Or just a guy playing a part
He’s my first love, but my only one
Is there only one love?
Are we meant for just one?
Why am I the only one, that asks?
Some days, it just seems to matter to me
To him, I never seem to know
He only shows it ever so often
But sometimes i need to know how truly he feels
To me, I feel like we’ve known each other forever
Is that why it feels like we’re far apart?
Not physically or emotionally but mentally
I need to know is he my only one.
You tell me you love me, but you never show it
Hugs and little kisses is all i see
Not someone who wants to spend eternity with me.
Are you my only one? Soon we will find out
Now my answer to only one love is not done
It still needs to be figured out
But sooner or later i know in my heart that one day
My one and only one love will appear to me
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I inhale from this joint
you look at me and point
I say it takes it all away
It keeps the pain at bay
You look upon me disgusted
You say It was me you once trusted
I tell you it will all be ok
Now you just want me to go away
I try to hide this pain I have deep inside
It’s hard to do without someone by my side
My heart aches for someone to love
Sitting here doubting there is someone watching from above
My red eyes red
Making me unable to move from this bed
I hope you all will someday know why
I am just waiting to die
The drugs to my heart are setting in
As I write all this down with this pen
I live a lonely life
One with little strife
To the girl I love but does not love me back
I hope you know that I would die for you
As I lay here and cry for you
I wish I knew one thing
Why are you doing this to me.
As I lay here and cry
I’m waiting to die.
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All i did was say
everything i had for her
it surely wasn’t a mistake
then why did it hurt
she was gone
i was alone
was left with nothing
only memories
which hurt and kill
everyday became a burden
forgot to smile
never laughed again
had to ask myself
whats down upon me !!
Its not everyday
that you meet someone special
the cruel world it is
has its own beauty
and i knew she was one
as long as i was with her
she had my world go round
i was the invincible one
seemed i had everything
cared with all for her
just to be with her
but in the end
it was not to be
she was gone
and i was alone.
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I’m not sure if you know
I’m not sure if it shows
That when I’m with you
You make my heart glow
Your smile brightens up even the gloomiest of days
I’m not sure what this feeling is
But i hope that it stays
Every time i look in your big brown eyes
I’m truly lost for words
And overwhelmed with butterflies
My breathing gets heavier
My heart beats faster
When it comes to inducing adoration
You are truly a master
I would drive every mile
Just to see you smile
And cuddle with you
Like it’s going out of style
So many things make me think about you
Even something so small
As seeing one lonely shoe
Every time i look up at the moon
I smile as I’m reminded
That i’ll be with you soon
I’d give you the world to hold a place in your heart
Because your so beautiful
Because your so smart
I may not be the best looking guy
But i promise you this
That given the chance
I will show you the very best of times
I could go on for an eternity
About why i think it should be you and me
And if it was
How great it would be
I know that right now you may not be ready
But i can wait
And keep holding steady
And if right now isn’t the time
I pray you’ll always keep me in the back of your mind
I hope you decide to give me chance
And that for me
You’ll save the last dance.
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She sits alone in her room
the memories haunting her dreams
three days in her life she’ll never forget
one scar that will never disappear
the others that will always be with her
and the unbroken silence begins
She hears his voice in her head
she remembers the smell of his breath
she remembers the things that he did
she’ll never forget the feel of his knife
as the bastard cut into her skin
and the unbroken silence sets in.
She can remember the sound of the sirens
she remembers the gunshots as well
she can hear the voice of her rescuer
she can see his badge in her dreams
she remembers the sun on her face
but she can’t see her rescuer’s face
as he fades into black,
and the unbroken silence continues to reign
She can see all the colours of the rainbow
the scar on her face that he left
is a reminder of the darkness she endured
she screams in the night for her rescuer’s face
as the tears become too much to bear
she can’t take any more of this pain
She has fought so long to repress the darkness
to hide from the monster in her dreams
he will always have a part of her
till the day she takes her last breath.
She refuses to let him win
as the noose tightens round her neck
she can finally see her rescuer’s face
as the unbroken silence comes to an end.
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I’m so thankful that God made you my mom;
as you behold the face of our Jesus, Will you let him know;
I can’t wait to get to heaven and make my home up there!
Mom, I would love to send you flowers,
though their fading glory could never compare
to the beautiful sights of Heaven,
and your very own mansion up there.
I never thought so much about Heaven,
until you went there, I am ashamed to say.
As I have, since you’ve gone home, to that place up there
I miss your arms of love down here,
although your heart on earth could take no more,
I’m sure now, I long to see you there.
You see, this earthly home now seems more crazy here
Its glitter and glamour, can no more impress me;
that I am still here and you are not
But I know, Heaven is the place, of God’s truest riches –
Where our Father is, because He keeps all His Children there!
Since you turned and trusted in Jesus,
and lead me to do the same
an amazing thing has taken place;
Dwelling in the presence of Jesus now,
In Heaven – only because of His grace were you lead there to that place.
It’s your Best Mother’s Day in Heaven –
With everlasting joy and peace up there.
Pray for me here, till we are reunited there,
I know it will be beyond all I could ever compare.
Thank you Jesus for loving my mom, for just awhile,
then together soon
My Lord and my mom, I will be there soon, because,
you Showed me his Love here!
While, you were here, thank you Mom, I’ll soon be there.
In loving memory of my mom!
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In times of my anxieties you’re there to listen
You encourage me by words to ease the pain
You’re always there willing to stand with me under the rain
And give your best to make me smile again
Sometimes I’ve become so rude
Oftentimes I’m not in the mood
In whatever emotions I feel
You never get tired and you remain so real
Being positive is one thing I admire in you
You try to imply that when I’m in doubt and feeling blue
You never had a doubt when you say you believe me
In everything you do for me; I feel the sincerity
I never doubt when it comes to my friendship with you
I know how you value every little thing I’ve shared to you
You’ve touched my life in so many ways that are true
I assure you I won’t set it aside just like that for you
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If it were only you and me on this galaxy,
you would be indescribable,
My thoughts and wishes would come true,
and no worries would be here,
I would search the world for you,
…and only you,
because in my heart,
there is three words i would keep forever,
And those words, would be I Love You.
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HEAVEN IN MY HEART
One fine day… One sweet day.
Closer and happy together
It seems like angels from heaven
That showered my heart with love and care.
I can’t believe that you are near
Right here with me, but it’s true
Wondering how it happened
And hope it won’t last until the end.
As my eyes catches the sparkle of the day
Let me wake up to see each morning
I always wanted you beside me
And feel the warmth of your embrace.
I am still dreaming, I knew
Holding you forever, hmmm…it’s impossible to do
How I wish the sun will not come out,
And you are with me for the rest of my life.
Here I am, all alone
Laying on my bed
The kisses and caresses we made
Still lingers in my head
Living up this life I chose is not that easy
No matter how long it takes
You’ll be here forever in my heart
And hoping someday you will stay and never go away.
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I am a child.
I am all the things of my past
I am the skin on my mother,
The flesh of my father,
The bones of my sister.
I am all I see.
Pink and soft little babies
Golden crunchy autumn leaves
The magnificent colours of the rainbow
Stars that winks at me from heavens above.
I am all I hear.
“Wake up”
“Hurry up.. we’re late”
Birds singing from soaring trees
The moaning and weeping of the winds.
I am all i feel and taste.
I am the warmth of the sun,
Shinning against my skin
I am the breeze of the wind,
Cool and fresh letting me breathe
I am the sweetness of cadbury,
Melting in my hands.
I am all I remember.
Jumping on my bed
And conquering the world
Fighting my way through the jungle
Like Steve Irwin once did.
I am all I’ve been taught.
“Wash your hands before you eat”
“Be polite”
“Better sade than sorry”
I am all I think
Memories,
Easy to recall
But hard to wipe away
I am all those things
They keep me alive;
Make the person I am today.
I am like an author,
And i write it all down
Including my wish that
When I grow up
I’m goin to be happy.
😀
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I look around everywhere
To find that I am the only one
In darkness I feel left always
Feeling that they’re my light
Feelings that are pain
but they’re soothing like used to
It’s like addicted to what you don’t want but need
If you know what I mean
Don’t have to be another me to feel
Just have to be in me
I am fallen
Bring me back from this fall
Shake me before too late
Stand beside before too wrong
Wake me before I am gone
Fallen, indeed I am
Hurt deep inside
Can’t get up like before falling so hard
That everything is fallen so “heartlessly”
Sinking deep down under the dark sky
Crawling with numbness in addiction
There is everybody but no anybody
Like only you to see tears in your eyes
Falling & fallen
It’s the fallen me
I am living
If living has nothing to do with being alive for you
Feelings & emotions are burnt & tears have dried
Everything’s numb like stone
Only that stones can’t feel the pain of numbness
Everything’s faded & fallen
World’s dark, life’s painful
Soul’s blown, heart’s broken
Soul’s breathing & heart’s beating
Another human heart just like you
I am fallen
Bring me back from this fall
Shake me before too late
Stand beside before too wrong
Wake me before I am gone.
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Sky and space agree to friendship
Permitted “Time” for rotation
Wind and fire agree to friendship
Provide energy for motion
Dark and light agree to friendship
Follow each other smoothly
Sound and silence agree to friendship
Provide the rhythm broadly
Sun and Moon agree to friendship
As twin lamps of Earth
Birth and death agree to friendship
Lead the life to worth
Truth and Lie agree to friendship
Watch the way of vision
Food and water agree to friendship
Give energy to mission
Root and flower agree to friendship
Sacrifice for the generation
Male and female agree to friendship
Started the wave of creation.
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Do you know how much i miss u?
try to count the stars…
the once u could count,
is how much you miss me
And the once you could not count,
is how much i miss you.
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We love you both
Nothing was in the way
Until HE came along
We had a hard time saying goodbye but
That wasn’t all
Everyday was miserable
Nothing to do every minute
We miss you but you didn’t have to say goodbye
You just could have stayed but
You had to go with them
We hate what they did to you
We love you no matter what but
no matter what happens boy
We have to say goodbye to you.
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When i met you, i was blessed
Then you begun to hurt me though you dont see
My fragile heart you shuttered apart
Why my eyes cried when where apart.
You said, you cared
And that you won’t leave
Though your with me it feels your away
Why you must hurt me this way
My air is you
Body and Soul i gave to you
But thing’s you change
Why you kill me this way
Someday i will let go
I will one day no longer know you
My heart will heal too
Why am still hurting over you.
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Why it has to be me
You can’t see that you hurt me
No matter what I do never enough for you
You made my heart really died
You made me believe that am for you
You made me want you
But your showing me a different you
You had made me trust you
Pain I feel kill’s me
Can’t you just go
Let me be alone that I want to be
For you no longer for me
You charmed me and let me cry
I never though it will be
Sad thing’s you had said
Please just leave me and let my feelings die too
Sorry if I had loved you so
I have been so blind, I never saw the real you
I made mistakes, yes i admit
Mistakes of loving you coz you never been true.
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A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn’t have a friend.
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Sitting here alone in my room,
time for bed i’m dreaming of you.
The things you do to make me smile,
you haven’t done them in a while.
Time passes when i’m alone,
no one there to hug and hold.
The dreams i have are of you and me,
when we met in history.
Can’t you see the time is right,
to make a move or have a fight.
And as you know my love is true,
this little poem i wrote for you.?
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I loved you;
so much, it even hurt.
I never dreamed you would do,
what you did do.
We were engaged,
meant to be,
together forever,
if only, if only I could see.
I’ve tried so hard;
and realized, I can’t let you go.
With all my strength and courage;
it’s still hard to get to my feet.
Now you’re back, wanting me;
asking for me.
A thousand questions in my head;
Why? Can I trust him? Can he have me?
I know these questions are foolish.
For I already know the answers.
No matter what you did, you will have me.
‘Cause, I can’t let you go.
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Smile – it’s the first best thing you can do with your lips.
It doesn’t take a year to make and a just a look to remember.
It brightens a day and hides a grin
You don’t even have to ask were those been.
Just say hi, and wave a mile.
Just don’t forget to end with JUST ONE SMILE.
