+17
Its scary, when you see life as seen through these eyes,
You feel sympathy for yourself, as pity is what you live on,
Just as a human should, you think there will be that time when it all just works out,
But reality gives you no time to dream, it hits again as if you caused offense to it,
The pity i live on, is the lowest level, one dare not respect one self, one dare not think ‘happy’,
I am wrong to say happiness, love, or life is over rated,
I am wrong to say anything i think,
I am what i am, i can’t try and be what they want me to be,
They want this, they want that, they live not their own life, they run many.
You can’t decide, you can’t help yourself, ones word confuses you,
You feel there will be a time when, you look at this and make it a lesson for others
+3
Where are you? What are you doing?
Who’s sharing her problems,
her happiness, her dreams,
her thoughts?
Not me, not me anymore, but,
all our memories, all my love
is still hidden in my heart.
A heart can never be complete if
a piece is missing.
You’re tattooed in my heart and my mind.
Forever. Forever my love even if now we’re apart!!!!
+8
What makes me human is you
You who broke me and push me through
Yes, though you know i was not strong
You caused me to cry or so long
so many times i ask if you really exist
though many times also you heard my pleas
i was so wrong to blame you for all my sadness
for truly it is You who brings gladness
So many times you tried to break me before
but i was so hard and rebelled more
yet you never stopped breaking me
cos you were concerned of what my future could be
You never wanted me to go the wrong way
that’s why you wanted me to pray
so you could guide me everyday
until to my bed i lay
From a frozen heart you broke me to become human
for my heart never melts though put under the sun
You changed my whole being
I was changed by the grace of your loving
because you care so much about me
You wanted me to live with you in heaven for eternity,
for the chance to be with you forever
You broke me to become a person much better
Thank You Father or breaking me to a new person
I didn’t understand at first or I didn’t know the reason
Thank You for the tears that have poured out from my eyes
Thank You for the sorrows that have made me cry
For now i know I’m a new being
Changed by the trials You have given.
+6
I knew it was love,
when i had those sleepless nights.
It was you who haunted my dreams,
you who invaded my thoughts.
You were the reason i heard beautiful, melodious music everywhere.
I knew it was love,
when all i desired, i craved was you,
the lust, the desire of only your lips on mine.
Only you were who would caress my body.
When i wanted to be only yours and you only mine.
I knew it was love,
when we decided we were going to live together and die together,
go through life together,through rough times and happy times,
cherish each moment spent together.
I knew we would love each other forever…
+32
When all my dreams had faded away,
when all my thoughts had gone astray
you suddenly came to rescue me,
and brought me back to where I should be
you help me reach the unreachable star,
and heal my heart from a previous scar
you added and strengthened my confidence,
you held me up to reach the heavens
It was indeed great and amazing!
I had everything I want but something’s still missing
I looked at you then I knew,
you’re all I need and all my dreams will come true
but I realize you are far,
harder to reach than the farthest star
I stepped beak and I fall,
I thought you’d catch me, so your name I call
Sad to know you weren’t there,
in my lonely nights and great despair
sad to say I could never have you,
because I was careless and my love was so true
and now I’m back to my old sanity,
my fame is in deep vanity
for the man I love had faded away,
and caused my thoughts to go astray!
+33
I never wanted the time to pass by,
i wanted time to stand by,
i wanted the time to be all mine,
cos i never wanted to say Goodbye!
I knew that moment had to come some day,
but i never expected it to be this way!
i wanted wings to fly by,
cos i never wanted to say Goodbye!
I crippled, i sobbed, i cried,
but to understand me no one ever tried.
when i had started living my life,
then only this moment had to arrive.
i wanted some place to hide.
cos i never wanted to say Goodbye!
Now the final day arrived,
i had to leave,but still i tried!
‘try and try until you succeed’ they say,
but in my case it never gave me any way!
i still felt God would surely help me once,and the time would stand by,
but it never happened so,and i…i had to say..Goodbye..!
+25
People say falling in love is easy,
but once you’re in it your head just gets so dizzy.
No I don’t wanna go back there,
& I don’t care what they say.
my heart cant bear to go through all the pain,
pain that drives your whole world insane.
I know how it is to give your heart & feel like its all a lie,
I know how it feels when he leaves you without a proper goodbye.
No i just wont take the pain no more,
Can’t you see my heart just wont open anymore??
I don’t want to sink into the claws of HURT again,
love has always been an enemy,never a friend.
so why should i put myself through this misery??
to me love is almost history.
you’ll never see me cry the tears that love has brought upon me,
I’m still locked up in painful memories i just cant be set free.
leave me alone i plead, you don’t know what I’ve been through,
none of my love has been true.
its just left me with scars & feelings so blue,
confused & without a clue.
I’m better of this way,
leave me alone i just can’t live through love another day…
+5
Guy,
Thought you were someone’s,
When I first saw you,
Did not put too much hope on you,
Till the day,
When out of the blue,
You came and approach me,
Feeling happy and amaze,
It started to grow in me,
Day by day,
Guy,
I do really miss you,
Every second , minute, and hour,
Starring at the clock,
Moving tick-tock tick-tock,
Hoping it will be faster,
But not when I’m with you,
Treasuring all the moments.
Guy,
I know,
The difficulities for us to meet,
Yet I hope,
That I will have a chance,
To tell you,
How much I LOVE YOU,
And that I need you,
To be in my LIFE forever and ever.
dedicated to CJ by Esther.T
+9
In every time I see you
I don’t know what should I do
In every smile of your lips
I can see an angel
My heart wants to fly
To reach the heaven in the sky
My heart was over flow with joy
In the attention that you give at all
My day would be empty
If I could see your lovely face
I ask my self, way i feel like this
Is this love?
I promise it to you
That I will always love you
Even if the world would end
My love for you won’t change.
+19
My God is always there for me
Through the ruff and tough
He keeps you going
And will not take a bluff
Listen to him now
He loves you very much
He is always there.
+29
She’s like a star ..
That’s been kinda far..
Hope she comes back soon..
For we could both be under the new moon..
Its great i got to know her..
but now i cant live without her..
If dreaming and wishing for things came true..
All i would ask is to be with you!
+43
I am who I am.
Do I like who I am?
Sometimes I’m happy
with who I see-
in the mirror ,
looking back at me.
But at times
there’s an emptiness…
a feeling like I’m
an absolute mess.
Why that is?
I don’t know.
Perhaps it stems back
from long ago,
when I was a child.
But I was so loved
and wonderfully cared for.
Why this confusion?
I don’t know.
But I am slowly learning to let go…
I don’t want chaos or hostility,
just peace and tranquility.
I’m on my way …
to discovering
who I
really want
to be…
I feel…
free!
+20
I may be a girl but I’m strong
I run far and fast
I know what’s right and wrong
My knowledge is vast
But I hold myself responsible
He is my soul, my life
I never thought it was possible
He’ll never even have to think about using a knife
For I’ll always be there
Because he is my friend, a brother
And I’m bound to protect him forever and always
+19
At first, all was good.
We were as one, he understood.
He laughed with me and held my hand.
He was always there to help me stand.
We were in love, but i could see
that we weren’t meant to be
He knew what I was going to say
and left me there as i lay
I cried that day, and through the night
but i realized something more
that he cannot just leave me sore
I finally got that he was a jerk
and that being without him was a perk
now I’m happy as you can see
I have found the he, who is right for me
unlike the jerk and me who came to an end
my new guy is also my best friend.
so if your out there and now how I feel
think before you have too deal
with another guy who isn’t real
sincerely, me
+38
She’s got the looks,
she’s got the clothes,
but what’s inside nobody knows.
She’s got the attitude,
she’s got the style,
something is hidden but she covers it with a smile.
Her life is hell,
nobody cares,
no one sees inside,
no one sees her tears.
She’s locked herself up,
and thrown away the key,
no one will understand,
no one will ever see.
+54
There may be times when you’re feeling blue,
just to let you know, I’ll be there for you.
Through rain or shine or flood or drought,
I won’t let you down, you won’t have to doubt.
Whenever you need me to brighten your day,
I’ll be by your side to lighten your way.
You are my mate, my pal, my friend,
I’m just hoping we’ll be till the end.
+17
You can have all the money needed to reach the sky,
but still a friend you cannot buy.
Friendship is a wealth shown in thought and expressions,
friends help you out of your deepest depressions.
Don’t ever use or neglect them and you’ll have them forever,
they’ll always be there through rough and smooth weather.
So go and you’ll soon see how many you can meet,
like the ones I’ve got, make me feel like the worlds at my feet.
To make my simplicity in the simplest form,
Just be yourself gentle and warm.
+42
I wonder why you said goodbye,
you broke my heart, you made me cry.
I loved you dearly, I loved you so,
I wonder why you let me go.
I wonder if it was always true,
when you said you loved me too.
You kissed me by the setting sun,
I wondered if you were the one.
I wonder how you could always take,
all these promises I always break.
I don’t know why we have to part,
I wonder how I broke your heart.
+10
I stare up at the sky so blue,
because there is nothing else to do.
I think about the kids who’s parents are dying,
while I sit there, I start crying.
They have no food or water,
but there is constant slaughter.
These kid’s live in strife,
just think that you are lucky for you have a life.
+30
A friend is like a butterfly,
who may come and go,
from flower to flower and tree to tree,
and then they finally go.
To find a friend like you,
though is very, very rare,
the friend who is the flower,
the friend who’s always there.
