+18
When I first saw you I saw love,
to me you were a gift from up above.
I couldn’t believe it when my dream came true,
the day you asked me to be with you.
We had our good times and out bad,
I hated the bad time, they made me sad.
I have to admit I had so much fun,
but I can’t forgive you for what you have done.
Some days I wonder if we could still be as one,
and forget the unfaithful habit you suddenly begun.
You should never of had her in your arms,
or fooled around under the bright starts.
But you did and now we are through,
I know it’s for the best, I really do.
+131
I’m sick of always caring,
And I’m sick of being there.
I’m sick of being your comfort,
When no one else seems to care.
I’m sick of the way you treat me,
And how you treat everyone else.
I’m sick of the way you diss me,
When I turn up at your house.
I’m sick of always giving,
And getting nothing in return.
And I’m sick of forgetting,
What I’ll probably never learn.
I’m sick of you and your crap,
And I’m sick of all your flirting.
I’m sick of all your girly friends,
I’m sick of all this hurting.
+7
I don’t know how hard it is
to raise a child like me.
I’ve been a bad child,
I’ve caused you tears,
and still, you are here with me.
I remember the time when I ran away,
mom kept looking for me.
She spent her night waiting for my call,
but I ignored it, so insensitive,
I just wanted to be free.
Dad talked to me, hugged me tight,
and said “I love you my dear child, do you feel it?”
and here I am knowing it’s true,
I had the guts to hurt him.
I’m a selfish child who wants to be free,
but couldn’t sleep if mom’s not beside me.
I’m a selfish child who wants to grow fast,
but couldn’t face the angry world
without a grip of dad’s hand.
Despite everything and anything that I would do
How far can I go if I don’t have you.
Mom and dad, now that I’ve grown old
I don’t have the guts to say what I’ve done wrong.
So full of shame and regret,
sorry might not be enough…
sorry might be too late.
Years have passed, there’s this one day,
I came back, a surrender of conscience.
I saw them both sitting in racking chairs,
watching the clouds and garden full of flowers.
I hugged them tight, even when they can’t recall my name.
Mom asked me why I cried, she can’t remember who she used to wait for at night.
Dad held my hand, told me to calm down…
and asked me who I am and if the nurse was around.
These are the words of once a stubborn child,
love your parents while you still can.
While they still remember who you are,
while they feel they love you more and more each day.
Regret comes last,
when it is too late to make up for wrong things done.
So love your parents while they still hope you can…
+18
Mothers are a magnificent thing.
So close to perfect,
they seem more than human beings.
No wonder it hurts so much when we lose them,
Its like loosing a part of self.
You start to feel like you’re the only book on the shelf with a chapter of grief.
You feel all alone,
So empty inside
You start to loose her more and more
Now no one blames you when you cry at night.
You want her back,
So she can wipe the tears,
That’s going to come for many years.
But it’s okay.
Everything will be fine.
Your mom is still looking down on you
Praying for you all the time.
No harm will come to her.
She’s in a peaceful place.
Live and Love life.
It’s too short not to enjoy it.
-Darlene L. Sanfor
+16
I wander around to these lethal wounds
A reverie for my half awakened soul.
I rise to the coffin I used to lie
Living my soul in the grave , I sigh.
I taste the color of the night
Nearly touching the warmth of your sight.
My life left buried alive
Without you I can’t seem to survive.
I can no longer walk through the path where you go
Dying to say that I love you so.
I started to breathe through your lungs
Mesmerizing the pain from my fangs.
Sitting on the edge of the floor,
Feeling your presence I open the door.
I thought I was home,
But you’re gone forevermore. . . .
+4
Beauty is only skin deep but yours goes on forever
Seeing you, holding you, to be yours is my pleasure,
Your smile lights the sky even making the sun jealous
You had your choice of plenty of guys all overzealous.
Every single guy, we all wanted one thing
But my one thing was different, it was merely a ring,
Your skin is so soft, your lips taste so amazing
The passion we hold is continuously blazing.
I don’t take you for granted you’re the world in my eyes
Every single time I see you, those words I reprise,
You’re a Goddess in the face but that not why I partake
Because things like that don’t make it past the first date.
When you’re sad I hold you, when you’re happy I’m there
You always catch me looking because I cant help but to stare,
Your eyes are like a jungle, I could get lost for years
This poem is to say I Love You and take away all of your fears.
0
Like every other night this week
I crawl into bed wishing to fall asleep
I feel a pain worse than death
I want to hold my breath
To end my life – to end this pain
I don’t want to be apart of this game
Unable to cry more tears
I hope this means my end is here.
+6
When you look up at the sky
Do you ever wonder when we die,
Would we become stars in the sky?
Every night I go outside,
Looking at the vast starry sky.
Letting the wind blow past,
Wanting this moment to forever last.
Staring up for the brightest,
Knowing that that is the highest.
In the millions up there,
I’ll always see you in the night air.
I know the brightest is you,
Not hesitating to shine through.
When I’m gone too,
I’ll be the one next to you.
I know I won’t be as bright,
But I’ll shine with all my light.
But right now I’ll remember,
I’ll be thinking through and through
No matter what, I’ll always love you.
When you look up at the sky
Do you ever wonder when we die,
That we would become stars in the sky?
-Mia S. (Miki)
+7
Nothing at all is going right
Everything is wrong
I try to smile and look all bright
But nothing changes at all
The pain is deep
Below the surface
A thing you cannot see
I try and try to plead out loud
Will someone please help me?
But no one out there will listen
No one at all will heed
So as I weep all by myself
I pray that I’ll die in my sleep
No one that cares
No one that looks
Beyond the shallow pool
And see’s the person inside of me
And there’s nothing I can do
No one that hugs me
And says its ok
But it doesn’t matter because
I know its a lie
Nothing is ok
I will never find ‘the one’.
+14
I thought it was true
I thought that it was real
I thought that you loved me
I thought that it was true love
But i guess that i was wrong
I guess it was all just words to you
But to me it was a couple of tears
and a broken heart
+21
Friends are one who care for you, love you,
they are the one who share their secrets with you.
Friends are those who cry, when you are crying,
they laugh when you are laughing.
Sometimes they make you angry, sometimes they make you sad,
but don’t want you to get in trouble.
Friends are like diamonds,
who make you feel glow and happy.
They show us the right way,
they love us the most.
May God shower his blessings,
may they live long.
+1
When i saw you that day
I wished i could fly
We talked everyday
but now, everything became a lie
it started when you forgot my b-day
and you were always away
you didn’t even try
I don’t know what i have to say
I always have to cry
every night, to the moon and the sky
When you looked at me
something made me feel free
and sometimes, I just didn’t want to see.
Everyone has a chance.now or later
the first time we met ,
I thought we might be forever
Day after day, I couldn’t forget
and that day, it was the best ever
because you were so hard to get.
But everything has changed
and we don’t seem to be together
Now, when you’re gone
I walk this empty street all alone!
+14
Tramping on the frozen ground,
Ancient anger crunched by our feet,
Secrets told the only four ears will know,
Sheltered by the sleet.
Side by side we cross a stream,
Gentle wind, a sunlight beam.
Forever entwined by our heart strings,
Soul mates together, we can do any thing.
There for one another, never apart,
Our life together will only start.
In our own world, we will stand,
Ready for our future, hand in hand.
+70
I wonder as I set here today
Will it rain or will it shine.
I wonder will things be alright
And will I survive, in this mess
That some call war…the noise
Around me that I tune out, the
Screams and the pains
That call out my name.
The sun can cook me, or the rain
Can melt me…but my place is
By your side as long as a breath is in me.
I fear nothing for I am strong…if something happens
And I can’t go on. Find a place
Where the shade is wide and bury me deep
And do not cry. My duty has been won,
Honor is taken…but for my love, my country,
And my home that cannot be forsaken. I am a
Soldier…and a soldier am I.
+2
There’s nothing I can do except be near you.
There’s nothing I can say except ‘let’s run away.’
There’s nothing I want to hear except come here.
There’s nothing I can do except love you.
I love you; I always have and always will.
But your blind and it hurts, so I’ll take some pills.
They ease the pain but only for a little while…
And then you call and I’m laughing and smiling like I used to.
I love these little moments when you seem to make the sun shine.
Its late, we yawn at the same time and that gets us laughing again.
Nothing can ruin this moment except our moms telling us to go to bed.
We have to hang up, you have a paper due and I need some sleep…
Goodbye for now seems like forever to me.
I try to stay away.
I try to hold my tongue.
I try to block out the pretty words you say.
I tried today, I really did.
But…there’s nothing I can do except love you.
+5
When my emotions stop flying high
And my soul will no longer cry
When my eyes are blind to the pain
My mind stops worrying ’bout going insane
When my heart has broken for the last time
My fingers not writing another rhyme
When my mouth can’t speak no more,
While my body falls and hits the floor
When my ears are deaf to hear
Then I guess I feel no more fear.
+145
Whenever I look at you
My heart fills with pride
You are a son I am proud
To have at my side
The times that I thought
Where did I go wrong?
Are no longer a thought
Because it does not belong
You have turned out to be
The most perfect son
When I smile each day
You are the reason
You are my first born
My prodigy
My wish for you my son
Is be all you can be
+4
Emptiness is like the hollow of a tree
It clings to the dark
And lurks around every corner
Shadows begin to shrivel and slowly run away in fright
Cold covers any awaken creature and
Covers them in dark path
The air is dead with in the night
Not even the moon will come and greet
An echo will be carried in the wind
But will slowly vanish
Without a trace
Clouds will cover like a blanket
To show that emptiness does exists
+5
Your kiss is sweet as a candy cane.
Soft as a summer rain.
Soothing as a soft pillow.
Free as a weeping willow.
Sweet as honey.
More precious than money.
Wet as a winter snow.
The kind that is dreamed of.
This I know.
+10
Some people dream of diamonds.
Some people dream of gold.
But I dream of you love.
Until the night grows cold.
Prayer kept me safe.
Visions of you kept me warm.
Thinking of you through the night.
Secure from harm.
Some people dream of riches.
A whole lot of money.
But I will dream of you always.
My precious honey.
