We need to talk…
I know you care so much for me.
I need some time for myself.
All the smiles and laugher made me
Feel so right.
All the love you been given me.
I really do love you.
But I think I need my alone time.
I need you to stop following me.
I just can’t take this right now.
I just can’t be myself for one moment.
I feel so sick.
I need some kind of break.
When I am around you I feel so lost,
I feel like I don’t belong here.
Yes, I have low self-esteem.
I know it’s tough right now.
Things not going my way
Even your way.
You had been losing every fight.
I lost all my strength, I can’t show,
You how I really feel.
Time flew by and it’s the end of it.
You gave up on everything for me?
My tears had been hidden all these years,
My tear starts to show.
One teardrop by each second.
Here my last teardrop falls, it races down my cheek.
Sometimes you can’t really feel the pain till you see the tears.
I only show you smiles.
The darkness is getting stronger and I’m getting weaker.
This post was submitted by Alicia.
Here i am sitting on configuration
listening to someone conversation
never thought my eyes at someone
connive consistently waiting for she will swerve at me
One time she look at the back
my heart pouring accompany w/ delight harmony
my heart excites and I compensate through it
seeing for a like flowers blooming at my eyes
I am thinking for what she is?
taking a wondering why oh why!?
I say to my own self that I cant reach her
but my heart fortunately hang on fortified
Here I am sitting on configuration
Here I am staring at you!
Hoping you give it some attention
dismantle,regardly yo tour attention
I am so contemptuous when I send you massage
doubtfully you may forsaken me
but my thought is wrong
you allow me to drag myself drawn over you;
we begun with simple smile
you take my attention all along
I assume my heart closer in you
because,I feel love over you…
This post was submitted by John Rhey the Loverboy.
You’d always been there by my side
Or at least what I thought I saw and felt
You’d let me fall for you
When I did
I didn’t know, you wouldn’t be there to catch me
You left me all alone
You’d destroyed everything you’d taught me
You’d let me questioned myself and for what I believed in
You’d left me wondered if there’s truth in things
I never thought of this happening
I was hurt.
It’s too painful, I can almost taste it…
I don’t know what went wrong
You never offered explanation
I waited…I hoped…I wished things could get better…
But I waited in vain
And even if it’s wrong to hold on after everything…I still did
Time heals they say…probably
What I just know is that feelings would not change so easily…
I know I have to deal with it the hard way.
This post was submitted by AL Corpuz.
Tomorrow never knows,
I want to see your smiling face again,
But when I reach closer I can’t see it,
The Tear-stained nights when i call your name,
Do you hear me crying our for you?
On those cold rainy days, wrapped in my coat,
Secretly I wait hoping you’ll hold me in your arms
Im haunted by you, your eyes,
The ghost of you asking me why we left;
The question i yearn yo ask,
Do you remember me?
I want to come see you,
is later alright?
There won’t be a later.
This post was submitted by Sunni Lynch.
Dear Mommy, Mommy,
Tell me why you beat me
This world is hard and already cold
so why do you miss treat me?
You shout me words
and say mean things
that cut me like a knife
The things you do
the things you say
will shape my entire life
So I will bend my knees and say my prayers
to our father up above
that he might strike that cold black heart of your
and fill it up with love.
This post was submitted by Shannell.
I am confused
A Part of me feel abused
But i still want him
The lights of my life are growing dim
I dont know what to do anymore
I just want to close this door
To my heart and let nobody in
I think i got everyone out
i start to doubt
When i hear his voice
He is my drug im his addict
Im the one he picked
To emotionally abuse
He knows he leaves Bruises
on my heart
I thought i was smart
I thought i wouldn’t end up in a abusive relationship
But i slipped
but when i stare
into his eyes i fall in love all over again
I forget the pain
he gave me
In his arms i feel free
I cant get enough
I like how hes tough
I hate how no matter what he does to me
I can never stop thinking about what can be
I cant stop thinking about his eyes
I dont want to say goodbye
To his lips
the way he holds my hips
when we hug
Hes the “thug”
i’ve been waiting for
i just hope i dont fall to the floor
from this abuse
i dont want to be confused
where our relationship stands
I just hope i can always have his hands
to help me stand back up.
This post was submitted by Jahssi MaRae Parker.
Live your life with no regrets
live your life with honest secrets
live your life each and every day
live your life with the game they play
live your life for those you love
live your life for those above
live your life for life it self
live your life bcoz no one can tell.
This post was submitted by sasha.