+3
I can’t stay without you, I need you so much.
Never one second without you, I’m longing for your touch.
Just one look at you, it’s the best thing I can get.
A second gaze at you, I feel it but yet,
Your indifference is stabbing me slowly, really slow.
I can’t get it, did you really have to teat me so?
You will always live buried in my head,
And never will my love for you be shed
Away. You will always be near,
Because near you my heart will never fear
The cold nights at home, alone.
The sense of life is gone.
+1
Everything was different before,
But now, I can’t take it anymore,
Following the light, leading to a door
Which is nothing but imagination’s core.
I remember the optimism of the past
But now it just flew away, cast
Into the black hole where it shall last,
Since time’s rate will always remain fast.
Innocence was king those days,
And I, thinking that forever it stays
With all its shapes and its ways,
Was mistaken, humanity’s sorrow pays.
Sadly, those days now come to an end,
And easily, I can perceive the trend
Because life on earth can never bend
Time’s flow, and its way to mend.
+2
A long time ago, I came towards you.
A long time ago, you just backed away.
From there on, my feeling is forever new,
Unfading… For eternity it will stay.
One gaze at you, music surrounds me.
One gaze at you, I ask no more.
For once, stay near and let it be,
By suffering, my heart will close its door.
There you are, sweetest of sweets.
There you are, mysterious as the sea.
You are the reason my heart beats,
You are the one, with a stressed ‘the’.
A long time ago, I came towards you.
A long time ago, you just backed away.
From there on, what should I do,
To make my life face a better day?
+9
The stars, high up in the sky,
Form a name I can’t deny.
This person was a part of me,
And was from my close family.
Many mistakes he had done,
Afterwards, thinking he won,
He lost everything he had
And couldn’t pretend being sad.
Going away, leaving things down:
As a king throwing his crown
Which was the jewel of his life…
Leaving behind him only strife.
Now all I can do is sigh
Because vengeance I cannot try.
My memories, wild as the sea,
Closed up. They can never be free…
You can I never, ever forget,
From my first breath we met.
How can you do this to me, to us?
So… Is it true… Life is but a fuss?
0
Coming one last time in my hands…
My love for you, strong as a tower stands
Unshaken, for infinity stays,
But you left saying: “Love has its ways.”
These ways shattered my heart away,
Blown next to you, where it will always stay.
You love her, that’s what I’ve been told,
And I, without you, In sunlight, I feel cold.
My body is shivering, coldness filled my core…
This is hard to handle, I can’t go on anymore.
Don’t you feel it in the deepness of your soul,
A little piece, scattered away, a little hole?
Well…
I do!
+14
Hatred seeks to shorten
the hesitant hand of hope
it looks to snuff the light of trust
leaving us all to grope
In the darkness of misconceptions
where partiality breeds
wrath quickly germinates
persecutions scattered seeds
For these are sown far too deep
and watered with human vile
then perpetuated by intolerance
ignorantly misguided all the while.
+15
A word to say, A word to hear
Even in Your Absence
I feel you near
Hope this relationship is strong
We will remain the same
Till the life goes on…
+1
How come my tears just like a rain?
Flows through my face with deep pain,
Seems my heart melts on a chain
And like a running falls that never end.
I heard a noise comes from rainy drops
Where felled over on a chimney top
Beyond my mind I silent stop
Should I refuse that I felt bad?
If there’s sunshine after rain
Will my heart bless with so much gain?
And for all I know that I never see
A deep feelings in my heart that can never be free
Thunder trials that everyone thump
Would you be a steel to cover me up?
And make a choice to live in half?
For your half might be the last.
A wind flashed through my innocent vain
Thinking of you would be a flame
And I guess it would be the end
Reaching for drops of rain.
+4
I wish I was free,
As Free as a bird.
Do not say anything,
Not even a word.
Even if you want me,
I cannot oblige,
Until you have seen,
My life through my eyes!
+9
The time has come to say good bye
It’s very hard not to cry
The time we have left is very small
I will try hard to make them stall
I tried my hardest and they can see
That missing you is killing me
They say I can stay a little longer
Their words make me a tad bit stronger
That time we know still has to come
By now you know it’s almost done
That time is almost here
This time its very clear
I’m sorry but I have to say
That time has come and I can not stay
It is very hard not to cry
The time has come to say good bye…
+9
Blue is the pain
you see in her eyes
orange is his car
you see drive away
clear is the tears
that slide down her face
black is the ink
on the note she leaves
white is the tub
you see filled with water
silver is the razor
you see in her hand
red is the blood
you see in the water
love is the slowest form of suicide…
+6
When I look in the mirror I see failure
Failure to be who I really am
I confine myself into a neat little shell
A shell in which I am to scared to break
I keep a wall around my heart
I have chains that bind my voice
And I keep a lock around my thought
I wish I could be unscared
I wish I could be me
But if people saw me for who I really am
Would they reject me?
+6
Your face,your eyes, your hair, your smile
just makes me melt to the ground
I still look back on these two days hoping
someday our eyes will meet, like the other day
All my memories they will never fade I will always have your picture in my head
All of these words that we have said, all of these smiles that we have shed,
just seems Like I saw you yesterday
I m still waiting for that day to come, still waiting to see you again,
still waiting to hold your hand and hear your voice again
I’m still counting down the days
but what if someday we’ll meet and just stare blank at our feet
with no words to come out loud
will just loose our only chance
And all we’ll have is the memory from the past
+3
I remember a time when I couldn’t wait for valentines Day.
The love I felt for that special person,
I could not wait,
to tell her how much she meant.
I would even leave work early that day ,
just to make sure I got the perfect bouquet.
I would search the whole town, till I found just the right piece
to complete her Valentines wish.
Over the years, not exactly sure where it was lost, Valentines Day just isn’t the same.
We don’t make it a priority to go out of our way to wish that special person a happy Valentines Day.
+3
In my younger days, life was pink,
But these days my hope can only sink.
My eyes ran out as a pen of ink
Making my memories unbury to think.
I think…
In my younger days, happiness was aflow,
But these days, into sadness will it grow.
My deepest grudges all get into a row
In my head. I don’t want them to show.
I show…
In my younger days, all was in symmetry,
But these days, all’s in a cemetery.
Everyone seems to be so free,
Do you think it’s because I show no sympathy?
No sympathy…
I think I show No sympathy
+2
How many times do I need to score to make you happy?
How many times do I make myself cry so you will notice me?
How many times do I change my clothes to look pretty for you?
How many times should I cry myself to sleep because I can’t get you off my mind?
Why don’t you hear me, see me, love me the way you did?
How many times will you hurt me before I realize my fear has overcome my love for you?
+1
She is more stunning
Than any work of art
She has eyes that glimmer
Brighter than any star
She has hair
More gorgeous than the sunset
Her laugh is worth more than any
Diamond or piece of gold
Her beauty cannot be captured
By any means possible
It is bound within her
Forever to be my gift
When I see her
She takes my breath away
I am living, breathing, waiting
Just for her
Trying so hard
To hear that laugh
Working harder
Just to impress
Music is playing
When I see her face
Elegant and wondrous
She mystifies me daily
She has been sent as an angel
From high above
She must have been sculpted by gods
For she is perfect in every way
Trying to be patient
But I cannot wait
Imagining the day when
You will be mine
Forever to hold.
+1
It runs through my veins
It claims my life
It’s cut me deep
Yet its no knife
It’s in my nightmares
Yet still in my dreams
It’s the cause of my laughter
But still the cause of my screams
It used to cause joy
It could make the world halt
Yet now it causes suffering
But there is no one at fault
It’s your love in my veins
It’s your face in my dreams
It’s your presence that causes joy
+1
Although my path is dark and cold,
I know my life is meant to be bold,
My days begin with so much heart break,
but I must hide the pain for the little ones sake,
My faith tells me he will some day be near,
I will just be patient and wait right here.
Another day comes and light peeks through,
I’m beginning to think this is a start of something new,
The pain in my heart is starting to fade,
I have faith its due to the decisions I’ve made,
My faith tells me he will some day be near,
I will just be patient and wait right here.
A year has passed and the darkness has faded,
I no longer feel that my heart is damaged or jaded,
I have turned the pain into a warm feeling inside,
In comes my new life with the days late tide,
My faith never failed me for he is now near,
My patience paid off and he will soon be here.
+1
the way he moves;
the way he smiles;i want him…
more than i should.
the way he laughs,
the way walks,
i need him…
more than i want to.
the way he talks,
the way he smells,
i love him more than i need to.
