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I sit here wondering each and everyday,
you seem to be pushing me away,
I don’t understand why you are being this way?
You slowly stopped talking to me,
And didn’t answer my calls,
I often lay there crying on the floor,
I didn’t know what to do anymore,
where to turn to next?
I had had it with your bullshit,
I didn’t want to hear your lies,
Every time i asked you,
You just said you couldn’t get online
But i knew your password,
And what you were telling me was all a big lie!
You talked to all those other girls,
But never bothered to type my name,
This was just like one of your silly games
I grew tired of this,
sick of the tears you caused me to cry,
I asked you: Baby do you still love me,
Or am i hanging on for dear life?
What he told me had broken my little heart,
I just didn’t understand why he led me on from the start?
Why did you let me hang onto something that wasn’t even there?
That had just disappeared into thin air.
And your reason is: You didn’t really care,
Your feeling were never there,
He said this is goodbye,
Don’t ever call again!
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This really is the last thing I’ll say to you,
You were my first love but you broke my heart in two,
You lead me on to believe your lies,
This whole time it was a game you were playing
and breaking my heart was the prize.
Do I even know you at all anymore,
Or are you just the beautiful stranger from last summer.
Seeing your name makes me feel sick,
Knowing I cant have you is seriously thick,
Did you ever really love me?
Its an answer I wont know .
You told me that you did,
Was that apart of your show?
I look at the pictures of us and want to cry
Memories come back and how happy I was
I cannot describe.
You told me you would be here forever
But then you left
I guess I thought you were different .
I just want you too hold me again and keep me warm
Because everything in my world has turned so cold
It’s just like a rough storm.
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For I shall have fallen
Too deep to survive
Too low to ever breathe again
Too far away from love
my eyes are dark
my face hangs low
my nails are short
Am I pretty? Absolutely no.
My hands are shaky, cold and dry
My eyes are glossy, bloodshot, and open
My legs are trembling
As I walk through the halls
My breath has fallen
My cheeks are red
My …body sweats
Trying to forget what you said
There you are
With that beautiful girl
She doesn’t know how you treated me this year
But shell find out soon enough
When your hand reaches her face “CRACK!”
As tears run from her eyes
She tries to tell you funny jokes
As you stand there watching me
Trying to find a good insult
Some may be true, but most just lies
She is as beautiful as an oceans wave
With her hair held back
She is a trophy to you
Like the deer head on your wall
With the ten point rack
One day you’ll see what you had before
Before that day you showed me the door
The feelings for me will haunt you through death
Thinking of how you lost all of that.
-2
The 1st time we talked, was on 25th December,
You were wearing a plain white dress, i still remember.
Christmas party was the occasion,
And your house in Goa was the location.
We both were bored so we went to the beach,
It is then, our friendship took another reach.
On the beach we walked hand in hand,
And it was like walking in heaven not on land.
It was our first meet, right,
And i wondered, was it love at first site.
Party was done and we were back home,
But before leaving we exchanged numbers on the phone.
When we used to meet, i use to have a chocolate box,
Bcoz i enjoyed having it with you on the Marine Line’s Rock.
Our relationship had reached to that level,
Where you was the angel and i was the devil.
It was almost 2 months that our relationship last,
Then i knew, you weren’t serious it was just a time pass.
That day i toh had a sleepless night,
Even the countdown was upto 17 lite’s.
I didn’t had anyone to speak my heart out,
Unless i talked to Rahul and Mukesh in the nightout.
Dear karishma, to be happy, i don’t need you,
Bcoz i have friends in plenty, not in few.
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You now you broke my heart
you laugh at my pain
you kept on and made sure i always felt it
you hated me and loved me
you said i was cute but it was all a broken lie
my heart was born broken
you knew it and you just shared it
why you didn’t care
when have you ever cared
my dreams are broken they are never finished
no one now what you really are
so you broken everything
why would you laugh at all the pain you caused.
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I wish we’d never met.
i wish we’d never been friends.
i wish we never looked deeply into each others eyes.
i wish we’d never held hands.
i wish we’d never uttered the words ‘i love you’ along with ‘i do too.’
i wish we’d never had a fight,
or stayed up on the phone each night.
i wish there was never a day where our lips touched.
i wish i’d never tasted your breath and you’d never tasted mine.
i wish i’d never wanted you until the end of time.
i wish you’d never been in my life,
so you would have never made me cry.
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Fool me once shame on you,
fool me twice shame on me,
u fool me twice and now i see,
that what we had can never be.
You fooled me once,
when i took u in,
the way we loved,
now that’s my sin.
I loved you then and love you now,
but now you say you love that cow,
i look your way with love so strong,
to think you loved me i was wrong.
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The heart I thought is a formidable seal
Never to be broken as true as steel
But mine was soon to be torn to pieces
The last of deeds in my list of wishes
You touched my heart in a way so caring
Your look your words were so appealing
You came around and made me smile
A feeling that lasted for just a while
Like trees rejoice to the breath of breeze
The sight of my love knuckled my knees
I thought true love was what I had
But cupid had plans to make me sad
And when my night became so cold
Your lovely hands I wished to hold
But another prey you held all night
With cold and tears I slept in fright
I’ve heard of tales about love gone sour
Of kings and nobles that killed for love
Never found out till this present hour
My pain for love was sent from above
My metallic spade you ripped apart
I’m left with nothing but a broken heart
And now in pain I have to leave
But for a brighter day I have to live.
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I’ll cry,
I’ll die,
I’ll shatter you into pieces,
Another cut,
Another Tear,
Just like everything erases.
Another cut,
Another Tear,
Nothing will make a difference,
Blood slowly drips on my arm,
As I lay here in my cold dark room,
I remember you holding me here,
I just didn’t know what to do.
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I Feel stupid ever believing that you actually cared
You have no idea how much i waited for your love
And most of all you
Did you really cared?
Or was i a joke?
Did you actually Liked me?
Or you just used me?
Did you even wanted to be with me?
Or just didn’t wanted to be alone?
I Wanna know how did you really feel about me
You say i was
Beautiful
Lovely
And couldn’t live without me
Was that all true?
Or Just A Another game you played with my heart
Tell Me Before I Regret all of our memories we shared
Tell Me…..!
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To feel love, you have to feel pain,
To see a rainbow, you have to see the rain,
To laugh, you have to cry
You have to fight through the storm, to get to paradise
But still it gives no reason why..
To feel whole, you have to feel empty,
Before you can be with her, You have to be with me
To be with someone right, you have to be with someone wrong,
To sing a song, You need someone to sing along
But still it gives no reason why..
You make me laugh, you make me cry
You give me butterflies, and fill me with lies,
You are the only one, yet the numbers could change,
But my love for you I can’t rearrange
But still it gives no reason why..
Why do I love you?.
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Her heart is hidden away in a hidden tomb
Sitting alone in the darkest room.
Feeling so numb she has lost all hope
Trying to find the end of the rope.
As long as she say I don’t care
she has no feelings left to share.
Keeping a smile on her face
that’s all she has left in this place.
Hearts are shattered, not that it mattered.
Everything is gone, it feels so wrong.
So she sit here in the shallow puddle of her pride
Her insides have died.
Underneath it all she hides under a wall
Scared of what’s to come, wanting to turn and run.
Inside her walls she builds up loosing her pride.
Already down in the dirt, stomped on and hurt.
She cry’s for warmth and care.
But no one is there.
She is left to sit and cry to wonder why?
She hides under a mask, a smile on her face.
No one knows what really she hides.
All the problems build in her head, as each tear is shed.
she loved him with all her heart, she knew that from the start.
she’s not the only one in his heart.
that’s tearing them apart.
she wish’s she would have known,
Before her feelings were shown.
her wall was let down.
Now she will lay back an drown,
In the sorrows of her tears.
Letting in all of her fears.
Life goes by to fast, to live in the past.
Yet she can never rid of the thoughts, they will always last.
With no more tears to cry,
She kisses him and finally says goodbye.
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Another day goes by and I wonder if you even miss me at all,
I wonder if I will ever hear from you, if you will ever call.
You said you’d always love me and never break my heart,
you said you’d always be with me from the very start.
My heart has never hurt as much as it does today,
I just wish you waited to talk, I wish you had something to say.
I wish you would have told me you loved me one last time,
or at least held me tight and whispered softly “good bye”.
The way things ended has left me so unsure,
because we were meant to be together, our love was so pure.
I’ve never loved anyone the way that I loved you,
I had finally found my happiness, I found my everything in you,
You made me smile, you made me laugh and sometimes even cry,
but never in all my thoughts of us was there ever a good bye.
From the moment that I met you you changed my entire life,
and I knew in my heart someday I’d be your wife.
But like “they” always say, “good things must come to an end”,
I just wish when they did we could have left it as friends.
But you wanted me to leave, just get in my car and go,
you didn’t even care about me out there all alone.
You promised you’d take care of me and never let me down,
but as it turns out, you let me leave without a sound.
You hurt me, you crushed me, you left me standing alone,
you showed me how little our love had truly grown.
There are so many feeling I still have for you,
so many things that I need to say to you.
But you have moved on and I don’t know what to say,
each night before I go to bed, I stop and I pray.
I pray for your happiness, I pray you still love and miss me,
but as I crawl into bed I still feel so alone and so empty.
I have to move on now, I have to try to be strong,
I have to let you go even though it feels so wrong.
Good bye to you, the love of my life,
Good bye to you, you will always be my KNIGHT!!!!
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How does my heart feel this way
Its like I am trapped and have nothing to say
I see him in the hall with that girl
Its like my heads gonna spin and twirl
He has moved on and forgotten me
But I have not, why can’t he just see
I always hope we’ll get back together
Because that make would my life as light as a feather.
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You once said, I was somebody you’d always wanted.
The most perfect man.
You once said, I was that guy you had hopes for.
That amazing man.
You said I was your wish, upon a star.
You said I was the one, you dreamt from afar.
But it was all a fairy-tale; you had planned out before.
It was everything make- believe, and nothing more.
Nothing is so simple; Life is so very real.
Things don’t come so easy; It was a fairy-tale.
You once said, I was your knight in shining armor.
Here to rescue you.
You once said, I was an angel from heaven.
Here to love you.
You said I was a dream, coming true.
You said I was that life, you always knew.
But it was all a fairy-tale; you had planned out before.
It was everything make- believe, and nothing more.
Nothing is so simple; Life is so very real.
Things don’t come so easy; It was a fairy-tale.
It was a fairy-tale in the making, just a dream.
Everything was a perfect picture, so it did seem.
It was all a fairy-tale. It was all make believe.
In the mind of someone so very naive.
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This is where i break.
The threads don’t hold no more.
Now i will surrender.
You are the winner of this war.
What is left behind
of all the years gone by?
Love just left our hearts.
I’m not sure when and why.
Even thought I tried,
I simply can’t recall
the feelings we both shared vanished
once and for all.
Nails down to bones
For clinging to our past.
I wouldn’t see the truth
but it found me at last.
It will not be long now,
soon we’ll fall apart.
The scares for all the pain
we’ll carry on our heart.
I must say I resent you
And you should know this well.
You choose to kill my love.
and sent it all to hell.
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I put out my hand
and give you my heart
but you handed it back
as you tore it apart.
You said you cared
but that turned out to be a lie
Now I feel like
I want to die.
I cried and cried
hoping the pain would go away.
But it didn’t because I cried
some more the very next day.
You got the best of me,
I admit its true
but I can’t help feeling
the way that i do about you.
So I’m letting you know
that you broke my heart
but I’m picking myself back up
instead of just falling apart.
This is the end.
I don’t think i can try to be
your friend.
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Now i know why you ignored when you were on facebook….
You don’t love me….
Now i know why you wouldn’t answer my texts…
You don’t care….
YOU can’t even answer my call….
You hear me crying on the other end
Begging for an answer as to why this happened.
You listen to me and just delete it….
You don’t care….
No feelings…..
You say i did nothing wrong
But i had to for you to leave me…..
Maybe i didn’t love you enough…
Maybe i didn’t support you enough….
Am i to wait for you with a broken heart….
Or am i just some woman like you said…
Tell me what to do because i am lost without you.
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Dear Invisible Man,
I wanted you to know
All of the memories of me and you
Go to show
That’s all you are is just a memory
You became a part of the past
Disappearing, like a vanishing act
Invisible Man,
I needed you to be that guy
Who stands by my side
Through
The lonely nights
When i started to cry
You left me feeling like someone punched me in the stomach
And I’m just standing there,
Screaming!
For you to hear me
Invisible Man!
Why cant you understand!
The way i feel
How my heart aches when you come near
Just let me be.
Just let me heal,
from all the pain
Now nothing will ever be the same.
The most suffering i could withstand,
What you brought upon me,
My Invisible Man.
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When the first teardrop fell
So did my heart
It hit the floor
And shattered apart
I don’t blame you
No, not at all
You had too do what you had to
That’s all
I would’ve gone another way
Not the way you went
And wasted all of the time we spent
Laughing and hugging
No pushing or shoving
You made your choice
Stick with it
I won’t be here when you change your mind
Forget It
This is where I say goodbye
Now your free
Spread your wings….
Fly.
