0Just lying here in the Dark
tears away my lonely Heart
for I am one just lost soul
awaiting the sun to awake my Home
I think of all these Nights to come
and dread the day when it is done
why carry on with this lonely Heart
lets make an End and begin a new start
I know just yet it will not stop
so whats my choice believe it or not
just to lye here in the Dark
and face my Life when it is so Hard.
-1A star so bright beats the pale moonlight
Numerous twinkling lights, they stay side by side
Seemed so far, she’s so bright the one North Star
Such majestic beings, stays among the mere living
When the night fades, the sun takes off his shades
Disappearing into thin air, hiding inside your lair
I know you’re there, but making the sky so bare
Hidden in the light, invisible in plain sight
Leaving me astray, in this gloomy day
You made me so feel so vulnerable
You made me unable
You stripped me off my label
You made me unstable
You left me go unhandled
However when the night comes, and when the sun hides
My shame was dumped; I rose with all my might
“Dear love North Star, why thy so far”
She shines so bright, a message within the light
‘Cheer up, my love, you need’nt sigh
There’s a good time coming, by and bye.’
0Lonely in days when I miss you.
as now it is forever as you left me forever.
Tears of sorrow filled my heart and soul
as you left me without saying a word.
Forever in darkness you left me
I wished you would be back,
to bring me from darkness to light.
But those days were just like a dream
which never would come true.
Now that I understand
friendship is just a hi when we meet
and a goodbye when we leave.
Forever lonely in this world
living in your memories.
0Here i stand,
Here i am,
Yet no one else,
Seems to be here,
I am so lonely,
I make no sound,
So here i stand,
So here i am,
The silence so crooked,
I am so broken,
No one dear bother,
With this wretched soul,
I alone am just barley breathing,
So i seem to be suffocating,
I tried so hard to live this life,
I was just only…Living my life so lonely,
Barley breathing,
Slowly suffocating,
Crooked silence,
So broken,
Completely alone,
I only…Just only…. And with my body so cold..
I just barley live this life so lonely.
-1As I stand here
watching life pass
you stand there
and don’t even ask
why i am all alone
in a world full of people
you don’t understand
that i am not treated equal.
0Sitting in your floor,
looking at the door.
wondering why,
you had to say goodbye.
tears slowly ran down my face,
feeling such disgrace.
you took your hand and wiped away my tears,
and said its okay have no fears.
i looked at you and smiled,
you said your warmth was here for awhile.
oh how i feel so free,
your just right beside me.
0Why am I so alone?
When I hear you as a far strong melody
Life so beautiful in your presence
I feel secure in your memories
Pleasantly enjoying the moment
Fears and mere ghostly fears
Afraid of the present
Sinking close into oblivion
Halting, pausing moments
Makes me glad everything you do
I dip myself alone
Actions you do depress
Still, with love I seek
Moments next with me,
Awaiting anxious to share
Sweet moment’s sweet memories
Here and there after.
0 Round the corner open your eyes
Trying to see through the mist
Realizing there’s nothing there
Only the mist is here
Only the mist is here
Why try seeing whose there
Don’t bother wasting your breath
Just keep walking ahead because,
Only the mist is here
Only the mist is here
Feel the eyes of those not seen
Try to touch the foggy mist ’cause
Only the mist is here
Only the mist is here
Wake up from that terrible dream
Heart thumping widely
Realizing there are people there
Not only the mist is here
Not only the mist is here.
+2I stare out of my window hoping you will be there knocking like you did before
Waiting for me to open the door
Sweep me away on your angel like smile
Hold me tight even if it is only for a while
When I miss you I make up stories in my mind of you coming back
together the two of us making the perfect melody
You tell me you never wanted to leave
Me and my stupid fantasies
When I miss you I wonder, why do I love you
when you made me cry?
Then I look back and I remember when
you held me and helped forget
When I miss you I listen to our song
Before I know it I’m singing along
The entire songs lyric’s roll over my lips
Then I miss you again
I will keep you in my heart for a long time
There we will never be apart
I miss you here in my life
I wish you could see me and help me shine
When I miss you I try to forget I once loved you
Don’t want to regret
Losing someone better then you
When I missing you too much
0On the cold floor..
she laid-up
with a heart totally crushed,
body which was alive
still had no soul….
and her eyes looked still
as it tried to find love somewhere….
0Skies Are Crying
In The Loneliness Of mine
I went and caught the teardrops of the Sky
When It stopped
There Was Only Silence
That Left Me Alone
And Alone…
Just Like The Wind Takes Away,,,,
In The Journey Called Life
People Take my Beloveds Away…
I beg You Life to Take me away
I beg You to Take everything I Have
and I beg You Not To Take Away My Beloveds
Just Like The Rain That Takes Away Things From One Place To Another
Take Me away Thinking That i am Made Of Paper
and Teardrops Of the Sky….
0Music is My Savior,
My Knight in Shinning Armor
The The One Thign That Keeps Me Sane
Without it I Would Go Insane
Without it My Mind Would Be Lost
In a Dark Abyss of Lonliness
They’ll Never Take Me Through the Dust
THe Angle are Screaming Down
As They Hear My Voice
While The Spirits Have a Frown
There is One Way That is My Choice
As This Spike Goes Through My heart
Music is Still Beating in My Mind
This is How I Express My Art
As if I Was Blind
When This Funeral Ends
We’re Going to Have a Bash
Just for Our Friends
After They Crash
Getting Killedin My Sleep
Is My Gratest Fear
Once I Hear That Beep
I Know I’m In For a Dare
So as Music Expresses My Life
I Sit Here Alone
With This Knife
To The Bone
0The stranger that Iam
To you, to this whole world
The realization sunk into me
Dragging me into the depth of loneliness
Where did I lose everything?
But then, when did I have anything?
Life seems to be a mirage
And, I, the real puppet
Fighting to find a voice…
Uncertainty, which dominated my life
Seemed to rip away, even the meager pleasured
If ever, I had any…
Love they say makes the world go round
But love, I say gives only pain and wound
The silent tears, the frustrated despair
Makes me dread away from love…
Memories, dangerous beings they indeed are
Evokes in me a lust for more
But, why should I ever yearn for more?
When al I ever had is nothing…
Alien to my own thoughts, my own self
I seem to exist lifelessly
Happiness, I feel is an illusion
But then, so is my life…
+1maybe its coming together
maybe its fallin apart
maybe im lying to myself
but at least this lie makes it easy
easy to feel how i feel inside
at least with this lie i dont cry
ive been telling this lie for so long
i cant remember if it really me
but i’ll keep lying
so i dont have to face the truth
how im perfect for you
but there are no perfect lies
ones to hide an imperfect life
+1I feel like a caged bird waiting to be freed
Living in a world where people are not what they seem
Not knowing not caring what to do anymore just lonely
And all that I have is a book in my hand
Nothing else I hold so dear
Just wishing you would be near
If only for a little bit only for a while
Then what you might see is my smile.
+38My mind is lost and my heart is all alone,
Tears fill in my eyes and so my soul mourns.
Like the wind that blows, the dunes of sand,
Get my love, to hold my hand.
My heart feels alone in the sea of heads,
Without love a throne of roses seems a thorny bed.
Her voice rings in my head, to show me way to peace,
But she seems somewhere locked and I’ve got to find the keys.
Without her presence, I feel broken and down,
And my home looks deserted without her sound.
Close to my heart but far away from my mind,
For sure, my girl, you are one of your kind.
My years are gone and my days are few,
Completely lost and lonely in a life without you.
+15Life without you, oh my dear,
Is a long punishment, severe.
With moist eyes and a broken heart,
Every passing moment pricks me like a dart.
Remember those days under the sun,
Life was just joy and fun.
Now that very far away you’ve gone,
Leaving me behind just alone.
Please come back I beg of you,
We’ll start our lives fresh and new.
With as much love as the ocean’s depth,
And continue our story from where we left.
So please come back as the morning dew,
As nothing is left for me in a life without you.
+8When I am feeling lonely, I
Feel thrown away
Locked in a damp, cold dark closet,
I see all gray
Now… I can’t get out
Shot down by others
Pushed way off the earth
Scared, little bitty, standing in your hand
Looked down on
Scales, what does it weigh?
If only I can run fast and far away
You shot me once more,
But this time it’s deep in my chest
A needle, feed me
I think I need more
All I see is lost hope
A deep hole with red dirt
My vain is full
Fix it fix it
I need to get back
I think I am stuck
Its such a lonely lonely day
The trains, they roar
This tunnel is getting longer
I see no light
The walls are melting Life, love
My head is spinning like a crazy top
Make it stop
Understanding no more
Gun? Will they come and save me
It won’t hurt
………….Silence that’s all
Big bang
One red puddle is all that’s left this lonely day.
+11I miss the times when we spent so many days together,
The butterflies I would get in my stomach when we saw each other,
Before I even knew it I was in love with you,
Thought it was the best feeling too,
I miss the times we had,
I’m sitting here feeling so sad,
I just feel so lonely,
Love hurts if I’d known if only . .
+26A lonely heart…
When I lost my hope,
When I missed all my happiness,
When I crumbled like a rotten wood,
When gasped in the deep depth of an ocean,
When I felt my life’s almost over,
When departures knocked me down,
When failures crushed me down,
When miseries flowed like a river,
When others pierced me with poisoned arrow,
when my heart failed to hold my grieves,
I heard a voice saying ‘I’m with you’,
Yes!!!The almighty strengthened me
Else, I would’ve disappeared away,
Lying in the deep depths of the earth,
and my soul wandering somewhere!!!
Cibiya Johnson
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