+2
My heart will forever be broken
From these few simple words that she has spoken
What once was, is no more
And hurt so bad that I can’t pick myself up off the floor
For I always thought that this would always be
And that she would spend the rest of her life with me
But that just doesn’t seem to be the case
And it’s pretty apparent by the tears rolling down my face
Losing her has been my greatest fear
And I’m not sure where I’ll go from here
It hurts from so deep within
And I think to myself why did I let this happen again
I just wish that there was something that I could do
To get her back and end all this suffering too
It feels as if the day has become the night
And I’m just too damn tired to fight
All I ever wanted and all I ever needed was her
But now everything has passed in a blur
I keep thinking what could have I done
To show her that I am the only one
Some many times I have knelt down to pray
Hoping and wishing that it wouldn’t come to this day
It might take some time to patch me up inside
But for now I’ll just runaway and hide.
0
Never say ‘i love you’
if you don’t really care.
Never talk about feelings
if they aren’t really there.
Never hold my hand
if you’re gonna break my heart.
Never say you going to
if you don’t plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
if you do is lie.
Never say hello
if you really mean goodbye.
Never say forever
just say you will try.
Never say forever because…
Forever makes me CRY… <\3
0
Its hard loving someone
who keeps ignoring you…
its hard missing someone
who never miss you…
its hard living the world
you never knew…
its hard when you love someone
who never loves you.
+2
I still remember those lovely talks
that i have done with you
those lovely nights that i spent
just thinking about you
I am alone now
but still don’t feel lonely
your love that you have forgotten now
Still makes me feel that i am yours only
sometime i got confused
whether i am cheating myself
By saying,i was in love with you
Because you have left me
as i was none for you..
But How can you forget
those days and nights..
when we have done love and
so many fights..
Now when i want to talk to you
just for some moments
then why you want to stay so quiet..
I must say
Loving someone like you is not so easy
It is really making me insane..
But still I want to meet you once
To love you again..
-1
Think of you, you roam my dreams.
You rip my heart out, at the seems.
Your warm skin, it’s a heaven.
That’s what my life, has been shaven.
Your lips so sweet, lives for rib bean fruit.
You make me shake from, stem to root.
Every single time I see your face,
my heart so heavy begin to race.
I see you today, I can’t wait.
For I give you, my life and fate.
0
Is there only one person for me?
The one that only i can see?
Is he the key to my heart?
Or just a guy playing a part
He’s my first love, but my only one
Is there only one love?
Are we meant for just one?
Why am I the only one, that asks?
Some days, it just seems to matter to me
To him, I never seem to know
He only shows it ever so often
But sometimes i need to know how truly he feels
To me, I feel like we’ve known each other forever
Is that why it feels like we’re far apart?
Not physically or emotionally but mentally
I need to know is he my only one.
You tell me you love me, but you never show it
Hugs and little kisses is all i see
Not someone who wants to spend eternity with me.
Are you my only one? Soon we will find out
Now my answer to only one love is not done
It still needs to be figured out
But sooner or later i know in my heart that one day
My one and only one love will appear to me
0
I inhale from this joint
you look at me and point
I say it takes it all away
It keeps the pain at bay
You look upon me disgusted
You say It was me you once trusted
I tell you it will all be ok
Now you just want me to go away
I try to hide this pain I have deep inside
It’s hard to do without someone by my side
My heart aches for someone to love
Sitting here doubting there is someone watching from above
My red eyes red
Making me unable to move from this bed
I hope you all will someday know why
I am just waiting to die
The drugs to my heart are setting in
As I write all this down with this pen
I live a lonely life
One with little strife
To the girl I love but does not love me back
I hope you know that I would die for you
As I lay here and cry for you
I wish I knew one thing
Why are you doing this to me.
As I lay here and cry
I’m waiting to die.
+1
All i did was say
everything i had for her
it surely wasn’t a mistake
then why did it hurt
she was gone
i was alone
was left with nothing
only memories
which hurt and kill
everyday became a burden
forgot to smile
never laughed again
had to ask myself
whats down upon me !!
Its not everyday
that you meet someone special
the cruel world it is
has its own beauty
and i knew she was one
as long as i was with her
she had my world go round
i was the invincible one
seemed i had everything
cared with all for her
just to be with her
but in the end
it was not to be
she was gone
and i was alone.
0
I’m not sure if you know
I’m not sure if it shows
That when I’m with you
You make my heart glow
Your smile brightens up even the gloomiest of days
I’m not sure what this feeling is
But i hope that it stays
Every time i look in your big brown eyes
I’m truly lost for words
And overwhelmed with butterflies
My breathing gets heavier
My heart beats faster
When it comes to inducing adoration
You are truly a master
I would drive every mile
Just to see you smile
And cuddle with you
Like it’s going out of style
So many things make me think about you
Even something so small
As seeing one lonely shoe
Every time i look up at the moon
I smile as I’m reminded
That i’ll be with you soon
I’d give you the world to hold a place in your heart
Because your so beautiful
Because your so smart
I may not be the best looking guy
But i promise you this
That given the chance
I will show you the very best of times
I could go on for an eternity
About why i think it should be you and me
And if it was
How great it would be
I know that right now you may not be ready
But i can wait
And keep holding steady
And if right now isn’t the time
I pray you’ll always keep me in the back of your mind
I hope you decide to give me chance
And that for me
You’ll save the last dance.
0
If it were only you and me on this galaxy,
you would be indescribable,
My thoughts and wishes would come true,
and no worries would be here,
I would search the world for you,
…and only you,
because in my heart,
there is three words i would keep forever,
And those words, would be I Love You.
-1
HEAVEN IN MY HEART
One fine day… One sweet day.
Closer and happy together
It seems like angels from heaven
That showered my heart with love and care.
I can’t believe that you are near
Right here with me, but it’s true
Wondering how it happened
And hope it won’t last until the end.
As my eyes catches the sparkle of the day
Let me wake up to see each morning
I always wanted you beside me
And feel the warmth of your embrace.
I am still dreaming, I knew
Holding you forever, hmmm…it’s impossible to do
How I wish the sun will not come out,
And you are with me for the rest of my life.
Here I am, all alone
Laying on my bed
The kisses and caresses we made
Still lingers in my head
Living up this life I chose is not that easy
No matter how long it takes
You’ll be here forever in my heart
And hoping someday you will stay and never go away.
0
I look around everywhere
To find that I am the only one
In darkness I feel left always
Feeling that they’re my light
Feelings that are pain
but they’re soothing like used to
It’s like addicted to what you don’t want but need
If you know what I mean
Don’t have to be another me to feel
Just have to be in me
I am fallen
Bring me back from this fall
Shake me before too late
Stand beside before too wrong
Wake me before I am gone
Fallen, indeed I am
Hurt deep inside
Can’t get up like before falling so hard
That everything is fallen so “heartlessly”
Sinking deep down under the dark sky
Crawling with numbness in addiction
There is everybody but no anybody
Like only you to see tears in your eyes
Falling & fallen
It’s the fallen me
I am living
If living has nothing to do with being alive for you
Feelings & emotions are burnt & tears have dried
Everything’s numb like stone
Only that stones can’t feel the pain of numbness
Everything’s faded & fallen
World’s dark, life’s painful
Soul’s blown, heart’s broken
Soul’s breathing & heart’s beating
Another human heart just like you
I am fallen
Bring me back from this fall
Shake me before too late
Stand beside before too wrong
Wake me before I am gone.
0
When i met you, i was blessed
Then you begun to hurt me though you dont see
My fragile heart you shuttered apart
Why my eyes cried when where apart.
You said, you cared
And that you won’t leave
Though your with me it feels your away
Why you must hurt me this way
My air is you
Body and Soul i gave to you
But thing’s you change
Why you kill me this way
Someday i will let go
I will one day no longer know you
My heart will heal too
Why am still hurting over you.
+1
Why it has to be me
You can’t see that you hurt me
No matter what I do never enough for you
You made my heart really died
You made me believe that am for you
You made me want you
But your showing me a different you
You had made me trust you
Pain I feel kill’s me
Can’t you just go
Let me be alone that I want to be
For you no longer for me
You charmed me and let me cry
I never though it will be
Sad thing’s you had said
Please just leave me and let my feelings die too
Sorry if I had loved you so
I have been so blind, I never saw the real you
I made mistakes, yes i admit
Mistakes of loving you coz you never been true.
+3
Sitting here alone in my room,
time for bed i’m dreaming of you.
The things you do to make me smile,
you haven’t done them in a while.
Time passes when i’m alone,
no one there to hug and hold.
The dreams i have are of you and me,
when we met in history.
Can’t you see the time is right,
to make a move or have a fight.
And as you know my love is true,
this little poem i wrote for you.?
0
I loved you;
so much, it even hurt.
I never dreamed you would do,
what you did do.
We were engaged,
meant to be,
together forever,
if only, if only I could see.
I’ve tried so hard;
and realized, I can’t let you go.
With all my strength and courage;
it’s still hard to get to my feet.
Now you’re back, wanting me;
asking for me.
A thousand questions in my head;
Why? Can I trust him? Can he have me?
I know these questions are foolish.
For I already know the answers.
No matter what you did, you will have me.
‘Cause, I can’t let you go.
0
She walks down the street with tears in her eyes,
He’ll never know what it feels like,
That heart breaking guy,
And she wonders and wonders why,
She just cant seem to say goodbye,
She still loves him,
But honestly, its not worth it, to try.
So she stands atop a stool,
Under a tree, next to her pool,
The rope that hangs could be evidence,
To this poor girl, people have been cruel,
And she takes a big leap,
And weeps and weeps,
But now she is silent,
This poor girl, is asleep.
0
Your smile doesn’t take my breath away
But it melts my heart
Literally and with precise smoothness.
The way your eyes twinkle
After you flash your sparkling smile
Doesn’t make butterflies flutter in my stomach
But sends lovebirds
Crashing down upon me, flushing me into oblivion.
You made me wanna stay there
And sit in front of you ‘til time allows us to
But no, I must go
I don’t like the idea of you leaving me,
So I’ll leave you instead.
Walking out doesn’t and won’t cause pain
The thought of you turning your back on me will
So I took my cue, and then flew.
No, you don’t know me
And I know nothing of you too
But you’re someone I wish I could spend time with
And I realized that just by seeing,
And by stealing pretty glances at you.
I pray we meet again
And exchange our seemingly extraordinary smiles
Let’s make our eyes twinkle until it get tired
And then move into another level of closeness
That knows nothing of you and I
But us.
0
Love is knowing you’ll never be alone,
There will always be someone at your side.
Love is never looking back,
It doesn’t matter who lied.
Love is giving all you have in return for nothing,
You’re always willing to share.
Love is not winning the fight it’s saying sorry,
Even though it may feel unfair.
Love is not turning your back,
It’s working through the tough times.
Love is forgiving and forgetting,
No matter what the crimes.
Love is not always innocent and sweet,
Like a newborn pup.
Love is not always easy,
But it’s about never giving up!
+6
Because you make me smile,
You make everyday worth the while.
For every time I see you standing here,
I will always get the feeling that you’ll always be near.
You are the butterfly I feel deep inside,
That feeling of love that i can not hide.
Your eyes, do shine, so ever divine,
It Captures my heart, it captures my mind.
The sound of your voice makes me shiver and quiver,
Just like an angel, you make my heart grow bigger.
I can feel your pulse,breathing in love from even a mile,
Because you can always make me smile.
And yet i still dont know why nor how to,
but i cant seem to keep my eyes off of you.
Is it really love that consumes our lives,
or is it all bitter lies.
But i still believe we can live forever,
we just need to stay together, I know it will get better.
Even if you cant, ill still wait another while,
Because you can always make me smile.
