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Mom i don’t know why you had to go,
Im feeling so lost no one will ever know.
God knew you were tired and said it was your time to go.
Though im feeling lost god has a plan,
I just wish i knew before now my mind is spinning like a fan,
I put my faith in gods hands,
And he will take me to the promise land,
Where i know i will see your beautiful face,
And someday we will win this race.
But untill then i will be good,
So i can one day see you again mommy at heavens doors.
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i try to hug you,but you walk away
i tell you i love you, you say that’s okay
did i do something mummy to make you feel this way?
i love you still and more everyday and in my heart you will stay.
even though you will always walk away.
you dont make it easy but i can safely say mummy i still love you to this day.
+1
I sit down and reminisce my childhood days
She’s my hero
Her beauty glows each day
Like a blooming flower
With a smile that can inspire a desperate heart
And a touch that can subside the pain
Her bosom like a sun
Shining through every corner of the house
Giving life and spirits to her family
Her unconditional love can overcome a cloudy moment
Like a magic that turns everyone lively and gay
At first sight she’s like every body
But to my family
She has extra power and ability
And imagine living in this world
Without a mother who cares.
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I’ve born a Son
Now the time has come
He goes to war on a forign shore
What will return after he is done
I am now old and He is far away
What will He become my only Son
I Pray, for his safe return
Just like he left, His life not done
Must he return time after time
Chance limb and life in another land
What s price he pays, till the war is won
Mychild, my only Son
Must He learn to kill, a mothers Son
And what will be won, when war is done
When he comes home, will he be whole
Or maybe he won’t God rest his soul
I’ll bare no more to send to war
To whom do I owe this sacrafice
Offer my only Son to give his life
Had I known, there would be no Son
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How dear to chant this
Whats inside my heart ?
Look inside into my hear
And see what I’m feeling.
The dark shadow that my heart
Is bombareded with
All nights are nightmares,
I can’t sleep nor dream,
The unsuspecting darkness in my room,
And in the night I wish you’re here,
Where are you mama ?
Deep inside is the wail of my heart,
Missing you mama,
I never ever wanted a bridge betwixt us,
Our love for each other is pure,
My heart aches of not seeing you here,
Like indecission to call you mama
And hear the sweet voice of treason,
I’m glad when you’re coming home
And stop this pain inside my heart.
The clock ticks onto the wall
But not faster enough.
I try to be strong but I’m not enough,
When I feel your embrace it be all right.
What I’ve for you is worth it,
Its worth the missing you tears
Dried down on my cheeks,
The pain from not having you close,
It’s worth the love you instilled in me
At birth and childhood
I want to pay back,
Its worth it ‘cuz you’re my one and only,
It’s worth the good Memoires we had
And I crave mama.
When I picture myself years from now,
I see only you inside me,
I see a phenomenal woman inside me,
A strong invicible lady, my mama.
Whilst I’m talking to you mama,
I’m missing you mama,
Distance can’t apart us,
For memories span the miles
And in seconds we’re together,
But when I start feeling sad,
Becuz I missing you mama,
I reminsce myself how lucky I’m
To have you precious mama, my life,
I miss you when something really good happens,
Because you are the one
I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
Because you are the one
Who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry cuz
I know that you are the one
That makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time, but I miss you most
When I lay awake at night and think of all the
Wonderful times we spent with eachother,
For those were some of the best times of my life.
I Miss You Sweet Mama.
-1
It’s nifty
to become 50.
Your family will be holding
a party in your name.
There will be all
kinds of cake, candy
and drinks.
Please come early and
for Heavens sake don’t forget
your teeth.
+98
Mother;
your sweet voice haunts my mind.
I see your face in my dreams at night,
Your visit is always sweet and kind.
Although you are not with us at this time
I feel your energy; A warmth like sunshine.
I remember how you gave your motherly advice
And your casual conversation was always nice.
Sometimes I feel lost without being able to tell you
Hello or Goodbye.
I feel like there’s nothing left to do but cry.
But I know you would want me to stay strong
I dry my tears and fight to move on.
But still missing you;
Reality creeps in and I think of good times
We miss you but we have to go on with our lives;
I get lonely knowing we will forever be apart
But your memory lives on and will always be in our hearts.
+35
You’re the person in my life, in my heart
who i will never forget
you gave me everything and filled my every part
I have nothing to regret
You were beside me at my side
when i was weak and tired
when i was sick
while i was filled with pride
You always supported me
in my troubles in my pain
your a ‘role’ for me to see
your my relief in my strain
I am sorry for everything
for everything i have cause
I love you, your the song i sing
forgive me i know things get worse
+24
I saw you looking at your hands with disgust
You hate them now and hide them you must
But mama, there’s no shame in hands so worn
Because all they’ve touched since you were born
You say you hate them ‘cause they’re so frail,
So veined and aged and red, not pale
You don’t remember how much they’ve done
To bring the 5 of us to who we’ve become
You don’t remember the love they’ve shown
The tireless tending to us we’ve known
To tying the shoes and showing us how
To guiding us through all we know now
You don’t remember they’ve nurtured us well
That they soothed us so tenderly when we fell
That they hugged and held us when we were hurt
That they scrubbed and cleaned us of the dirt
You don’t remember that they wiped our tears
That they gave us a refuge from our fears
That they washed and doctored our injured knees
And they offered a tissue when we sneezed
You have no reason to hate them now
Without those hands we would not know how
To use our own hands as you once did
To soothe and nurture and worries to rid
We can hopefully teach our young ones now
That our hands are special and that somehow
It all began with your loving hands
They are so special and that’s how it stands
Mama, don’t hate them, ‘cause they’re etched with love
And Daddy’s patiently waiting to hold them, up above
+16
Where are you when I need you?
when I reach for your hand
the times when i need you
when I need a friend
I still want your arms around me
when I walk into your room
… and you’re not there
Why does it have to be this way
why couldn’t you stay
why does he need you now
why’d he have to take you away
So many people dying
little children crying
why couldn’t I go too
was it too good to be true
No-one needs me like I need you
I lie awake praying for hours
why can’t you take me too
It’s hard to stand in your shoes
How can I be her guide
her wind
her light ahead
when I still need mine
Every day your memory fades
but the pain will never change
the pain.. will never change
I cry at your tomb, begging
please mama please
come back to me
please be the hand that lifts me
be the one that helps me stand
+20
The beauty of my mother,
goes far beyond her looks.
The beauty of my mother,
goes far beyond her smile.
The beauty of my mother,
goes far beyond her touch.
The beauty of my mother,
is deep within her soul.
As I know now,
since I’m a mother,
she’s more precious than gold.
The love she feels,
is so unreal,
for the gifts she was blessed
to be given.
She is my rock,
my precious jewel,
the compass in my life.
She’s so forgiving
and courageous
through her challenges and strife.
Unfortunately, she’s an ocean away.
But luckily, I can call her to say,
“I love you…you are true beauty.”
+3
I feel the need to ask,
Unable to tell my self
Unable to ask anyone
Unable to ask you.
How could you?
Why would you do it?
To me you are baby girl
The most important thing
To you in the world
Why?
When comes to it all
You stood and watched me fall
All the way down
Down far to when I almost died
Now my life is filled with lies
That can’t compare to butterflies
My love is so sweet
For a moment
I thought I lost you and me!!!
Lately I have been thinking about
All the ups and downs
That seems to bring my life
Down and around
All the bends and dips Like a roller coaster
Being on a emotional
Roller coaster makes it all
Fall into place
My perfect world came to an end
But it was just a dream
That turned to reality….
+18
We wake up everyday and we wonder where you are,
We cannot see you but we know you are not far,
I shall call you my angel for the things that you do,
And when you look at me i look at you the worst thing that there is losing you wherever i go,
So shall i be you ad you shall be me and forever we shall travel and be friends like a bee,
I love you my deer angel and i will always know,
That my lovely angel is bound to be my mom,
The person who looks after me and gives me shelter the it shall always is my lovely deer mom.
+25
You look after me
You protect me from the dark
You gave me shelter and i respect you for the person that you are,
I love you mom which is what most people say but i love you every single day,
And that is why you are the best mom who i could ever say
Thank you deer god for giving me such a deer mom,
and i will always love you all the way from my heart and into your heart i love you.
+11
In the driver seat there is someone I know
This person is no friend or foe
But a person that I met so long ago
This person has been there in that seat
Steering along this narrow street
Over ups and downs and old concrete
She still seems to make ends meet
In the passenger seat he wasn’t for long
He felt as if he did not belong
So she pushed that aside and kept herself strong
And kept us steering along
She would not cry or complain
But I could see her pain
And the look in her eyes I could not explain
In the back seat sits my sister and I
Just along for the ride
Being driven by somebody with compassion and pride
In this ride of life
I have realized one thing
That no matter how hard it gets
It’s always clear
In every hour, minute, day of the year
My mom will always be there
