Sad Poems

It’s End Now

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Life
You have brought me to my knees.
Time and time again I’ve tried ending you.
How could you do this to me?
Destroy me.
I no longer feel alive; therefore,
you have killed me.
I walk this earth against my will.
Mentally gone–yet physically here.
I have not seen my heaven..
I probably did not deserve one.
I’ve grown mad and tired of your games.
It ends here.
It ends now.

I Miss You Daddy

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Call my name again Dad
Sing me the song you had
I’m longing to hear your voice
No matter what is the choice

I want to feel again your warm
And hug you in my arms
I’m dreaming to see you smile
And talk to you for a while

But things will never be the same again
‘Cause you’ve left while I’m crying in pain
Life without you is not that easy
Especially when…I miss you daddy.

Fatal

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Fly me to the moon
and burn me with the stars.
Too much going on
keeps me from holding on.
Love left me with scars
and then things have fallen apart.
I know it will be over soon.
Though I’ve no clue
how immediately is soon.

Fireflies are dancing.
All the men, whistling.
I can see the moonlight shining
over the soul that you are destroying.
You occupied every spaces of my heart
that you no longer want to be a part.
Never even wanted you near me,
just wished you’ll love me from the inside.

Fly me to the moon
‘cause I was burnt by the stars.
I have longed for the arms that once brought warmth
and not for the fire that broke me to pieces.
Fireflies are dancing
While my heart stopped beating.
What I felt for you, was indeed, fatal.

As I Lay Here Dying…

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As I crash and burn there’s no one here to hear my screams…
As I crash and burn there’s no one here to watch me die…
As I crash and burn there’s only me?
As I lay here dying there are only memories…
Of what I could have done…
What I should have done…
What I could have been…
What I should have been…
As my blood pours out around me,
I think of every one I should have said good bye to…
And every one I have ever loved…
As the blood pours out around me,
My thoughts only race…
For what I could have done to stop this…
What I should have done to stop this…
What could have been…
What should have been…
As my body goes limp and I no longer feel any pain,
I keep thinking about them…
All the ones I should have said sorry to…
To my mother for not being there for her…
For not being the daughter I should have been.
To my father for not doing what I should have done…
To my sister for being ungrateful…
And not being the person I could have been.
To my best friend for not being there when I should have…
For always needing something…
To my boyfriend for not helping you when I could have…
For always wanting your attention.
To my step mom for not being there for her when I should have…
To my family for being the worst person in the world…
As I crash and burn,
And my blood pours from my body,
And my body goes limp and I no longer feel any pain…
I apologize to everybody I have ever hurt in any way.
As I lay here dying…
My blood pours from my body…
As I lay here dying.

Right or Wrong

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There someone their,
Whom you really dear.
If he near,
The shout will never hear.

He’s not always their for you,
He doesn’t be with you.
He is their just to tease
And there’s no chance to be peace.

Is it right or wrong?
To be in love along,
With someone who can stand,
But with someone who can understand.

For me, it is right.
To be in love with write.
Writing and not saying,
That I really love this human being.

LEFT BEHIND

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You’ve long gone,left me behind
within your heart,within your mind
you betrayed me,treated me bad
made me worry and made me sad.
Before you leave,at the very end
will you realize i have been a friend
or just depart,not give a toss
shrug,smile and say i was no loss!
Cos when you do say goodbye
i don’t know why…………
i will still cry……….

You did go.left me behind
brought great relief to my mind
you should know i am not sad
infect i am very glad!
Now i know,to the very end
you were my foe and not my friend
you treated me so unfair
now it is me who does not care!
Alas,farewell and good riddance
i know why i did not cry….
There was no reason why!

The Unbroken Silence

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She sits alone in her room
the memories haunting her dreams
three days in her life she’ll never forget
one scar that will never disappear
the others that will always be with her
and the unbroken silence begins

She hears his voice in her head
she remembers the smell of his breath
she remembers the things that he did
she’ll never forget the feel of his knife
as the bastard cut into her skin
and the unbroken silence sets in.

She can remember the sound of the sirens
she remembers the gunshots as well
she can hear the voice of her rescuer
she can see his badge in her dreams
she remembers the sun on her face
but she can’t see her rescuer’s face
as he fades into black,
and the unbroken silence continues to reign

She can see all the colours of the rainbow
the scar on her face that he left
is a reminder of the darkness she endured
she screams in the night for her rescuer’s face
as the tears become too much to bear
she can’t take any more of this pain

She has fought so long to repress the darkness
to hide from the monster in her dreams
he will always have a part of her
till the day she takes her last breath.
She refuses to let him win
as the noose tightens round her neck
she can finally see her rescuer’s face
as the unbroken silence comes to an end.

Careless

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Unbelievably broken,these scars will remain
Save your dumb lies,I’m used to the pain

You’re not getting my point,you think it’s so lame
Like whenever I yelled,it was all just a game

Obviously,you couldn’t care less
And I wonder why,I don’t save my breath

It seems to me,this is all a big mess
So why even bother,when you couldn’t care less.

HIV KILLED MY MOYHER

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HIV killed my mother
I sat besides her
She was in a comma
Never realizing me here
HIV came for her
I felt pity, my sister
A child who would have helped her

She woke her eyes,
And saw two smiles
Reminding us of life treasure,
a moment pleasure
will pay you. nothing but a broken future

dark hour of horror,
last minute, at least a warning
Would have stopped me from blinking

It came, i saw it conquered her soul
Left white and pail.
Satan as a disease beat me
Revenge shall follow, i will find the cure
People shall suffer no more.
HIV killed my mother!

DADDY WHYS IT MY FAULT!!

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Daddy whys it my fault
Daddy please don’t hit me
Daddy I know you didn’t mean it
Daddy it just wasn’t meant to be
Daddy mum told me you wanted a boy
And she blames me for your mistakes
Daddy if I weren’t a girl would I
Bring you more joy and grace

Daddy you don’t drink, you don’t
Smoke you don’t do anything bad
But why does looking at me
Make you go very mad
Daddy I don’t get it
I don’t know how to be good
If I were more of a boy would you
Treat me more like you should

Daddy I think you should know
I don’t blame you I don’t
Daddy I just wanted you to be there
When they put me down here
Daddy I know in my heart
Even though it is small
That I would be there for
You and I will stand tall

I’m in a better place now Daddy
With bronze, silver and gold
I can smile bright and high
And it never gets cold
Daddy I know you’ve done wrong
But I forgive you for that
Daddy never let me go and just hold on
And I’m certain you’ll come back

And now Daddy I have to go
I have somewhere to be
But I will leave this poem
On my head stone for you to see
Come back and read it one day in time
For my head stone says
I Love You and Goodbye.

Nothing

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I shall not love,
for all it leads
to is heartbreak;
disaster.

Only brings
tears &
shattered souls.

Sends us into a black hole.
Changes us for the worst.

Turns us into monsters;
Into liars.

Makes us lose,
keeps us locked up.

Never able to let go.
Holding on to nothing.

God Save Me

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Another day in life
Which way will i go?
Will I pick suicide?
How do i say no?
The demons are calling me
“Just one more line”
Voices echoing in my head
These thoughts aren’t mine
Chop it, Snort it
The kid? Ignore it
Life sucks, I’m over it
Save me from myself
Can’t quit I tried it
Your love? Denied it.
Can’t fake it
I hate it
Please help me
God, save me from myself
I’m begging you
God, save me from my hell.

Before I close my eyes and die

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Sometimes I wish that I am lying on my death bed
With my mother sitting by my side
Hugging me and kissing my forehead
Crying and saying ‘Mummy loves you’
Before I close my eyes and die

It may be as sad as it seems
But I guess it would be the happiest moment of my life
Then, I could be the only person in her heart
She would be trying to love me as much as she can
Before I close my eyes and die .

Train Of My Life

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My train was moving way too fast
So I Stepped out on the cold gray tracks
It was good while it lasted..
while it seemed that I didn’t care
But all the hurt and the pain
and the suffering is still there
Treated like dirt between the rails
Neglected and lonely on these empty trails
The breaks of the train scream in my head
It doesn’t matter if they stop
because I’m already dead.

Tender Loneliness

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No one hears me for so long
For there are no lyrics in my song
It seems not to matter how I am so loud
Too long I played for a silent crowd
Life was fast , an ominous haze
I stood with my expressionless face
People grow up and realize their fears
I done it alone without shedding a tear
I soon realized that there is a start
When I can let emotion into my heart.

What would I do without you?

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What would I do without you?
You teach and guide
With every little thing, you help me to survive
to live on my own;without you?
How will I do it?
You’re strong, you know what to do,
in a situation,
when I don’t know what to do

So, what would I do without you?
With your courage and all
Don’t leave so soon!
You’ve been a kid through it all.
What would i do without you?
Who stands so tall.

Without you

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Today is the first day without you

Today has been the longest day of my life

Today the sun refused to shine

Today time stood still

Today there’s thunderstorms all around me

Today there’s no end insight

Today there’s no melody

Today nothing has been easy

Today there’s no light to break up the dark

Today I’m wondering around lost

Today there’s a void in my heart

Today I’m empty inside

Today is the first day without you.

One more day

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People look at me
I’m not quite sure what they see
This thought is with me all the time
I sit and think of how my life used to be
When it was only me
Now I share my world with you
Body, mind, and life
But now it’s me who holds the knife
I set it down
I walk away
Maybe I’ll need it another day
But not now
For now I’ll just live with you…
You cause me pain
You bring me tears
You make me burn
You make me sear
I can’t leave
I can’t walk away
Sure I wasn’t
But it doesn’t work that way
So for now you get your way
You can kill me for one more day.

Think of me

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I feel no more pain
I will cry no more
As I watch the blood drain
Onto the floor

My eyes slowly close
As I say goodbye
This is what i chose
Please don’t cry

You’ll be happier in the end
Trust me you’ll see
I was to broken to mend
You couldn’t have helped me

I will always be there
Though you cannot see
If you need someone to care
Just think of me.

Lost

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I am lost, never to be found.
Wandering, without a sound.
My tears are running.
I can not hide.
My heart feels empty,
hollow inside.
I want to run.
Cry out loud.
But all there is,
Is silence all around.

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