No- one will ever know every day without you is an ache that worsens as time flows. I smile, I laugh but deep inside I am screaming your name. Nobody hears me. It breaks my heart every time I see you with her, living our dreams with someone else. Someone else holds you close now, she tastes your smile, feels the wonder of your embrace. Why? Why would you want to hurt me this way? You left scars, wounds that won’t heal. I cried, I cry still, an unending ocean of tears that still haven’t run dry…I miss you still…with every heartbeat…I love you…my tormentor…my betrayer…my husband.