You would always tell me that you would never break my heart..it’s shattered. You were the sunshine to my cloudy days, the love song to fill my silence, my forever, now you want me to move on from you. You want me to move on from all the joy, all of our happiness. I live over a thousand miles away from you now, but when I hear your voice it’s like I never even left, like we never had to have our last kiss goodbye, like tomorrow I get to go to your house and try to run away from your little brother. But when we don’t talk, it’s like I’m in hell, like I’m a fish out of water, or a salt water fish in fresh water; just, not right. You keep telling me to move on, that I’m wasting five years of my life waiting on you, but each time you say “let go” it makes me hold on even more. I love you, and I refuse to let go.