As I Lay Here Dying…
0As I crash and burn there’s no one here to hear my screams…
As I crash and burn there’s no one here to watch me die…
As I crash and burn there’s only me?
As I lay here dying there are only memories…
Of what I could have done…
What I should have done…
What I could have been…
What I should have been…
As my blood pours out around me,
I think of every one I should have said good bye to…
And every one I have ever loved…
As the blood pours out around me,
My thoughts only race…
For what I could have done to stop this…
What I should have done to stop this…
What could have been…
What should have been…
As my body goes limp and I no longer feel any pain,
I keep thinking about them…
All the ones I should have said sorry to…
To my mother for not being there for her…
For not being the daughter I should have been.
To my father for not doing what I should have done…
To my sister for being ungrateful…
And not being the person I could have been.
To my best friend for not being there when I should have…
For always needing something…
To my boyfriend for not helping you when I could have…
For always wanting your attention.
To my step mom for not being there for her when I should have…
To my family for being the worst person in the world…
As I crash and burn,
And my blood pours from my body,
And my body goes limp and I no longer feel any pain…
I apologize to everybody I have ever hurt in any way.
As I lay here dying…
My blood pours from my body…
As I lay here dying.