Can’t fogive myself
+4This feeling I hold in my heart for him.
It is a feeling so strong that it makes my heart want to break out of my chest.
I don’t want to feel this way because every time I do, i get hurt.
My heart still belongs to him although he is gone forever.
People are always telling me that its okay and that I need to move on.
But whenever I feel like everything will be okay.
Thoughts of him come to my head and all I can do is cry.
I hide my feelings from the world but sometimes its just to hard.
I loved him with all my heart and it is my fault he is dead.
Could have prevented it but I was foolish.
I pray every night that he is watching over me and that he has forgiven me.
I’ll love him forever, even though he is gone.
I can’t forgive myself.