Disguised of happiness

Even though i’m smiling
i’m breaking down inside
i’ll laugh the tears away
so the pain i can hide

To watch you walk away
& throw everything we had
now i’m sitting here wishing
i can get it back

I wish you would call right now
i’m staring at the phone
& even though there’s people here
i still feel alone

I can feel the tears
as they start to fall
while i feel like a fool
waiting for your call

I realized this phone
is never going to ring
& i realized the love we had
never meant a thing

I’ll get over you
but it’ll take awhile
& the next time i see you
i’ll pretend to smile.