FALLEN

I look around everywhere
To find that I am the only one
In darkness I feel left always
Feeling that they’re my light
Feelings that are pain
but they’re soothing like used to
It’s like addicted to what you don’t want but need
If you know what I mean
Don’t have to be another me to feel
Just have to be in me

I am fallen
Bring me back from this fall
Shake me before too late
Stand beside before too wrong
Wake me before I am gone

Fallen, indeed I am
Hurt deep inside
Can’t get up like before falling so hard
That everything is fallen so “heartlessly”
Sinking deep down under the dark sky
Crawling with numbness in addiction
There is everybody but no anybody
Like only you to see tears in your eyes
Falling & fallen
It’s the fallen me

I am living
If living has nothing to do with being alive for you
Feelings & emotions are burnt & tears have dried
Everything’s numb like stone
Only that stones can’t feel the pain of numbness
Everything’s faded & fallen
World’s dark, life’s painful
Soul’s blown, heart’s broken
Soul’s breathing & heart’s beating
Another human heart just like you

I am fallen
Bring me back from this fall
Shake me before too late
Stand beside before too wrong
Wake me before I am gone.