Meaningful or Meaningless

Meaningful or meaningless, feelings compelled to express.
Only for a moment our time together, I continue to reflect.

Don’t know how much time has passed.
I wish I could say it moves by fast, yet it feels like forever.

Always thought we’d be lol…., fantasy me.
In your eyes, am only a friend….., my reality.
Not obsolete, yet I’m living incomplete.
Ask me about loneliness?
It’s how I feel without your presence.

Seeing you again, service road, if only for one more kiss.
Imprisoned with thoughts… something still exist?
Yet a fool, with no reason to believe
A fool who wonders…
Do you ever think of me?

At arm’s length, feelings restrained.
Stirred emotions your voice, is my pain.
Idle no more, my hand inside yours.
Never alone, your in my heart and in my soul.

Seeing your sprit, fresh start, new beginning.
Wanting only happiness, your smile was a given.
In my own space, I’m lost and out of place.
In my mind your close, yet your so far away.

These feelings, one day will subside given distance and time.
For now they continue, I wish I knew why.
Don’t know how much time has passed.
I wish I could say it moves by fast…………

Yet it feels like forever.
Ask me about loneliness?
It’s how I feel without your presence.