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She walks down the street with tears in her eyes,
He’ll never know what it feels like,
That heart breaking guy,
And she wonders and wonders why,
She just cant seem to say goodbye,
She still loves him,
But honestly, its not worth it, to try.
So she stands atop a stool,
Under a tree, next to her pool,
The rope that hangs could be evidence,
To this poor girl, people have been cruel,
And she takes a big leap,
And weeps and weeps,
But now she is silent,
This poor girl, is asleep.
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Your smile doesn’t take my breath away
But it melts my heart
Literally and with precise smoothness.
The way your eyes twinkle
After you flash your sparkling smile
Doesn’t make butterflies flutter in my stomach
But sends lovebirds
Crashing down upon me, flushing me into oblivion.
You made me wanna stay there
And sit in front of you ‘til time allows us to
But no, I must go
I don’t like the idea of you leaving me,
So I’ll leave you instead.
Walking out doesn’t and won’t cause pain
The thought of you turning your back on me will
So I took my cue, and then flew.
No, you don’t know me
And I know nothing of you too
But you’re someone I wish I could spend time with
And I realized that just by seeing,
And by stealing pretty glances at you.
I pray we meet again
And exchange our seemingly extraordinary smiles
Let’s make our eyes twinkle until it get tired
And then move into another level of closeness
That knows nothing of you and I
But us.
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Jaded and lost,
To a world so ungrateful,
A world does not recognize,
But one soul.
To give generously,
And never to receive,
Never asking,
Never judging.
Carrying this disgusting greedy world,
Upon your brittle shoulders.
Slowing breaking down,
But keeping spirits high.
Do not give up,
Keep on giving.
Only to one day,
Receive the greatness of appreciation.
+4
They know all my secrets,
And you keep them to yourself.
When I get hurt they help me up,
They never leave me standing alone.
They are the best in the world,
And they would never leave me.
But they are older,
So all 3 of us are forced to go our separate ways.
I will always love my older sisters,
Till death and beyond.
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Love is knowing you’ll never be alone,
There will always be someone at your side.
Love is never looking back,
It doesn’t matter who lied.
Love is giving all you have in return for nothing,
You’re always willing to share.
Love is not winning the fight it’s saying sorry,
Even though it may feel unfair.
Love is not turning your back,
It’s working through the tough times.
Love is forgiving and forgetting,
No matter what the crimes.
Love is not always innocent and sweet,
Like a newborn pup.
Love is not always easy,
But it’s about never giving up!
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Mother;
your sweet voice haunts my mind.
I see your face in my dreams at night,
Your visit is always sweet and kind.
Although you are not with us at this time
I feel your energy; A warmth like sunshine.
I remember how you gave your motherly advice
And your casual conversation was always nice.
Sometimes I feel lost without being able to tell you
Hello or Goodbye.
I feel like there’s nothing left to do but cry.
But I know you would want me to stay strong
I dry my tears and fight to move on.
But still missing you;
Reality creeps in and I think of good times
We miss you but we have to go on with our lives;
I get lonely knowing we will forever be apart
But your memory lives on and will always be in our hearts.
+6
Because you make me smile,
You make everyday worth the while.
For every time I see you standing here,
I will always get the feeling that you’ll always be near.
You are the butterfly I feel deep inside,
That feeling of love that i can not hide.
Your eyes, do shine, so ever divine,
It Captures my heart, it captures my mind.
The sound of your voice makes me shiver and quiver,
Just like an angel, you make my heart grow bigger.
I can feel your pulse,breathing in love from even a mile,
Because you can always make me smile.
And yet i still dont know why nor how to,
but i cant seem to keep my eyes off of you.
Is it really love that consumes our lives,
or is it all bitter lies.
But i still believe we can live forever,
we just need to stay together, I know it will get better.
Even if you cant, ill still wait another while,
Because you can always make me smile.
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Unbelievably broken,these scars will remain
Save your dumb lies,I’m used to the pain
You’re not getting my point,you think it’s so lame
Like whenever I yelled,it was all just a game
Obviously,you couldn’t care less
And I wonder why,I don’t save my breath
It seems to me,this is all a big mess
So why even bother,when you couldn’t care less.
+3
Day and night ,So very alike
He’s the Summer, and she’s the Fall.
So graceful together, yet separated apart.
He comes by once in a while,
Just to see her smile.
And always misses by an inch,
So far away, So far away.
If he could only see
The dimness of her glee.
So close to taste, so close today.
Yet gone tomorrow, far away.
So far away.
He would wait for his time gone,
Till she comes back, pride in all.
And he would wait, for very moon after,
Wishing the stars would move on faster.
Yet the time never comes,
for that one special day,
When summer and fall finally
come to play.
When both season come at once,
To gaze deeper in romance.
To gaze deeper at the cause,
For nature’s natural laws.
Separated from the start,
From their long loving hearts.
+5
Family is bonded together as one,
through thick and thin, through rain and sun.
Family is the same like Aunt Betty’s nose,
Mom’s crooked finger, Grandpa’s toes.
Family is strong like an army of force,
and it sticks together no matter the course.
Family is hearty,
Family is one,
And it’s stuck together come rain or sun.
-1
Looking up under the night sky
The cold breeze simply chills my skin
It makes me sad and lost my self
Like an injured pain that can’t be healed
Time envelops both love and pain
Even if they erased I still remember them
Because while I bluffed, while I failed
It buries me alive
Like a piece of a rusted metal
I am lost in the waves of people
Also lose my way and even completely lose my words
But just one thing that still remains
Which is the most important thing called “friends”
For you whose reading this right now
I want to thank you for the bottom of my heart
Within my happiness and smiles you see to me
Deep inside is a sadness and pain that I feel
I hope you don’t forget me when im gone
And remembered me in the way I smile
Because to me you will be a dear friend of mine
And a friend I will never ever forget.
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Life can be hard
i for one know that
from what i have suffered
the school stages are hard
and putting on a smile is even harder
but when you see that light
through the Grey clouds
you realize that everything is going to be okay.
Even though you may not have no money
no family and no friends
there is always a cloud with a silver a lining
even when life is hard,
it still can be easy.
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You may have many questions
And I hope they’re answered true
But one thing that I promise
I gave my heart to you
My heartstrings tug
More and more each day
Every passing minute,
every single second
I think of you and pray
Yet another year goes by
And still I miss you so
While I wanted to forever hold you
I was forced to let you go
I know you must be happy
In a better place
But please my baby know
That when I dream of you,
I always see your face
When you look at yourself
And wonder all the while
Please remember dear birth son
I gave you that perfect smile.
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HIV killed my mother
I sat besides her
She was in a comma
Never realizing me here
HIV came for her
I felt pity, my sister
A child who would have helped her
She woke her eyes,
And saw two smiles
Reminding us of life treasure,
a moment pleasure
will pay you. nothing but a broken future
dark hour of horror,
last minute, at least a warning
Would have stopped me from blinking
It came, i saw it conquered her soul
Left white and pail.
Satan as a disease beat me
Revenge shall follow, i will find the cure
People shall suffer no more.
HIV killed my mother!
-1
I gave you EVERYTHING
& what you did… NOTHING!
i prove to you that my love was true
THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I EVER MADE!
it prove to you i was weak!!
because of that, it made you s-t-r-o-n-g-e-r
you told me the most “sweetest” “nicest”
most loving things i ever heard.
but i should have known from the beginning…
they were just words with out MEANING!!
..ONE year & almost half..
& this is what it end up to be
who would have ever thought that the HOTTEST love,
would have the COLDEST END!!
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Daddy whys it my fault
Daddy please don’t hit me
Daddy I know you didn’t mean it
Daddy it just wasn’t meant to be
Daddy mum told me you wanted a boy
And she blames me for your mistakes
Daddy if I weren’t a girl would I
Bring you more joy and grace
Daddy you don’t drink, you don’t
Smoke you don’t do anything bad
But why does looking at me
Make you go very mad
Daddy I don’t get it
I don’t know how to be good
If I were more of a boy would you
Treat me more like you should
Daddy I think you should know
I don’t blame you I don’t
Daddy I just wanted you to be there
When they put me down here
Daddy I know in my heart
Even though it is small
That I would be there for
You and I will stand tall
I’m in a better place now Daddy
With bronze, silver and gold
I can smile bright and high
And it never gets cold
Daddy I know you’ve done wrong
But I forgive you for that
Daddy never let me go and just hold on
And I’m certain you’ll come back
And now Daddy I have to go
I have somewhere to be
But I will leave this poem
On my head stone for you to see
Come back and read it one day in time
For my head stone says
I Love You and Goodbye.
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TEN TINY FINGERS
TEN TINY TOES
A ROSE BUD MOUTH
A CUTE BUTTON NOSE
SHE HAS ARRIVED
THIS WONDERFUL LITTLE GIL
WE WATCH HER SLEEPING
OUR MINDS IN A WHIRL
SHE’S WEAVING A SPELL
AROUND US NOW
SHE’S DOING IT QUIETLY
YOU TELL ME HOW
INTO OUR HEARTS
SHE HAS BROUGHT SUCH LOVE
A MOST PRECIOUS GIFT
FROM THE HEAVENLY FATHER ABOVE
HE GAVE US HIS BLESSING
TO LOVE HER WITH PRIDE
LET HER SHINE LIKE A STAR
NEVER LET HER HIDE.
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Her eyes alone brighten my day
she’s amazing and perfect in every way
her heart is pure and very true
she’s your better half whats good of you
her heart is full of grace and love
her elegance that that of a soaring dove
her soul is pure as the color white
and her love as obvious as day and night
so here she comes to take my hand
ill take her to the loving land
of growing old and having fun
and living with love under god’s bright sun.
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I shall not love,
for all it leads
to is heartbreak;
disaster.
Only brings
tears &
shattered souls.
Sends us into a black hole.
Changes us for the worst.
Turns us into monsters;
Into liars.
Makes us lose,
keeps us locked up.
Never able to let go.
Holding on to nothing.
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My heart will forever be broken
From these few simple words that she has spoken
What once was, is no more
And hurt so bad that I can’t pick myself up off the floor
For I always thought that this would always be
And that she would spend the rest of her life with me
But that just doesn’t seem to be the case
And it’s pretty apparent by the tears rolling down my face
Losing her has been my greatest fear
And I’m not sure where I’ll go from here
It hurts from so deep within
And I think to myself why did I let this happen again
I just wish that there was something that I could do
To get her back and end all this suffering too
It feels as if the day has become the night
And I’m just too damn tired to fight
All I ever wanted and all I ever needed was her
But now everything has passed in a blur
I keep thinking what could have I done
To show her that I am the only one
Some many times I have knelt down to pray
Hoping and wishing that it wouldn’t come to this day
It might take some time to patch me up inside
But for now I’ll just runaway and hide.
