+2
Behind that smile they was a broken heart,
A hurting women whose life was torn apart.
Each day through hard and long,
A group named ‘OPTIONS’ was there to make her strong.
One thing she learn’t that was a must,
Was to open her heart and begin to trust.
Now this women life is back on the mend,
She thought this nightmare would never end.
The group named ‘OPTIONS’ made her strong,
And now believes she was never in the wrong.
So people out there you are not on your own,
‘OPTIONS’ is there to help put things right.
Now this women sleeps safe at night.
So dont be afraid and walk out that door,
Pluck up that courage to give them a call.
The strength you gain you will see,
Now its time to set yourself free.
-2
I was lying in bed and all of a sudden,
i woke to an ear splitting alarm,
before i could move,
my room was in flames,
and within seconds my bed,
and even before i could scream me.
i burned into ashes on my bed.
0
When I look at the sky so blue,
I sit there and think of you.
When I look at the clouds so white,
I know I’ll dream of you tonight.
When your not with me I’m so sad and blue,
I can’t stand not being with you.
You make me feel happy when I am sad,
when your around I could never feel bad.
But that all ended so tragically…
I was so blind,
how could I not see?
That you were not the one for me,
and we were never ment to be.
I broke your heart and you broke mine,
I thought it would work out in time.
But it didn’t and now we’re through,
All I know is I still love you.
+1
You’ve been there for me
I’ve been here for you,
All the good and the bad times
That we have been through.
You welcomed me in
With arms opened wide,
Gave me a home to stay
When I was having a hard time.
When I have things on my mind
You’re the person I turn to,
‘Cause I know you will listen
And advise me what to do.
Whenever I am down
You notice straight away,
And can tell something’s up
Without me having to say.
Without you I’d be lost
Don’t know where I would be,
Because Donna you are more
Than just a cousin to me.
You’re a very close friend
To whom I can confide,
A sister I can come to
When I need some advice.
But most strongly of all
To me you’re like a mum,
Without you I don’t know
What I would have done.
There was a part of me
I tried so hard to find,
The part you brought back
Without having to try.
By allowing me
To just be who I am,
And not trying to control me
Like some others have.
My confidence has grown
Back to what it used to be,
Thanks to everything
That you’ve done for me.
And for this I will always
Be so grateful to you,
It was the one thing I needed
For someone to do.
So writing this poem
Is my way of thanking you,
And to show you how much
That I love you.
+7
She has a beauty within ,
The kind where she knows where
she’s going and where she has been,
She knows just who she is and wants to be,
She has the kind of beauty a lot of people can’t see,
You can only see if you get close enough to look.
Not every one is like this girl
They judge her and treat her like nothing
But what they don’t realize is that
she is really quite something.
+2
Life has become more enjoyable since your first hello
You touched my life in a very simple way
Though, we met once in a blue moon
And talk several times in the net
Yes, we are friend and only that much we can give
But I’m sorry I can’t hold on forever on this
If fate gives us more time to be with each other
Then, I may getting closer than I never thought
Every time you came into my mind, it’s always makes me smile
I can’t get enough of listening at your voice
I’d love your kind and gentle temperament,
and I’ve always miss your sweet angelic smile,
But, time will come that we must say goodbye
I don’t want to think of it and don’t want to understand
I am afraid of. A moment that could change my life
Just in a one second, everything may blown by the air.
I don’t need to find the cause, it’s clear for both of us
Someday I will be gone and you will be gone
I don’t want to open my eyes
As I know how much we are from each other
By this time, I ride on you and forgive myself
A chance to be with you, though I know I may goes beyond
I may fallen in a wrong time and in a wrong place
But fallen for someone that could be dreamed of.
Hush now and I can see you going somewhere.
However, whatever your mind it goes
I want to let you know that I am always be your friend
till the crabs learn to fly.
-2
MY FRIEND YOU SEEN ME CRYING
AND YOU WIPED MY TEARS AWAY
YOU HEARD ALL OF MY TROUBLES
NO MATTER WHAT I WOULD SAY
YOU REACHED OUT YOUR HAND TO ME
AND HELPED ME GET AROUND
YOU SAID SOMETHING TO MAKE ME LAUGH
I THOUGHT HUMOR COULDN’T BE FOUND
YOU TOLD ME WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR
AND I KNOW IT WAS REAL HARD
YOU SEEN ME WHEN I WAS A MESS
AND YOU KNOW MY LIFE WAS SCARED
BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE
AND YOUR LOVE WILL NEVER END
AND I THANK GOD FOR YOU EVERYDAY
YOU ARE MY SPECIAL FRIEND.
0
It’s all started as we walk
‘Coz you’ve been different as we talk
Smiles are on our faces
No other emotions than happiness
Dawn the town, we are laughing
Never expected, love is forming
I never thought this to happen
I fell in love with you in a sudden.
Being with you is an ecstasy
Extreme happiness like fantasy.
Whenever you’re not around
Darkness is what I’ve found.
You’re awesome smile
You’re sparkling eye,
Makes me feel so high
Answers my question, why?
Why did I fell in love?
With the man sent from above.
Maybe you are my destiny
The one who will truly love me.
God picked you up from all the rest
Because He knows, I love you best.
My heart was given from me to you
So please care for it like what I do.
This confusing equation of love
Remains a question I have.
How will I solve this insanity?
If only a glimpse from you can drive me crazy.
And this is the story of my first love.
My dear Sparkle I want to have.
In loving you, I will be true
As I fall in love….In love with you.
-1
Why did you have me, if you were not gonna take care of me?
In and out my life my whole life, leaving
your kids choosing your wife.
It really hurts to know your not here.
My own dad to know you don’t care.
I love you dad, I really do, but worrying if I’m gonna see you I think I’m through.
Do you know what that does to a child.
No love from her dad drive a kid wild.
But i did alright for myself dad.
Don’t worry I aint that mad.
I wish you were here don’t get me wrong.
But when you were here you weren’t here that long.
I don’t know what to do or even what to say.
You not in my life I think its better that way.
You never made new memories for me , but what can i say.
All the old memories are fading, fading away!!
0
Maybe i’ll see you again
but it’s the hopes and maybes that are so deeply wounding
I dont know whether i believe,
because the truth hurts.
You are gone away,
so far away
To have gained trust in you
and then to let it all fall,
deeply away into endless nights.
You taught me how to love, to soar across endless seas,
a once in a life time dream,
so swiftly gone away.
My prayers were answered by the touch of your hand.
A faith so blind
to guide me the way
An endless to never be touched,
a never reaching hope.
As the darkness surrounds,
my tears will dry,
my hopes be gone,
the memory will fade
but my wounds still bare.
I now pray to you
that one day you will hear
my silent cries no more be heard.
0
I want a way of life where people are all the same
There is no such thing as a knife taken and made to blame
No tears are shed,
except the tears of joy
and evil words are not said
War is just a disagreement
and failure will be a disappointment,
there so we can rise.
When somebody dies
they’ll still be alive
just deep inside our hearts.
I want a way of life where we can be free.
I want a way of life where I can be me.
+2
As i watched the clock tick
as everyone sleeps tonight
i hear the wind blowing
i wish things are alright
why’d you have to go so soon?
I thought you’d stay longer
What happened to us?
Why’d you have to let it linger?
I learned to open my heart again
when you told me you loved me
you believed in me so much
you always call me your lady
Why did everything end like that?
I felt like we’re so far apart
i didn’t realize i was just dancing alone
now i’m left with a broken heart.
+2
I feel the pain as fresh as can be
As the sword is drawn from within me
My heart bleeds and I cease to breath
Feeling as cold as ice it seems, I lay in the dark of night
Casting my eyes to the endless sky of light
Hours gone by, and NO one hears my cry
Wishing I can turn to arms open wide
Reminiscing on the past
I remember all and what was lost
Opening my mouth but the words just won’t come out
Calling to be saved, it must be a dream I face
Not realizing I stand at the edge as I watch
my corpse being laid to rest
Is this the end? As night turns to light?
Who am I to change what must be right?
I go to a better place I hope with all my might!
0
Your eyes are as deep as the ocean.
Your heart as pure as gold.
We see how we are different
We see how we are the same
We see how every once in a while
we’ve got to have a little vain.
Even though I love him
He may get on my nerves
But in the end he’s all I need
He’s wonderful
Amazing
He’s you darling
Don’t ever forget this one thing…
I LOVE YOU.
+1
My life is over
that’s what kept saying everyday over and over
but no one listens..and no one feels
when u have no medicine for your heart so it can heals
my tears falls like rains
but sadly, they can’t be stopped,which pains
my heart is bleeding,i’m getting weaker
and everything i knew is getting faker
i’v lost my only lover
in a dark October
all because of him i’m living in constant fear
and he doesn’t ever care about how many fallen tear
i feel like killing myself
but i know it will lead me to hell
but now… looking at how the things are changing
i think i’m already in hell and still living
i’m a shy,sensitive girl inside
but dunno what people will think,, so i have to hide
at school i’m this clown who has no feelings
but i’m tired of pretending
that i’m not crying inside…
and no shading tears every once and a while.
0
Please try to make me smile,
even if you think its impossible.
Tell me the truth,
even if you think it will hurt.
If I ask you a question
please answer honestly,
Don’t try to lie to make me feel better,
even if you think it will work.
Hold me when I’m upset,
dry my tears when I cry,
be there for me even if your mad at me
or if I’m mad at you.
Love me when I hate you.
Call me even if you think I’m not home,
Take care of me when I’m sick even if you don’t want get get what I have,
Love me for who I am.
Talk to me late at night on the phone,
even if your tired.
Call me back if I hang up on you.
Tell your friends you don’t care what they think of me & mean it.
Defend me even if I don’t need it.
Help with thinks you don’t even understand.
Tell me you love me,
and mean it.
+1
You hug me and I feel safe,
you kiss me and I never want it to stop,
you hold my hand and my heart begins to race
and sometimes skips a beat.
you hug me from behind and I just melt,
you call me and just hearing your voice makes
me giggle.
you cuddle with me and I feel so comfortable that
I could just lie there and fall asleep,
you kiss my neck and I get the goose bumps
you blow in my ear and it tickles.
you stare at me, looking into my eyes and I know
you care deeply for me,
you ask me what I want to do and I don’t care as
long as it’s with you,
you introduce me to your friends as ” my girl ”
and I feel very special and treasured.
When I get mad or blue, you are there telling me that
everything’s going to be okay now that you are here,
When you talk about ” us “, I always love to hear what
you have to say and I bite my lip,
you are my life and my world and
I wouldn’t trade or change you for the world.
I love you !
+1
The stitches in my rag doll
are coming loose again
along with all the memories
I had hidden in them
The love I had for only one
The hate I had for another
The fun I had with all my friends
and the bad times that I had
all these things were wrapped up
in the stitches of my rag doll.
The tears I cried
The happiness poured in
The anger a thousand times placed
would all amount to nothing
if the stitches came unlaced
I grasp for the memories
I desperately need to keep
but as my rag doll unravels,
the memories in the stitches
are all forgotten, lost, without a trace.
As time goes on, as new memories are made
I can’t help but wonder
where those forgotten memories went
those untouched dreams
the ones I started
but never finished…
+1
As I lie here asleep
I dream of how it will feel six feet deep
Will this pain then be the same
Or will it be the end of the game
I pray there will be no more tears
And that I will have nothing more to fear
But as I lay here in complete dark
I wonder, if up above, I left my mark
Is there anyone who would really care
Maybe they won’t even realize I’m not there
I hope they’ll think about me every once in a while
Maybe even remember me with a smile
As I recall the smiles on their face
I ask myself, was it really an unbearable place
It is extremely lonely and quiet down here
The silence is deafening to my ears
Is this a tear coming from my eye
Or is it the rain seeping in from the sky
I realize now, there will always be some pain
And from here, there is nothing to gain
But now as I lie here six feet deep
I wish I was…………only asleep
+1
I can’t explain why I do what I do
Why at times my feelings remain unseen
Love drives me to act completely dysfunctional
What I say is hardly what I mean
When something’s not right and you ask me “what’s wrong?”
My answer will always be the same ‘til the end.
I say “nothing”; I know it makes no sense at all
But in my mind I’m saying “ask me again”.
I hang up on you to find out if you care
Enough about me to pick up and call back.
I only threaten to leave because I hope and pray
You’ll stop me dead in my tracks.
I desperately long to be found by you
That’s the only reason I run and hide.
I childishly give you the silent treatment
When really I’m screaming inside.
I roll my eyes to fight back the tears
I only wish that you knew
When I say I don’t need you, I’m fully aware
I could never live a day without you.
I push you away while wishing you’d grab me
Keeping hold of me tightly forever.
And when I tell you I hate you, what I really mean
Is that I love you more than ever.
