+4
I am a very inquisitive person
I’m just that kind of guy
My favorite sign is a question mark
My favorite word is “Why”
I don’t always get the answer, or even an answer
But I never fail to try
Sometimes my answers are questions
My why begets a why, begets a why, begets a “Why?”
Why do I dream of me walking?
When in my dreams I can fly?
And no matter how I soar,
Why can’t I touch the sky?
I wear glasses to look in the mirror
Why can’t I look me in the eye?
And why is it every time I do
I smile, I look away and I sigh?
Is it because I don’t like what I see?
Or maybe I am just “naturally shy”?
Nope, that’s not true.
Though it’s not often I tell a lie
I look away in disgust of what I see
Can I help it if my standards are that high?!
They slipped quite a bit of late
I used to be a perfectionist in days gone by
I know I have changed. All things change
Only, why?
Yea, and why is it I no longer cry when I’m hurt?
Is it because now it even hurts to cry?
+54
Fathers are special,
They try really hard,
To piece up the puzzles
Of our hearts.
Mothers are selfless,
Honest and kind,
When it comes to our hearts
The pieces they try to find
Aren’t there.
Brothers are caring,
More than you’d think.
But about our hearts,
They’re on the brink.
Sisters are there,
Until the end.
Our hearts; they handle with care,
They’ll never break or bend.
Family is important,
More than you know.
So cherish the memories,
And never let go.
+3
I used live in a sweet dream,
But I woke up into a nightmare reality,
I feel like an hurt animal,
Don’t let anyone get close to me – I trust no one,
I feel lonely, but I’m not alone while being alone,
The only one who can take care of me is the reflection of myself in the puddle,
There is no way back, I must stand headed up on the ground,
I must keep walking but all I have is a memory of you,
I turn back to see you, and your coolness is freezing my heart,
That makes me nervous like a beast,
The anger keeps rejecting you from my memory,
I convince myself that I don’t know you,
I don’t want to remember how I was so high in the sky when the storm got close and the lighting got through my heart,
I was in abyss but I scrambled out from there,
Now I found a safe place in someone’s heart…
+1
There are three lil words that are hard to say
whenever we’re together the words just float away,
you see i find it difficult to tell you that
its true, this statement is a fact.
i want to tell you so you could know
but i think you see it, because it always show.
your butterfly kisses just make me smile,
and at times i wonder n ask myself why?
why didn’t i say those three lil words…
but now i have the chance to do what I’ve always wanted to do
to say these three lil words are I love you!
+3
And I’m married to a disease that won’t leave us at ease
It’s just a problem left inside my head
If it wasn’t there, you’d be instead.
I go by his word; directing things aimlessly
Doctors told mommy they don’t know what’s wrong
Other kids at school call me a freak
She used to tell me that I just need to be strong
But it’s hard for her to speak since daddy beat her weak
I visit mommy everyday, she always tells me to be strong
Doctors suck the blood from every vein in me,
Daddy beats every breath out of the rest
The voice in my head tells me to believe mommy
And mommy tells me to be brave
Doctors tell daddy I’m worthless
Daddy listens, daddy tells me to shut up
I beg daddy on my knees, don’t let me end up like
Mommy please; daddy doesn’t care, daddy does what
He wants; daddy drove me to somewhere dark;
Then he buried me on top of mommies’ decease
+16
Angel in Heaven,
Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
If you can,
Please come and help me.
I need you here
I’m scared
You don’t have to do much,
I just need you to be near.
You don’t have to save me,
Just stay close.
I need your comfort,
I need soothing words.
I want to cry to you,
I want you to save me.
But that’s being selfish,
And I just want you near me.
Angel in Heaven,
Did you hear my prayer?
Did you decide already?
Angel in Heaven,
Even though I’m hurt,
I’ll still wait for you.
Even though I’m scared,
I’ll keep holding on.
Even if you don’t come,
I’ll never give up hope.
Angel in Heaven,
Thank you for trying.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me.
But it’s my time to go.
Thank you for my life,
And thank you for being there.
Angel in Heaven,
I have some great news!
I no longer have cuts or bruises,
I no longer have scars.
All I have now are,
A plain white dress,
A beautiful pair of wings,
And a smile on my face.
Angel in Heaven,
You taught me so much.
You gave me my freedom
And you gave me love.
Thank you Angel and everyone else too.
But the one I should really be thankful to,
Is you.
Angel,
I’m going to help people
Just as you helped me.
I’m going to give hope
To those who need me.
You’ve given me my happiness…
Thank you Angel.
+4
Our photos we post
with no intention to boast.
You’re thinking she looks fine,
and I am thinking will he be mine?
I can’t help but wonder,
is he a man vain enough to use Rogaine?
Or will he cause me hurt and pain?
And so we begin to exchange words,
and divulge our biggest dream.
When I meet him will I scream?
His printed words are great and
I can hardly wait for him to make a date.
The words become intense
And I begin to feel the suspense.
I begin to wonder what will I wear,
and will we actually become a pair?
Wouldn’t it be awful if he weren’t really there?
All I am searching for is contentment
and for neither of us to feel disappointment
or resentment.
And so, my final line has come to me.
Could it be that the man on my screen will be part of my destiny?
+18
He came to me a miracle
This little boy of mine
Bless me with a boy, I prayed
I knew he’d come in time
But as I carried this child
From month one, through to nine
Something didn’t feel right
And it played on my mind
Physically I’m feeling fine
Emotions not so nice
Maternal instinct spoke to me
My son would come at a price
Overdue with complications
A cesarean was performed
It’s true, I got my boy
At the time, he seemed the ‘norm’
Six months, he cannot speak
Twelve months, he cannot walk
Is this the price I am to pay
In shock, I cannot talk
From one test to another
In hospital every month
Trying to find some answers
And peace of mind for once
Someone please just tell me
What’s wrong with my boy
Give me the diagnosis
Or do I jump for joy
After much research and testing
It’s down to family history
And thanks to my dear father
It’s no longer a mystery
So my son’s disability
Was passed down through the genes
It’s good to finally breathe again
And know what all this means
Hannah-Allan-Herndon syndrome
That’s the name they’ve used
Because it’s in our history
No more am I confused
We can now move on with life
Take one day at a time
Being grateful for a miracle
This little boy of mine.
+6
I am a whisper in the wind,
A breath of sorrow,
Always having to remind,
My heart is hollow.
I still feel for you,
Deep inside,
But you were the one to rip my heart in two,
Our binding love is now untied.
I still remember holding your hand,
Looking into your shimmering eyes,
By my side you said you would always stand.
As we walked down the street,
Our hearts filled with love,
Our gaze would meet.
With hearts in our eyes,
And smiles on our faces,
Our love began to rise and rise.
But after time flew by,
We started to realize,
our love evaporated into the sky.
That day we said our final goodbyes,
Is the reason why,
I am just another girl with a broken heart with deep sadness in her eyes.
+2
I Long to dance
I long to dance on a moonlit night
with an Angel fair with a step so light
to hold her close in my warm embrace
to gaze upon that perfect face.
I long to dance when the sun does rise
To gaze into those dark brown eyes
in silhouette her perfect form
graces my presence in the light of dawn.
I long to dance on a warm summer day
In forest glades where butterflies play
when happiness lives and cares are few
and a kiss from my Angel is a dream come true.
I long to dance on long winters nights
By the light of the fire and soft candle lights
to whisper my love, share my fears
to laugh and cry to savior the years.
I long to dance back into the past
To meet a girl sad and down cast
To offer my heart and my hand to dance
to hold her close to take a chance.
I dream of the dance that never was
I rail against the natural laws
But time is fickle I know its true
Some time I know I’ll dance with you.
+2
My love sails on blue waters.
Blue waters of your heart.
My love dances on the wind.
The wind of your soul.
My love is a true reflection.
Reflection of your eyes.
My love will live forever.
In your body and soul.
+4
It breaks my heart
When I see you cry,
And it doesn’t get easier
As the days go by…
Watching the sadness fall
From your eyes as tears,
A slow and constant release
Of pain from the past years.
They say that tears
Are like silent words,
A puzzling explanation
For the sadness that occurs.
But most of the time
There are no ways,
To find the words
To describe those days.
Because behind those tears
There’s always a history,
A somewhat painful
And hard to tell story.
This sadness in your eyes
From what I can see,
Needs to be released
In order to let you be…
+7
A single memory
Is all it takes,
To preserve and remember
What a lifetime makes.
So wrap it up
Tight in your hand,
And never let go
For as long as you can.
For as long as you keep it
It will always be safe,
But if you let go
You’ll regret the mistake.
So I plead with you now
To never let it go,
Keep it safe from harm
From friend or foe.
+40
Unbroken, kept safe
my token, my faith
Not shaken, never stirred
Warm with love, never burned
Boundless journey, destiny saved
Free of heart break, void of pain
Seen a lot, loved even more
If birds can fly, then i can soar
Happy place, no regret
Take my joy, yeah i bet
Fame is cool, money’s nice
Jewels have tags, this has no price
Cant be bought, cant be sold
Always fresh, never old
You should try some, and have it clear
That faithful is he, who’s heart’s sincere.
0
I saw him,
And that’s when I knew,
No one could be as perfect,
No one else would ever do.
His eyes,
With their Robin’s egg hue,
Melted my heart,
And broke it in two.
I saw him,
And that’s when I knew,
His eyes were the only eyes
That I would ever want to stare into.
His hands,
Feel so new,
It warms up me inside,
Nothing’s ever been so true.
I saw him,
And that’s when I knew,
His smile was the only smile
That would ever make me smile too.
His voice,
Is sweet like morning dew,
It fills my head,
And any other thoughts are few.
I saw him,
And that’s when I knew,
His voice would make me happiest,
On the day that he said “I love you.”
I saw him,
And that’s when I knew,
That I could never have him,
And all I can do is wish that it weren’t true.
+277
Roses are red
violets are blue
monkeys like you should be in the zoo
don’t worry you’ll find me there too
not in a cage but laughing at you.
+44
How Fine you look when dressed in rage,
A condition never harmed be age,
Lucky for you, that this addiction,
Is but a temperate condition,
For soon you’ll feel and hear and smell,
All the things that come from hell,
Rather like, and excuse my tone,
Like grinding flesh from human bone,
How fair you look when clad in red,
As all your patience now has fled,
But of course, your lucky too,
As red eyes tend to suit so few,
Lightning will envy the way you storm,
And thunder will wonder about your form,
But let’s not forget the way you grin,
When you have committed a cardinal sin,
How dark you look when garbed in wrath,
As you wander down a wicked path,
From when your of a darker hue,
And you know my statement true,
Speaking of truth, you’ll soon be knowing,
Of why your anger still is growing,
Doors have locks and lock have keys,
They will not open despite your pleas,
How fine you look when dressed in rage,
The horror that you must engage,
And now back to your current shape,
Will mark the start of your escape.
+6
Where are you when I need you?
When I need you the most,
my heart has broken up into pieces with confusion in between.
The life’s that I have known shouldn’t ever been torn.
The people I knew thought they were the ones to be true.
But no it’s not right now when I found out tonight.
I need you now with me, comforting me,
telling me that things will turn out alright.
What did I do wrong?
I need some answers for the tears I cry,
or it won’t help anymore if I just sit
and stare at the people I’ve once known to be fair
and kind through this time.
Where were you when I needed you?
You’ve gone away at the time I’ve needed you most.
Please tell me it will be okay,
and I will live through this without a worry in sight
and your love for me will always be here to guide me through this night.
So please remember who I am
and don’t forget I’m your friend.
I want you here by my side,
willing to stand up for me, loving me,
and willing to be that one I need you to be.
+18
I miss you.
I miss being with you every second
and moment everyday and every smile
I see warming my heart knowing you love me
and taking my hand for I was your girl.
I need you back in my life.
For I miss you so dearly.
All the things you’ve done so clearly for me.
I miss you.
I loved the times you would walk me back home
But wishing we could stay together all night and forever.
I miss your hugs.
I felt so safe when I was around you, but now that you’re gone.
My worries are showing with everyone knowing not helping the way you would comfort me.
I miss you. I miss you!!
-1
My Love for you is so real,
Its just too bad you don know how I feel.
Sometimes I feel like we belong together,
I’ll even be with you through horrible weather.
I’m in love with you, as you can see,
But I have one question?
Do you love me!?
Your my one and only and there is nothing wrong with that,
So please don’t use me over and over like a doormat.
When I’m in your arms the whole world stops,
And every time I see you I feel my heart drop.
When I’m away from you I just cant take it,
So when we get together your lap is where I sit.
Its so sad how you want a girl just for pleasure,
When you got a girl right in front of you worth more than treasure.
I might not give you pleasure but I can sure give you love,
Funny, Crazy, Gorgeous, honey! I’m all the above!
You always make me laugh and you always make me smile,
For you, ill run a distance maybe even a mile.
Some days I wanna kill you and some days I wanna marry you,
But that doesn’t matter cause “My Love” will NEVER end for you!
