+30
Lying alone in bed, I wonder…
Do you ever think of me before you sleep?
Do you even call my name when you miss me?
Because I do, I really miss you.
Because I do, and I know this is true.
When will I learn to stop.
When will I ever grow up?
I am in love with the past.
Im so stuck.
I can’t seem to figure how to stand up.
I wish it was easy as setting aside my things.
I could burn all your pictures but your face still clear.
I can still remember how you said you’ll never go.
You used to teased me that I was the star of your show.
and I thought I was.
I believed in all your bluffs…
and right now I’m stuck in this empty dream house.
I don’t want to feel this way!
I feel so small, so helpless…
like a dust on a wall…
and you can’t see me calling on your name.
How did you, how can you…
Please tell me why…
You were my friend…
I trusted you with everything.
I never thought that you would do this to me.
How can you afford to see me cry,
and left me there as if I was never part of your life…
The moment you said goodbye,
You never said the words I wish I could hear..
You let me go like that..
and from that day on, I promised myself…
I will never love you again..
Now I’m leaving.
I finally found a way out of my childhood fantasy.
I found myself sleeping too long.
It’s time to face reality that you’ll never come back..
or even if you do, it woudn’t be the same…
You’re not the friend I used to love those days…
Ten years of loving you seem too long…
But let me spend the rest of my life
finding someone who’ll love me more…
You had your chance,
It may be too late
for past lovers to be friends…
I chose to go away, to be happy..
So I could mend, and accept that you’re no longer mine.
..You’re no longer HIM….
I was in love with the past.
I was so stuck.
and now I’m finally walking my way, standing without looking back.
It may not be as easy as setting aside my things.
but you have no pictures anymore and your face no longer clear.
You belong to her… and you said good bye to me..
I’ve waited too long… now it’s my time to be free…
+1
I lay in the grass with you,
looking at the endless night sky.
Millions of stars and one moon,
staring down at us.
You point up and say
“A shooting star! Make a wish”
You close your eyes tightly,
and make one.
I think and think,
then finally I get an idea.
“I wish this moment would last forever.”
I think to myself.
I look at you,
and I know.
We had wished the same thing.
+16
Forgive and forget,
That’s what they say;
Turn the other cheek,
Look the other way.
The pain inside,
The fear in my mind,
Sometimes it hurts too much to even try.
I want to forgive and forget you,
But I’m not sure if that will do.
If our love was true,
I wouldn’t want to
Forgive and forget you.
+1
I need a pencil to sketch
my lone boundary,
a lace to hide
the monster in ‘this case’
a mirror to reflect
a perfect image
from two broken lines
of a faded being.
I need glasses to focus
my sinful path
and let I see the ditches
in this foiled jungle,
let I draw a figure
out from a colored blue
and shade it some grays.
I need a threshold to the gate
to enter me into scanned
systems on the lonely road
and pass as I would pass,
out my fray-greyed day.
I need you.
+5
Although our hearts are together,
I have a feeling that it’s will not be the same again.
Things change,
Characters will change too.
Just like our relationship will change…
I can live without you,
You can also live without me…
It’s the habits that bonds us together again,
Is Fate or our decisions?
A feeling that we shouldn’t be together…
There should be a better girl for you,
Not me…
I’m just a nobody, loner…
You deserve a caring and sweet girl.
Should we change our minds and return to the positions?
I wanted to give you a chance but I know,
I changes, everything changes…
Things aren’t the same…
Forgive me for not being with you at your side…
Forgiveness.
+6
I go everyday with my head held high
but when i see you i want to break
down and cry.
You’re the reason i can’t sleep at night
I put an act on my face like everything
is alright.
You see me with him
I see you with her
Everything in our past is
just a blur.
You’re just a person why can’t i see
you and me will never be….
+4
What started as my game, ended in demise,
I can’t get over it no matter how I try.
I’ve fought her far too long,
I need to embrace her, is that so wrong?
Others have followed the same trail as I,
Pitiful creatures are they now.
I am not like him, oh no, he is a liar,
For she is my gift, my gift from fire.
She is my gift, No- MY CURSE!
Evil, wickedness- I’ve been cursed,
With evil born of evil’s fire!
I must destroy her, now or never,
Yet, my bonds with her I cannot sever
In the end I know it will win.
For My heart belongs to her Golden Sin.
+5
It’s over i don’t need the pain anymore.
I’ve shut the door in your face and that’s the end of your case.
I’ve opened the door to so much more.
For the first time in my life everything’s going right, there’s no more
Late night’s i don’t sit up and stare at the city light’s no more,
I’ve been torn no more i feel as if I’m being born once more..
+6
And there was a girl about thirteen.
She was not nice,
Nor was she mean.
She was quiet, and no one understood,
But there was a day,
When her shyness took over.
She meant this guy,
And he understood.
They became good friends,
They were always together,
And together forever ..
Him & her shall be.
+1
Meeting you saved my life
Even though I’m now your wife
When you saw me shed those tears
You knew it was from fear
The fear of having to look back
Having courage is where I slack
You helped me get through my past
I’m so happy we did last
We both went through tough times
But at our wedding I heard the chimes
You help me up when I was down
You helped me forget that awful day when I was in town,
All I want to say is I’m glad I met you
And that I’m so madly in love with you!
+6
The best day of your life,
could you ever describe it,
Would you even be able to pick a day.
You shouldn’t have to just choose one best day.
Every moment that you have in life you should live,
and make the best of.
Moments in life should be the best
and taken in to never be forgotten.
You only get to live life once,
So instead of having just one best day of you life
Why not just have and live the best Life ever,
So that every moment is amazing and you life is meaningful.
+7
The memories of you race
through my mind and i
chase them hoping they
never fade because many more
cannot be made.
I lost the one thing that made me feel
as if i had it made.
So in saying that I’m sorry for everything that
was not said.
I’m sorry for everything that got misread.
I’m sorry for not thinking that trust was a must,
or that love was enough!
+5
Part of me doesn’t want to let go, but i do know that
Nothing can change what you meant to me.
But time can change where i want to be.
It was all before when you would find
Me coming back for more, but that’s not how it is anymore.
Now i just want to get over you and let go of everything i once knew.
+37
You let me go
Then you want me back
Stop pushing me around
And cut me some slack
Must I always be waiting on you?
No
I need someone to see me through
I’m not here just for your joy
I do have my own life
And I’m not your toy
Give me a chance
Because I’m still broken
From the last thing you did
The words that were spoken
Couldn’t you have looked me I the eye?
I guess not
Were you too afraid to see me cry?
Well I’m not, and I wasn’t going to anyway
Because I’m stronger than that
People get hurt everyday
So stop getting things mixed up
You did this to me
It was you, you were the one
Open your eyes look and see!
Forget it I’m done
It’s your fault and you know it
So why don’t you be a man
Find your feelings and show it.
+8
The words of I, A Poet
The time is so slow
Yes, the leafs takes ages to fall
As the sweet words are said
It’s I, A poet
It’s when I get so emotional
I get those words
From my heart it shouts
So loud, to be wrote
It’s too beautiful to be wrote
So sweet to be caught
That’s the words of a true poet
As the clocks tick’s a tick
And my heart beats a beat
I say, I am a poet
The tears that my eyes make
Will be remembered
As the words of today
No sweetness on earth
Will be both
The beauty of it words
And the effect it does
As I write those words
My heart will be a good listener of yours
And heal the pain that once was in your words
As much as emotional it gets
It’s never too late
For me to take away the pain
Perhaps, I will enjoy the pain
No, I am not insane
My words indeed, overcomes my brain
It drew all the smiles on my face.
+1
This lost love is killing me inside
Within this lost life, I have nowhere to hide
It’s over now I need to accept it
But I cant help but feel like sh*t
I have drank in the city streets and yet
I keep going back to the place we met
The memories are flooding back to me
But all my pain I know you cannot see
Or do you even care how I tried to take my life
You may not know it but I wanted you to be my wife
As I lay there with blood gushing from each wrist
I think about you and how I never missed
Every chance to make you smile
Cheer you up when you were sad once in a while
The days I spent holding you in my arms
Making sure you never came to harm
All I wanted to do was make you feel loved
Every feeling you had I never shoved
Away from our relationship and time together
I wanted us to last forever
But I know now that will never come to be
All you can do is say you loved me
My heart is now snapped in two
Because of this lost love of me and you…
+7
I cant stop thinking about you…you cant wait until I fall,
I loved you always…you didn’t want to remember me at all,
You were acting while I meant everything I did and said,
I thought it was alive when it was always dead.
My heart dripped rubies causing it to rain in my soul,
Thinking that you of all people would make me whole,
But my heart is sewing itself back to life,
Once again hoping not to get stabbed with a knife.
+17
The whisper the wind brings,
A silence so sweet
A voice no one can hear,
But it is the one to fear…
He is all alone in the dark,
The only light is the pearlescent moon
The thought of her, in his mind lingers
He can only grasp at the air,
as she passes through his fingers.
Empty grasps, but there is nothing there
To hold her in his arms forever,
To kiss her lips so soft and so sweet
Without her, he is far from complete.
She notices now that she was hurt,
If not for that innocent flirt.
A love so deep, deep within her heart,
A thought if only they had never part.
He knows its wrong, but to make it right,
He would dare not lose her without a fight.
He had been hurt, but had a passion,
but changed as though it were a fashion.
He gained the courage, so very little knew,
It brought fear and a passion so deep,
She was a woman he had to keep.
To hear the whisper, a silence so sweet…
With these crimson tears he was complete.
+6
It seems to all have started with a kiss,
and finally lead up to this
A broken heart and miss-used trust,
could it of been that all you felt for me was lust
I remember all those promises you made,
and when you broke them i felt so betrayed
Do you not know how much you meant to me,
and that letting you go wasn’t done so easily
You made me feel so grateful and happy to be alive,
but now you’re gone and I’m finding it hard to survive
+2
Its how you twinkle in the light
that’s what makes me feel so bright
every time I see you smile
it will make me think a while
Your eyes are bright and your smiles divine
if you were here,you’d be all mine
its raining and pouring
I feel us both exploring
but i am here and you are there
the love between, is very rare
If i had one day, to forget the rest
it would only feel right if i made it the best
so come have fun, just you and I
We’ll fly kites upon the sky
its done and over the day has ended
as though i feel that someone pretended
its not you, and isn’t I
it my imagination wanting to fly
so when push comes to shove
no one comes between our love
