+17
You’re gone,
Yet here I am.
All alone,
Suffering.
I tried my best
To go on without you,
And the worst part is,
That you still love me, too.
You are gone,
But our love is still there.
I was wrong,
And I’m now in despair.
Yet, in all of my sadness, I’ve found,
That though my feet are truly bound,
Life goes on; we have to keep moving.
To me, this is something that’s worth proving.
Forever I’ll love you.
That is the truth.
But I have to keep going
With or without you.
+32
I hurt inside
i think i just need
you by my side
i cry and cry for you
all because i no that
I’m not coming back
maybe someday though
but that someday is
not today
so call me back and I’ll
come for you because
i can’t live a day
without you
i hurt inside because
i left you
all over again
and i promise the next time
it wont happen the way
it did right now
i hurt inside for
what i did and that
was my choice not
yours so don’t blame
yourself
because of me
+12
You were my sunshine
You made me happy and bright
I was so glad, You were mine
You were might light.
But then some how
The clouds came
You forget me now
After all this… Even my name?
I was like i was dead
So i cried and cried
“I’m sorry” you said
“My hands are tied”.
It’s now i see
It was all about you
Never about me
Well now… I love you too…
Yes, you WERE my sunshine
You USE to make me happy and bright
I WAS glad, You were mine
Yes… You WERE my light.
But now?
I’m over you.
+45
It’s hard to know that you’re gone.
The pain has yet to subside.
But the thing that hurts me the most,
Are these feelings I can’t seem to hide.
I sit alone in my room
Trying to understand why,
Every time I think of you,
All I can do is cry.
I wonder if you still think of me.
Though I tore your world apart.
I hope that you can forgive me.
I never meant to break your heart.
These days are becoming longer.
And you’re constantly on my mind.
Why is this so hard on me.
My past I can’t rewind.
Let me know your thoughts.
Tell me how you feel
Beause the pain I have inside of me.
Is something I need to kill.
+19
You tell lies like a second language
Oh you learned it well
You break hearts like a force of habit
It must come natural
It’s just another game to you
You must be on your winning streak
You see these tears fall down my face
A replayed seen viewed too often
This heartache asphyxiates me
And you stand there breathing easy
I am drowning in my suffering
While you stand on shore watching carelessly
As if you don’t even notice..
One day maybe you will see
That I loved you
But my heart can not bear this pain much longer
So Until then,
and as of now,
Farewell my dear..
I must let go.
+8
What makes me human is you
You who broke me and push me through
Yes, though you know i was not strong
You caused me to cry or so long
so many times i ask if you really exist
though many times also you heard my pleas
i was so wrong to blame you for all my sadness
for truly it is You who brings gladness
So many times you tried to break me before
but i was so hard and rebelled more
yet you never stopped breaking me
cos you were concerned of what my future could be
You never wanted me to go the wrong way
that’s why you wanted me to pray
so you could guide me everyday
until to my bed i lay
From a frozen heart you broke me to become human
for my heart never melts though put under the sun
You changed my whole being
I was changed by the grace of your loving
because you care so much about me
You wanted me to live with you in heaven for eternity,
for the chance to be with you forever
You broke me to become a person much better
Thank You Father or breaking me to a new person
I didn’t understand at first or I didn’t know the reason
Thank You for the tears that have poured out from my eyes
Thank You for the sorrows that have made me cry
For now i know I’m a new being
Changed by the trials You have given.
+25
People say falling in love is easy,
but once you’re in it your head just gets so dizzy.
No I don’t wanna go back there,
& I don’t care what they say.
my heart cant bear to go through all the pain,
pain that drives your whole world insane.
I know how it is to give your heart & feel like its all a lie,
I know how it feels when he leaves you without a proper goodbye.
No i just wont take the pain no more,
Can’t you see my heart just wont open anymore??
I don’t want to sink into the claws of HURT again,
love has always been an enemy,never a friend.
so why should i put myself through this misery??
to me love is almost history.
you’ll never see me cry the tears that love has brought upon me,
I’m still locked up in painful memories i just cant be set free.
leave me alone i plead, you don’t know what I’ve been through,
none of my love has been true.
its just left me with scars & feelings so blue,
confused & without a clue.
I’m better of this way,
leave me alone i just can’t live through love another day…
+19
At first, all was good.
We were as one, he understood.
He laughed with me and held my hand.
He was always there to help me stand.
We were in love, but i could see
that we weren’t meant to be
He knew what I was going to say
and left me there as i lay
I cried that day, and through the night
but i realized something more
that he cannot just leave me sore
I finally got that he was a jerk
and that being without him was a perk
now I’m happy as you can see
I have found the he, who is right for me
unlike the jerk and me who came to an end
my new guy is also my best friend.
so if your out there and now how I feel
think before you have too deal
with another guy who isn’t real
sincerely, me
+42
I wonder why you said goodbye,
you broke my heart, you made me cry.
I loved you dearly, I loved you so,
I wonder why you let me go.
I wonder if it was always true,
when you said you loved me too.
You kissed me by the setting sun,
I wondered if you were the one.
I wonder how you could always take,
all these promises I always break.
I don’t know why we have to part,
I wonder how I broke your heart.
+18
When I first saw you I saw love,
to me you were a gift from up above.
I couldn’t believe it when my dream came true,
the day you asked me to be with you.
We had our good times and out bad,
I hated the bad time, they made me sad.
I have to admit I had so much fun,
but I can’t forgive you for what you have done.
Some days I wonder if we could still be as one,
and forget the unfaithful habit you suddenly begun.
You should never of had her in your arms,
or fooled around under the bright starts.
But you did and now we are through,
I know it’s for the best, I really do.
+14
I thought it was true
I thought that it was real
I thought that you loved me
I thought that it was true love
But i guess that i was wrong
I guess it was all just words to you
But to me it was a couple of tears
and a broken heart
+11
One day you will realize
everything that i did for you,
one day u will thought,
my every single word that i said to you
and one day you will yearn for me,
when I will not be with you
+4
Days are hard my life is falling apart
my heart was shattered and you made it seem as if i never mattered
your eyes i thought couldn’t lie i lost count of how many times I’ve cried
I wish you were mine again I’m so lost please find me
my tears fall as i wish for you to call…
I have fallen so hard the sad part is that its not love…
I am so alone without you there is no one to hold
I feel so numb and cold what i have become is what some call insane
when i held you i felt above it all its what i call love
as you walked away i knew things wouldn’t be the same
I love you to this very day.. i watched as you walked away
knowing… things.. wouldn’t be the same
+7
I told you the truth.
You told me the truth.
The truth of that I love you.
The truth of that you don’t love me.
Now I’m here all broken inside.
Now your all feeling good inside.
With me crying with my bedroom door locked.
With your hands locked with hers.
But of course your with her and not with me.
But of course I’m with nobody and not with u.
But I guess,that it is your loss.
But you guess, that its just another one of those girls…
I guess it is your loss.
I guess it’s my heart broken.
When you see me with my friends.
And when I see you with her
+8
My love for you was everlasting
Never to be forgotten
Till the day you broke my heart
Now all I wanna do is forget you
And my love ever existed
The worst thing is to see you happy
Without me, not even a glance back to see if im still there
You say that i should move on
My head agrees, but my heart says never let go
The hardest thing is letting you go when you’re always in my head
Then I tell myself, you don’t want me..
So why do i still want you?
I’m not sure if I’ll ever get over you
I’m not sure if I can move on
I’m not sure if I can ever love anyone else like I loved you
But one thing I’m sure about is..
I will always love you.
+12
You said you loved me,
You said you cared.
You said you’d be there,
Whenever I was scared.
You held me close
And whispered my name.
But then you lied,
And said it was all just a game.
You laughed at my face
And called me stupid.
Tears stung my eyes,
I hate you, Cupid…
You punched me
And I fell to my knees.
You kicked me
And I collapsed on the ground.
You spat at me
You laughed demonically
I watched you walk away
As I lay there,
Crying on the ground.
Why didn’t I see this coming?
Why didn’t I hear that voice?
How come I was so blind
To see through his Game of Lies…?
+5
Darkness,
I thought I could escape it while i was with you,
Actually I did,
But then you told me you were moving,
And so now,
I am suffocating in the smothering darkness once more,
All alone,
No one there to help me through it,
No one there to encourage me onwards to the light,
No one there to make me completey happy, like I am with you.
Darkness,
It’s in my nature to be alone,
I never knew that until now,
I had my suspicions before,
But now I know for sure,
Because there’s always something,
Something there to keep either,
You or me away from each other,
To make sure it would all fall apart.
Darkness,
Whats wrong with me?
Every time I love someone,
They either don’t love me back,
Thinking of me only as a friend,
If even that,
Or as a little sister to be protected,
Or if he does love me,
Then I either can’t see him anymore,
Or he has to move, leave me behind,
Or both.
Darkness,
It’s smothering me in it’s deathly folds,
It’s getting harder for me to escape it,
Harder for me to smile, really smile,
Harder for me to be happy, truely happy,
Harder for me to get through each day,
Without thoughts of running away,
Or thoughts of killing myself,
Of letting myself float away with the wind.
It’s hard for me to think of staying alive,
When theres nothing to live for.,
Nothing to look forward too,
Because to me,
Everythng is Darkness.
+6
There once was a point where everything was great,
all in order with nothing lost.
How long ago that was,
now I’ve paid the highest cost.
Loss of life, loss of pride,
I no longer have any thing to hide.
Loss of my soul,
even parts that are untold.
Loss of my heart,
like its been torn apart.
What’s left of me is unknown.
but I what I do kno is I wanna find my way
back to feeling at home.
+17
My heart is broken, I don’t sleep at night.
My heart is broken, no more holding you tight.
My heart is broken, tears run down my face
My heart is broken, feeling like I’m running in place.
My heart is broken, why cant you see
My heart is broken, there is no more of me
My heart is broken, torn in two
My heart is broken, because of you
+7
I loved you,
I trusted you,
You broke my heart
You ripped it out and held it in your hands
And now you ask for forgiveness, how can I forgive you
You held my heart in your hands and you broke it
I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive you for that
Maybe in the distant future
But for now I can’t forgive you for what you’ve done
I loved you,
I trusted you,
And all it got me was a broken heart
