+19
I lay in this bed
Unable to sleep
Lonely thoughts and memories
Slowly my eyes begin to weep
I think about how I got here
It’s a night that I regret
I toss and turn for hours
Leaving my sheets damp from cold sweat
And I can hear all your warnings
Its an echo inside my mind
If only I could flip over the hourglass
And turn back the hands of time
I wouldn’t be in this position
Never would have crossed that line
Instead I’d be with you….
Sipping on our life slowly
Like everyday was the finest of wine
I’d hold precious moments
Live each day like its our last
But instead I’m laying in this bed….
Thinking about memories that have passed.
+35
I need to stop !
I wanna smile again and be with my friends
I know it sounds childish ,
But inside I am …
Only a child ,
I’m just a little girl,
The one who’s dreams come true,
The one who would hold you close,
Only if I had a friend…
I wouldn’t cut my wrist ,
Scars come open wide
I wouldn’t want to quit ,
Life is priceless…
I wouldn’t feel so down ,
Tears draw down my worthless face ,
Head tilted slithered in the waist ,
Now you get my point …
It’s the only voice I got !
+99
The Things Which I Wanna Say,
Is always at bay.
Never have the dare to stand and say,
What’s in my heart from the very first day…?
All these long I have concealed my sorrow,
Only little happiness could I borrow.
Though I laugh and have fun in all,
Inside my heart I’m still ALONE…
