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I can’t explain why I do what I do
Why at times my feelings remain unseen
Love drives me to act completely dysfunctional
What I say is hardly what I mean
When something’s not right and you ask me “what’s wrong?”
My answer will always be the same ‘til the end.
I say “nothing”; I know it makes no sense at all
But in my mind I’m saying “ask me again”.
I hang up on you to find out if you care
Enough about me to pick up and call back.
I only threaten to leave because I hope and pray
You’ll stop me dead in my tracks.
I desperately long to be found by you
That’s the only reason I run and hide.
I childishly give you the silent treatment
When really I’m screaming inside.
I roll my eyes to fight back the tears
I only wish that you knew
When I say I don’t need you, I’m fully aware
I could never live a day without you.
I push you away while wishing you’d grab me
Keeping hold of me tightly forever.
And when I tell you I hate you, what I really mean
Is that I love you more than ever.
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I have this feeling,
That my love for you has no more meaning.
What I thought of you, I have no more intent.
I leave you with no fragment of love any further extent.
Take back the life you stole from my soul,
My heart is the one that paid the toll
I’ll write you this last goodbye,
And look at the night sky as time goes by.
You came into my heart,
And you made it fall apart,
Now I claim you no longer my sweetheart.
Your welcome is long gone,
I watch you go till dawn.
I open my mind and let it unwind,
My thoughts all inclined,
Words I own I give you,
My hearts need to be rescued.
My trust was my last defense,
Mind and heart felt so immense.
I threw with you,
So long, at last I say goodbye no further adieu.
Ill set you free as I need to mend,
We can always just be great friends
I can see through your act,
My heart is now intact.
I moved on and so should you,
We can always be best friends no need to be down so blue,
Unless you can steal my heart,
Or mend these broken parts,
I can’t see why I should love you,
Unless we can go back from the start.
This is probably the last poem I make just for you,
There’s nothing left I can do.
You were something that I did virtue,
Even if you never had a clue.
This is my last goodbye,
Ill standby.
I won’t take back what has done,
The truth I can’t outrun.
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I lay here in the night air looking up at each bright star,
and wonder what you’ve doing,
where you’ve been or where you are.
You left my side a year ago,
but my heart won’t let you go.
I’m sad and lonely without you,
but I try not to let it show.
I lay here thinking of you as I drift off to sleep,
you might be gone for now,
but the memories I’ll always keep.
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There are times where there are things that i mistake on,
There are times that when i close my eyes i see who you were,
from time and time again i think about what we used to be,
All i know is that i miss you.
There are some shadows that i remember,
In the water i see the reflection of us,
you by my side,
and no the memory doesn’t fade.
i see the sorrow,
i see the pain,
i wish you would too,
cause its only i that cares about what we used to be,
and you seem to forget.
all i know is that i miss you so,
there are shadows that i remember,
and the water that reflects back to me seeing us again,
i cant forget,
and yet you have,
i never thought it was so easy,
so why cant i let you go.
i cant forget,
even after everything.
all i know is that i still miss you,
and there re shadows that i remember from the times we were together..
-1
In all my years i can not say
That a girl has took my breath away
I always her to hold her close
But letting her go is what hurts the most
The Smile That i live to see
Her eyes that look right through me
I hide the feelings that i keep
But they won’t hide when i go to sleep
Dreams of her when she’s with me
In a room full of girls but she’s all i see
Then a slow song starts to play
And people move and make a way
She takes my hands for a slow dance
I think this is my only chance
She puts her head against my chest
As we move together like the rest
Soon the room gets really bright
I look down and she’s the shining light
She picks up her head and looks at me
Soon her eyes are all i can see
I run my fingers through her hair
And soon life is without a care
She leans in as if to kiss
Then she fades to a blurry mist
Soon everything is falling around
There is no noise and there is no sounds
I open my eyes and there is the light
I dreamt of her again that night
Afraid to get up out of bed
Having thoughts run through my head
Another thought runs through it seems
But now i found the girl of my dreams.
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Your eyes teaches me
How to see lovingly
Your lips teaches me
How to kiss deeply
Your hands teaches me
How to touch softly
Your voice teaches me
How to talk amazingly
Your ears teaches me
How to listen carefully
Your heart teaches me
How to take life patently
you, my love teaches me
all i needed to be a complete lady.
You are an amazing person,
full of surprise and am so happy to fall in love with u.
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Here’s to all the things you said
Here’s to all the lies you lied
To everything you told me
Here’s to every time I cried
Here’s to all the choices
That I made to be with you
Here’s to ‘More Than I’ll Ever Know’
Even though it isn’t true
Here’s to dancing in the rain
Here’s to the promise of watching the stars
Here’s to that first kiss
The one that was going to be ours
And here’s to the fact that you ‘love’ me
As I raise my glass
Here’s to all the things
You made me dream of
Here’s to you, you liar…
To you, from me
With Love.
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In the Dark I see the light
that which make mt day brighter
there’s no clouds in my sky
with you all I see is blue
the only good news is just to see you
As i dance and praise the lord that you are here
I shall have no fear for you shall appear
my love for you is more then words
even the dictionary can’t describe the words of love
I have dreams of you no matter if its day or night
The dreams of me and you dancing underneath the light
our friendship means everything to me
and the love means something more to me
me and you goes hand and hand like peanut butter and jelly
You are my heart and soul my baby.
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Why? why did u have to leave me
when you know my heart beats for you
Don’t try to hide under a mask
because I know you felt for me to
I could feel it in your touch
and see it in your eyes
Did you expect me to believe
those broken down lies
Now I want the day to come when you will
once again hold me in your arms
But no I am not going to sit around
waiting for the wake up call from your life alarm
I think I am finally ready to say
my good-byes
And as I write this poem for you
I want you to know my heart cries.
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You told me you loved me.
why did it have to end?
I told you I’ll never leave you
I kept my promise you didn’t.
everyday I have to pretend
I have to fake a smile
I have to fake a laugh
I have to fake everything
is okay when it’s not
I sit and wonder everyday
what I did wrong
I sit and wonder why I
miss you.
I sit and wonder why i love you.
I sit and wonder what it would be like
If we were still together.
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Even though i’m smiling
i’m breaking down inside
i’ll laugh the tears away
so the pain i can hide
To watch you walk away
& throw everything we had
now i’m sitting here wishing
i can get it back
I wish you would call right now
i’m staring at the phone
& even though there’s people here
i still feel alone
I can feel the tears
as they start to fall
while i feel like a fool
waiting for your call
I realized this phone
is never going to ring
& i realized the love we had
never meant a thing
I’ll get over you
but it’ll take awhile
& the next time i see you
i’ll pretend to smile.
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In my world I let it shine
Because in it, you are mine
I don’t know what
you think of me
but what i think
is what it could be.
So puzzled inside
I want to hide
everything I think about.
But when time comes
I will shout with my last breathe!
“P.S. I Loved You”.
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The memories from the past
are still fond and clear,
the pain inside is killing me,
i can´t resist you no more..
i wanna make things better,if i could
i wanna love you as i could,if i could
i wanna hug and never let you go,if i could
i wanna hold you and never go,if i could
Baby i love you,and i miss you,
i´m sick of it, i´m so sick of it
i wanna hold your hands again,
i wanna feel your touch again
if i could,but i could´nt
Baby i miss you,
if i could fly here from you i would,
Baby this long distance is killing me,
i can´t wait to see you again.
Apz i love you with all my hypothalamus.
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Never leaving my thoughts no matter
how far you travel, or how long you’re gone.
Be safe in your excursions and never forget
the way we held each other close,
the way we loved each other so.
Remember the crazy times.
Remember the sad, remember the bad.
How we made each other happy
and the laughter we shared,
even in the hardest of times.
When you’re saving lives, think about
the home you have to come back to,
the love that keeps you going.
Never regret leaving to fight for your country.
You are the most stubborn and determined man
and I love you for every thing you are.
You can’t forget about all you’ve worked for.
Fight your hardest and remember,
I will be here loving and waiting for you.
No matter how being there changes you
I will love you to no end.
That i know will never change.
Be mine forever and always.
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Oh darling
I want to love you,
oh my love, i want to love you.
I want to know how it feels to feel love.
We should just wait it out with eels.
Just wait to have that electric feel,
just wait to have that feeling of love,
just make sure to bring your glove,
and baby dont shove, its only the first time.
Yeah, lets just take out the wine and i’ll say:
baby, your on my mind but i want you on my body.
But, lets just not do it in lobby and make it a hobby.
I want to love you,
darling.
I want to be yours forever.
I want be your PAC-women.
Lets make a PAC,
I’ll be your PAC-queen,
you’ll be my PAC-king.
oh, i dont want to be free.
I want us to always be.
We can even make a family tree.
sike! Maybe later because we are only teens.
Babe, I want to be trapped in your maze and never get out.
oh, my darling, i really love you.
I know how it feels now
no need to ask how
no way to tell how.
all i can say is wow.
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Listening to the silence,
whispering through the darkness.
shadows of gray walls, creep in closer.
tears coming with heavy sorrow.
oblivious to what may be, reaching out to you quietly.
becoming deeper by the hour, finding out what is.
consuming me for all i have.
realizing for the time, you will not come.
Broken inside, tormented by your presence.
Having no escape.
Waiting for hope, wanting truth behind your words.
knowing in the end i have lost, because i love you.
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I can’t explain the thoughts in my mind,
that night you said you were walking out my life.
Went through my heart like a knife,
to think that I would no longer be your wife.
Wiping my tears through the pain and strife.
Not knowing what it would be like,
to wake up and not have my light.
No sweet love anymore, no one to adore.
You could have killed me if you would have walked out the door.
As if I was shot I would have hit the floor,
heart sore to the core.
To have love no more.
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The streets are dim and the lights are bare,
the sky was dark as in a stormy stare.
my heart was racing more than I can bare,
we are walking on the streets.
Just you and me.
The stars are dim as the sky storms dark,
suddenly a beam lit up the horizon,
and dims just as quick.
leaving ,
just you and me..
You talked and I laughed,
than you left and I became a fad.
Standing alone as if trapped in a dark dark cast
thinking of ,
just you and me.
-1
I always thought we’d be together
At first it felt like it was gonna last forever
But then you backed off
I didn’t know why
I felt the tears streaming from my eyes
Even though we’re still together
I don’t know if it should last forever
You where the one
that i couldn’t find
hidden away, in the depths of my mind
Everyday I see you
I act like nothings wrong
But I just don’t know how much longer this can go on
I did love you
Maybe I still do
But you broke me before
Is this a chore of yours?
You promised me forever
But I can see it in your eyes
Maybe you should tell me the truth
Instead of all these lies
My friends tell me its going downhill
Sometimes I just wanna overdose on pills
I loved you with all my heart
I never wanted to see the day we grew apart
I wish I could read your mind
But im scared of what I might find
Your leading me on
I can only hold on for so long
Even though I feel the pain
At least I know something was there
I will miss brushing my fingers through your hair
The way you held me with so much care
When you looked in my eyes and told me you loved me
I knew I never wanted to be free
My heart is getting tugged separate ways
I dont have the heart to break up with you
Im all tied in two.
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Let me confess that there is a girl
more precious than a diamond or any pearl
a girl whose smile just makes my day
a girl who is beautiful in every way
and this is a vision i can see her
that she has been created only for me.
