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You know that saying ‘if you love someone let them go’?
And then you’ll see their true feelings show.
Well that’s what I’m planning to do
Because I feel that I honestly do love you.
But to know your true feelings towards me
This is how things are gonna have to be..
So I’m leaving you alone
As the words I want to speak are, for now, postponed.
This is gonna hurt me worse than it will for you
Because this is something I don’t wanna do..
And maybe if you prove to me you truly care,
I will remain to show that I will always be there.
So for now I have nothing more
Then my final words: ‘te amo mi amor’
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Regret tastes of ash, and it breaks my heart of stone.
Too long with your photo I have sat here all alone.
Wishing brings the heart ache, it brings the memories.
Night time brings the sorrow, and slumber brings the dreams.
In my dreams I am happy, for there you’re in love with me.
But with the morning comes the truth, and with the truth comes misery.
The tears bring regret, and the cycle starts anew.
For regret tastes of ash, as my stone heart breaks for you.
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When you said “i love you”,
you were only trying to be nice,
but it was all lies,
my fate was never decided,
like the roll of dice,
now my heart only cries,
which only drops tears of ice,
i was always wise,
even when saying a foul,
i thought twice,
bcoz i never wanted to break my ties.
i keep wishing i get out of this nightmare,
bcoz its not fair,
you always leave me in the middle of nowhere,
and still i think of your welfare,
bcoz for you only i care.
i hope you are happy,
bcoz im giving it my all,
acting like i never care,
i sold my soul.
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I pray that one lucky day,
You’ll think back in some way,
About those days you really cared,
And the love we once shared,
How we promised to stay together,
No matter the weather,
How i used to drive you crazy,
And the lovely way you called me baby,
How you said my name,
And set my soul aflame,
How romantically i held your hand,
And rocked you like a star quest band,
How you called me your life,
And vowed to be my wife,
How eager you craved for my tender touch,
And how you missed me so much,
But i never for once new,
Even with the boldest clue,
That you who served me so much bliss,
Would ever desert me like this,
You pledged never to leave,
Saying to my bosoms you’ll forever cleave,
You so pledged to stick to me like glue,
But your stories were lies – not true,
Now i am soaked in my rue,
Like a beef in a stew,
My heart can barely beat,
Without you around i can scarcely eat,
Just like a desert eagle gun shot,
It hurts so bad a lot,
And if my ruined life was for rent,
It would cost no more than a cent,
For i feel like am already dying,
Because over you i can’t not stop crying,
So now my heart can no longer trust,
For a long while it will stay still and rust.
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It’s you
that has changed everything in my life
can’t you see that ?
It’s you
that made me feel right
can’t you see that ?
It’s you
that made my day
can’t you see that ?
It’s you
that i miss everyday
can’t you see that ?
it’s you
that is still in my heart
can’t you see that ?
-1
Last time we spoke
the silence still hadn’t been broken
we talked to each other with words unspoken
simply looked you in the eyes
still wondering why??
gave you back your hood
the one i just loved to wear
you gave me back the picture frame
that held that memory from our first date
to this day i sit alone in my room
wishing you’d call me boo
walking in the halls
or even down the street
i hear our song and makes me feel weak
the internal connection
that cause my heart to become inflicted
the emotional detachment that i have to make
and that one fatal memory
i have stored in my mind forever
all i can say is
I Remember…….
May 16, 2011 Monday 5:28 P.m.
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I sit here wondering each and everyday,
you seem to be pushing me away,
I don’t understand why you are being this way?
You slowly stopped talking to me,
And didn’t answer my calls,
I often lay there crying on the floor,
I didn’t know what to do anymore,
where to turn to next?
I had had it with your bullshit,
I didn’t want to hear your lies,
Every time i asked you,
You just said you couldn’t get online
But i knew your password,
And what you were telling me was all a big lie!
You talked to all those other girls,
But never bothered to type my name,
This was just like one of your silly games
I grew tired of this,
sick of the tears you caused me to cry,
I asked you: Baby do you still love me,
Or am i hanging on for dear life?
What he told me had broken my little heart,
I just didn’t understand why he led me on from the start?
Why did you let me hang onto something that wasn’t even there?
That had just disappeared into thin air.
And your reason is: You didn’t really care,
Your feeling were never there,
He said this is goodbye,
Don’t ever call again!
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I write you this last love letter,
to remind you i still care,
Even though your feelings,
have disappeared into thin air,
I always have loved you,
From the very start,
I fell for you,
and oh boy i fell hard,
You were only in sixth grade,
and love was never there,
But for some reason i had this feeling,
and i couldn’t help but stare.
I never thought you would actually realize i was even there,
You walked up to me and said hello,
The feeling those words gave me,
had a power deep below,
we kept on talking,
and soon became friends,
I liked you more then you would ever know,
I fancied you more then a friend.
Day after day,
I waited for you to show,
but everyday was a dead beat,
a day full of sorrow,
no one ever told me that you moved,
How this feeling left me,
Not a single tear could soothe,
the constant aching in my heart,
The way i loved you from the start.
So you see.
This love didn’t only just begin,
You only just decided to realize it was there,
But you ripped my heart apart,
You have lost me now,
and you will never find another girl,
who will love you as much as i do,
so have fun picking up the pieces of my heart,
They can’t just be super glued .
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I don’t love you
this I m finding as a relief
i just wish you would have thought
about the damage in which you brought
ill always love you
and i don’t know why
after all, i should despise
what you have done
and who you have become
but i don’t and i wont
because i cant
I m surely damned
into a life of fake smiles
and pure denials
when you ask whats wrong
ill say nothing at all
just to make you happy
and so you cant see the pain
in which i cant complain
because you don’t love me
why cant i find this as a relief?
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We’ve been through much worse, but it’s time to call it quits.
The fighting has intensified—same as the arguments.
Neither one of us respected the others privacy
I always told you the truth, yet you always said, “Dont lie to me.”
If the trust was broken, then this has no chance of lasting.
It was a storm that stayed over our heads with no signs of passing.
Together we were a whole but now we’re just a fraction.
Moving on without the other—time to put the plan in action.
Easily said, we had some problems with communication.
Both made each other promises, but we always kept the other waiting.
Never intentional. Deep down we shrived to give each other more.
For too long we denied we had issues, but now we can’t ignore.
We just hurt each other, time & time again
That what we once held so dearly was coming to an end.
It’d go from good to bad then worse. It’d change in a minute.
The picture we painted for our futures now have neither of us in it.
The relationship was unhealthy…for the both of us.
Some days I wanted to rebuild but others I wanted to blow it up.
We could start from scratch. But we knew we’d get the same result.
Love to hate to love, neither of us knew how we really felt.
I’d always try & take a negative & turn into a positive
Until one day we were just so sick of all of it.
The feelings we shared, guess we must have lost it
Because starting over now is no longer an option.
There was a time I used to be willing to fight for you.
But it all changed. I guess that’s what fights will do.
We didn’t agree on much, but that feeling we shared.
I always thought our arguments showed how much we cared.
Reached our boiling points, it’s like each of us had enough.
And we’ve been thru too much now to build it back up
As I sit here & reflect on everything that happened to us
It’s clear to me now that we just forgot about love.
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Every night everyday
i wanna see your smile in your face
i wanna feel your hand lock with mine
coz your the only one who can make each of my day shine, but
sometimes i feel like i wanna give up
feel like breaking up
coz you know what?
im really trying my best
but i think for you, its all worthless
could you be approachable?
so that things wont be miserable
i love you
but i guess its not worth it for you
sometimes i feel like you couldn’t feel my love for you
fell like you dont love me too
‘coz even if how hard i tried to reach you out
your always keeping on pushing my heart away from your heart
are we really forever?
or just “forever” is OVER??
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This really is the last thing I’ll say to you,
You were my first love but you broke my heart in two,
You lead me on to believe your lies,
This whole time it was a game you were playing
and breaking my heart was the prize.
Do I even know you at all anymore,
Or are you just the beautiful stranger from last summer.
Seeing your name makes me feel sick,
Knowing I cant have you is seriously thick,
Did you ever really love me?
Its an answer I wont know .
You told me that you did,
Was that apart of your show?
I look at the pictures of us and want to cry
Memories come back and how happy I was
I cannot describe.
You told me you would be here forever
But then you left
I guess I thought you were different .
I just want you too hold me again and keep me warm
Because everything in my world has turned so cold
It’s just like a rough storm.
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Missing you like crazy
Hurts to think about the times we spent
Missing the laughs and jokes we had
Hurts thinking what went wrong
Missing looking at your face
Hurts to think about the kisses we made
Missing touching you
Hurts to think about your hugs
Missing talking to you
Hurts to think about the petty fights we had
Missing knowing i waned to say more to you
Hurts to know that things didn’t go smoothly
Missing making up with you
Hurts to think about how it ended .
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I REMEMBER THE TYM I MET U
I REMEMBER THE TYM I SMILED WITH U
I REMEMBER THE TYM I SHARED MY LIFE WITH U
I REMEMBER THE TYM U HELD ME IN UR ARMS
I REMEMBER THE TYM I COULD HEAR UR HEART
I REMEMBER THE TYM ENJOYED THE RAIN DROPS WITH U
I REMEMBER THE TYM I SAW A CHILD SLEEPING NEXT TO ME
I REMEMBER THE TYM WE KISSED
I REMEMBER THE TYM I FELL FOR THAT PERFECT KISS
I REMEMBER THE TYM I WAS CURIOUS TO MEET U
I REMEMBER THE TYM I CONFESSED MY LOVE FOR U
I REMEMBER THE TYM I PRETENDED TO BE HAPPY
I REMEMBER THE TYM I HUGGED U AND WHISPERED I LOVE U
I REMEMBER THE TYM I TRIED GOING AWAY FROM U
I REMEMBER THE TYM I LIED TO U
I REMEMBER THE TYM WHEN I UNDERSTOOD I CANT LIVE WITHOUT U
I REMEMBER EVERYTHING ABOUT U
I WISH I COULD BE THE ONLY ONE FOR U
I WISH U COULD FEEL THE SAME FOR ME
I WISH A LOT BUT THERE’S NOTHING I CAN GET IT BACK
I WISH ALL THE HAPPINESS TO YOU
BUT STILL I WISH FROM GOD FOR U……
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I woke this morning with a tear in my eye
Knowing that I had been thinking of you and me
Now that I know I might never be your boy
I was just wondering was I really that guy.
You said I put a shine in your eye
Or am I just another ordinary boy
Where it will be a quick hello and goodbye ;(
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Sitting at the table.
Tears streaming from her eyes.
Her broken heart.
Filled every dream.
Why did he leave me.
I gave him everything.
He threw it all away.
With no bye or leave.
He walked away.
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For I shall have fallen
Too deep to survive
Too low to ever breathe again
Too far away from love
my eyes are dark
my face hangs low
my nails are short
Am I pretty? Absolutely no.
My hands are shaky, cold and dry
My eyes are glossy, bloodshot, and open
My legs are trembling
As I walk through the halls
My breath has fallen
My cheeks are red
My …body sweats
Trying to forget what you said
There you are
With that beautiful girl
She doesn’t know how you treated me this year
But shell find out soon enough
When your hand reaches her face “CRACK!”
As tears run from her eyes
She tries to tell you funny jokes
As you stand there watching me
Trying to find a good insult
Some may be true, but most just lies
She is as beautiful as an oceans wave
With her hair held back
She is a trophy to you
Like the deer head on your wall
With the ten point rack
One day you’ll see what you had before
Before that day you showed me the door
The feelings for me will haunt you through death
Thinking of how you lost all of that.
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“Hold my hand and hold it tight,
please! cuddle me and don’t leave my side..
i am not a liar,i just say what’s deep inside..
people come and go,you please dont leave my sight,
i’ll walk with you into the night,
we will look up at the stars,
plan our futures or remark:’damn!these stars are bright’,
your eyes would twinkle and you’ll smile so wide,
you’l take my breath away with your mesmerizing style,
i’ll put my hand on your chest,
your heart will skip some beats with my silent warm breaths,
at that moment,
with your every breath and every beat,
I’ll know for sure,you won’t forget me,
you’ll sit by me under the same old tree,
you’ll walk by me under dark stray nights,
you’ll hold my hand even in the blazing heat,
we’ll walk together and…
you’ll hold my hand and hold it tight,
I’ll beg you again…
Please! don’t leave my side….”
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The 1st time we talked, was on 25th December,
You were wearing a plain white dress, i still remember.
Christmas party was the occasion,
And your house in Goa was the location.
We both were bored so we went to the beach,
It is then, our friendship took another reach.
On the beach we walked hand in hand,
And it was like walking in heaven not on land.
It was our first meet, right,
And i wondered, was it love at first site.
Party was done and we were back home,
But before leaving we exchanged numbers on the phone.
When we used to meet, i use to have a chocolate box,
Bcoz i enjoyed having it with you on the Marine Line’s Rock.
Our relationship had reached to that level,
Where you was the angel and i was the devil.
It was almost 2 months that our relationship last,
Then i knew, you weren’t serious it was just a time pass.
That day i toh had a sleepless night,
Even the countdown was upto 17 lite’s.
I didn’t had anyone to speak my heart out,
Unless i talked to Rahul and Mukesh in the nightout.
Dear karishma, to be happy, i don’t need you,
Bcoz i have friends in plenty, not in few.
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You now you broke my heart
you laugh at my pain
you kept on and made sure i always felt it
you hated me and loved me
you said i was cute but it was all a broken lie
my heart was born broken
you knew it and you just shared it
why you didn’t care
when have you ever cared
my dreams are broken they are never finished
no one now what you really are
so you broken everything
why would you laugh at all the pain you caused.
