0? I felt physically ill.
I couldn’t believe this was happening to me.
The feeling is awful.
A moment in time where I lost my breath.
A stabbing in my stomach.
Thoughts and excuses racing through my head.
Hurt and disappointment take over.
But love is still there.
I just want it to be over.
I wish it never happened.
Time stands still, yet still moves forward.
Each day thinking “”what if””.
To cheat is to get caught.
Getting caught is karma.
0The sky is dark and cloudy
yet no rain falls
on my heart
to ease the scorching pain
I am bleeding
yet nobody notices
for how much longer can i be silent
I wonder how nobody can see
when I’m bleeding so freely
I need to open up
but i’m scared
How do i do it
It’s so hard
I am grounded
My wings are made of stone
yet i need to
fly
free
I need to be free
free of the guilt
of the hurt
of the pain
Sometimes i wish memories were somthing physical
somthing you could tackle with force
not to have to struggle with in my own mind
I used to be safe in my own head
How i wish i could still say i am
But too much has happened
things that can never be erased
never be forgotton
never be fixed
How can i live another day through the pain
It clouds my vision
How much longer can i go on
pretending
everythings okay
0Wish this life would come to an end.
i miss how everything used to be.
like when boys had cooties.
and when drama,
was someone stealing your crayons.
now that everything is changing,
i need to wake up and realize
its coming to an end.
Look around,
everything is changing.
you and me.
the music we listen to.
our relationship with each other.
maybe we should change,
with the world too……..
0While I lie wake in my bed,
Thousands of thoughts fill through my head,
Stressing about the next days to come,
But over my thoughts, there is a gentle hum,
It sways through my body and soul,
Washing away thoughts while it rolls,
Its gentle rhythmic beat,
Slowly sweeps me off my feet,
Soon I’m floating on a sea of glass,
And entering into a dark pass,
When I open my eyes,
I’m in my bed where I lie,
Still looking at the ocean view.
+1Every night I go to bed
Thinking of all that’s done and said
If I had just one wish to get back the lost part of me
I’d take you back in time and make you see
I’m not what you’re mistaking me to be
You and me together is all I wanna see
Baby I know you don’t wanna hear
But all I do right now is swear
that I never meant to hurt you
Never see you cry
How is it that you don’t see
How much I try??
+1I want you to know,
that i saved all those IMs
When my parents were fighting,
throwing things and words back and forth
I was crying in my closet,
looking at those IMs
They were the only things that kept me going
that made me smile
But then I got one IM
i never wanted to see
“we should just stay friends”
I shouldn’t have been surprised when i saw it
But even for you, that was low.
0Kiss me, kill me
Leave me to die.
Don’t ever look back,
not in my eye.
Because all you will see,
is your broken destiny.
All the despair
that burns the night’s air.
So now i must say,
My death is today.
0Just like everyother day.
Unbarable frustration.
Could it be any other way?
Constant loss of concentration,
Loosing track of words and work.
Everything far and distant.
Trying not to be a jerk.
Getting the past mixed with the present.
Nothing is going right.
The day’s end comming ever so slow.
Looking forward to another sleepless night.
0Silence glow within the dark
As humility stumble with kindness
Sorrow is a malignant curse
That begins confusion and sadness
Devastated dreams and luck
Thoughts deceived by words
Intensely dropped broken hope
Pierced by countless swords
Destiny proclaims a mystery
A day so close and deep
Sun’s virtues were untold
To my ears are saved to creep
Blood rustle down my veins
Huge remorse to defeat and break
Hatred and guilt all follows
With this deep wound that you make
Relieve me now my dearest
In this tormented vanity
Give me touch of affection
And “Bury Me To Eternity”
0Life and love
covered with gloves
so you cant see the scars
that could put someone behind bars
but it was you
you saved me from myself
he saved me all by himself
Are you ok? he asked
so i took off my mask
and showed him the real me
showed him all that i could be
this was the real me wasn’t it?
it is hard to admit
but i am not sure
i think i need a cure.
0i dont judge books by their cover,
nor do i judge boys by looks,
all that matters is whats on the inside.
why cant people understand i love him.
so let us be.
day by day, every one says, you can do better then him.
why cant you let us be
why do people not understand that i love him, so let us be.
+1Listening the rythm pumping in my veins,
Throughout my body, the flow of it no longer remains.
It’s cold, dusk is appearing on the other side
Of life. What is it that I see?
A black line lying on the edge of the sea
Surrounded by a fading light and shade
Which cuts this image as a sharp blade.
Distorting my sight, confusing my mind,
What is it I’m supposed to find?
The rythm is left behind.
+2The fever came and started slow.
Only to end with the falling slow.
It started August 17, 1793.
It ended in December with the same memory.
This disease took the lives of many families.
It couldn’t be stopped even with the many remedies.
The town of Philadelphia no longer existed.
Except quiet allies and the crying that persisted.
Tears fell, while the bodies piled.
Everyone ran if only for a mile.
All the faces on the people were red.
Their eyes were swollen and nothing was said.
Robbers came into the houses of others.
They stole what wasn’t theirs from children without mothers.
People were running from the pain and sadness.
In hopes of forgetting and to stop all the madness.
Children without parents were running the streets.
With no place to stay and nothing to eat.
The strong people that were well enough to walk.
Helped the weak that were not well enough to talk.
The lost, the lonely, and the afraid.
Had no place to go and were too sick to stay
The ones still alive lived with the pain.
With the memory of the happening, and the time that it came.
It took their friends, sisters, and brothers.
Made them fear life, and the voices of others.
This is the fever that overtook a city.
Destroyed many lives and left others with pity.
The fever came without a limit.
Now it’s silent, if only for a minute.
+1Sticks and stones may break my bones,
but you’re the one who hurt me,
You’ve changed me in so many ways.
Im not the person I used to be.
Sticks and stones may break my bones,
but you haunt me in my dreams.
You’re the one that proved to me,
not everything is what it seems.
So, sticks and stones may break my bones,
But they will never kill me.
They will never break my heart,
like you did so carelessly.
0As I look out the window
I envy the sun’s bright glow
The sky so clear and blue
The color painted in me too
The cloud puffy and white
The sky almost lost in sight
It’s like a shadow
That covers ones sorrow
The sun’s shine is blocked
It’s rays forcing out
I want to be free
from feeling this empty
The gentle breeze softly blows
The trees sway as it follows
My hope is blown away
It fades from day to day
The birds gracefully glide in the sky
Together they land and then they fly
It was me and my friends through thick and thin
It seems it’s just me left here in the dim
It is a beautiful day
I should be merry and gay
I hope the clouds would pour rain
It matches more to this pain.
+1I feel like a caged bird waiting to be freed
Living in a world where people are not what they seem
Not knowing not caring what to do anymore just lonely
And all that I have is a book in my hand
Nothing else I hold so dear
Just wishing you would be near
If only for a little bit only for a while
Then what you might see is my smile.
+10I wonder can you see the sadness behind my eyes?
When you see my smile, do you know what I hide behind it?
When you hear me laugh, do you know what I’m really thinking?
When you hear me sing, do you really hear the meaning?
When I touch you, can you feel my pain?
I wonder can you see the sadness behind my eyes?
If you ask me if I’m ok, and I say I’m fine, is that the truth?
If you ask me what I’m doing, and I say nothing do you accept that?
If you ask me if I want to talk, and I say no, do you pursue?
If you see me cry, do you just walk on by?
I wonder can you see the sadness behind my eyes?
Have you been in a crowded room, but felt like you were alone?
Have you ever felt like a puzzle with missing pieces?
Have you always been that shoulder to cry on?
Have you felt so empty, that the darkness takes over?
I wonder can you see the sadness behind my eyes?
Will you take the time to make me smile?
Will you make the time to see me laugh?
Will you sit down with me and sing a song?
Will you hold my hand and heel my pain?
I wonder can you see the sadness behind my eyes?
My eyes tell a story that few will ever read
But if you take the time to read them
Then you will see the sadness
That they hide.
+5Happiness on a mountain, my dreams are on another
Making them meet, is like seeing through the eyes of Stevie Wonder
Even if you try a boulder, it’s like a shrug off the shoulder
Here’s a penny for your thoughts, but a hundred dollars wouldn’t matter
My view is that of two mounds of a breast, couldn’t get any better
Through the valley of death, will be my last letter
Slice through an onion and you’ll feel my tears
Even if you shake me with your spears
I quit with no fears
+89I once was here but now I’m gone I wasn’t here for very long
You held me close as if you knew.
That some day soon I wouldn’t be with you
No one knows why God called me that day
But in his arms I now must stay
But I’m still here right by your side,
and with my heart I feel your pride.
I miss you mommy everyday but in this place I now must stay.
But don’t feel sad as I’m not far I’m in the wind the sun and that shining star.
So mommy mommy please don’t cry as I’m always here right by your side.
+61A single emotion
Brings hundreds of tears
Each one warm and salty
Like water droplets
In the Pacific Ocean
Some are caused by joy
Others by sorrow
They affect everyone around you
People you love
People you despise
But mostly,
They affect your heart and soul
Sometimes,
Leaving a scar forever
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