Hey Broken, I don’t know if this is going to help you. But I am going to try. I used to think about my ex boyfriend’s (we broke up a while ago) ex girl and it hurt me. I used to think that all the things he said about how much he loved me were the same things that he told her. And sometimes life is going to throw you things that are hard to handle. What I have figured out is that you have to find some way to deal. It hurts, and that’s okay because the only boy that is worth your tears won’t ever make you cry. You are better than he gives you credit. Just get out there and show him what he could have had.