I break down in tears ever time I think about you with another girl. You mean more to me than anything. I’ve never fought for any guy as much as I’ve been fighting for you lately.. If I lose you.. I lose myself. I’m lost. I’m like a little kid at the fair who lost her mom.. I’m scared. I don’t know what to do. I’m surrounded by things that are unfamiliar to me. I don’t know if you’ve noticed that I’m not there anymore.. I don’t know if you’re looking for me or not.. I hope, with all my heart, that there’s some possibility that you love me. But I’m starting to give up. I know you don’t want me. You said so yourself.. Now I just need some nice person to direct me in the right direction. I hope and hope that they push me right into you. I miss you with all my heart.