When my boyfriend broke up with me, I felt as if I couldn’t live again. We spent all day together and all summer ogether. I loved him so much and its hurts to even write this. I havea new boyfriends now but I hate my ex but I know I am not over him. My ex also had a girlfriend and when I see them togther I can feel my throat getting a lump in it. I used to cry mysef to sleep over him. Hes not worth anything but why can’t I see that? I love him so much but I also love my boyfriend.