Empty pain

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You proved your love a million times,
Thought all his drugs and endless crimes.
Even when he went to jail,
My love for him never failed.
I told my family many a lie,
Made him out to be a decent guy.
But now hes found another,
Deserted me as a single mother.
Even now i are not sad,
He blamed me god that’s bad.
Now each night i wonder why,
I got no love from this guy.
And now i trace my steps from the start,
9yrs on he had no heart.
Lying in his girlfriends bed,
Still finds time to mess with my head.
Drugs and money was his game,
He’ll never admit he was to blame.
Sometimes at night i walk those streets and down the lane,
Trying to lose that empty pain.