Wonder
+13When I look up and down the streets,
in this world I dare not speak,
to see the people looking down,
I wonder why they always frown,
just one day I hope I see,
people that are as happy as me.
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+13I was there
+21When the night was young I was there
When everybody saw me for who I was, I was there
When you looked over from a far I was there
When the night began to end and the sun began to rise I was there
When time slowed down I was there
When you took aside your day I was there
When life was happy I was there
When it began to rain I was there
When the last time I saw you, you were there
Women
+47Women can be wonderful and fill your life with joy.
Women can be teasers and treat you like a toy.
Women can be callous and break your loving heart.
And Women can be dangerous and tear your life apart.
But! …..No matter how you take them,
as a lover,
a friend,
or foe,
We Men, can’t live without them,
And that’s all we need to know!
Invisible
+10It’s like you don’t know I’m here,
can you see me?
don’t you notice,
sometimes you’re out of control,
just look around,
in every direction,
There is a person who was hurt by you.
They wont admit it,
but it’s right on their face,
I want to be around you,
but sometimes it’s hard,
I’m not invisible,
I’m actually very real,
just look into my eyes,
and you’ll see the pain and the cries.
Tear in my Soul
+15You went off when i told you not too,
You said it was the best thing,
Yeah for you,
Once he spoke he last words
Goodbye,
he made my tear,
worth nothing like i was nothing,
Why is it that the bestest memories
usually become nightmares…. why
you only left.
without even saying sorry,
I cry and cry…
and know i realize…
you left me with tear inside my soul..
If only I knew…
+3Is it just a rumor & that I have no humor
or is it my dream is done and for you another begun..
What was it that I had done..
Show me again just this our moment-our first kiss…
And all for memories sake I hope now ..I shall not awake..
Darkened are the clouds, as is my sun..
nothing left to shine,,ended is the joy of mine,
but for you my love a new one has begun….
If only i knew what it was that I’d had done…
Papa
+8He is the epitome of courage,
Molded through hard work..
Years of perseverance, patience & diligence made him great!
Steel as he may seemed,
But, beneath that hard exterior lies a man of compassion..
The MAN OF HONOR
That’s what my Father is!!
That mistake I made
+48I was confused inside
Not knowing what I wanted out of life
I was wrong in the choice I made
Wish I could take back the hurtful things said
I should have listened to me
Not the stupid people talking
I should have known myself
Before opening the door and walking
I now I miss you more then I thought
And I know we’re still close friends
But in a way, that hurts even more
Because when I see you all I want to do is kiss you
I tried pleading to get you back
But all you said was no
You told me you need more time
But how long will that drag on?
I realize I hurt you
And you probably want other girls
But please don’t forget the one
Who still wants your heart to be hers
Though I know I messed up too bad
And I just have to accept that
I still wish you could call me “baby”
And talk to me until four in the morning
I let my pain out, though it is not fair
I brought this upon myself
And now my tears still show how much I care
Though we will never be the same
Because of me.
Gloryland
+22Gloryland you wait for me,
precious gift of eternity.
Silver and gold, I need none.
I am going to meet the Son.
I’m as ready as ready can be.
I’ve prayed without ceasing since I was thirteen.
I’ve stood on the Bible God’s Holy word.
It’s written in my heart.
God’s molded and purified it as pure gold.
The Lord is waiting no time to waste.
I’ll be leaving you all for this heavenly place.
Please don’t stand around and weep for me.
The Lord of Lords has set me free.
Gloryland you’re mine tonight.
I see you now and you are so bright.
A city meant as a gift from God.
Down it’s streets I finally trod,
to be with my faithful God.
The Fear
+9Why am I sitting here,
wishing you were here.
Don’t you know I’d die the same,
if it would’ve taken away your pain.
Six whole years today,
since you’ve gone away.
Love is my only fear,
cause I’ve seen how fast it can disappear.
The drugs never take away,
the misery of your face.
I wish I could take back time,
so our relationship could have climbed.
My father the only regret I have,
is telling you I hate you the day that you died.
Only Boy
+2In your eyes there is that special glow
Add some music and well let the beat flow
Give it some time boy and you’ll see why
No need to rush and say that goodbye
Our love is like a timeless bliss
When are lips are sealed with a silent kiss
Out of a million people in the world, you’re the only one in my sight
Just like being surrounded by darkness but you’re the little sparkle of light
Were young enough to make bad choices
But not everyone has the right voices
To speak up and be sorry and ask for forgiveness
Everyone loves that kind of kindness
But as everyone knows we don’t live forever
So lets take this time and share it together
Because of You
+12Because of you I’m sad.
Because of you I’m strong.
Because of I feel like there is no where, where I truly belong.
You did this to me then and it still haunts me now
Everyday I wake up and remember every foul.
These thoughts will always stay; never will they go.
I will live on, but my self I will not show.
Because of you
+23Because of you,
I’m able to see the sunshine behind rain.
Inspiring me to get up!
And to make a new start.
Because of you,
I’m able to see the light behind dark.
Showing me the right path.
And telling me not to go back.
Because of you,
I’m able to hear the silence behind noise.
Asking me to listen.
And keep my heart open.
Because of you,
I’m able to see the stars behind dark clouds.
Encouraging me that dreams could come true…
And just keep my faith in you!
Because of you,
I’m able to laugh behind pain.
Motivating me to be strong, go on…
And success would come along.
Because of you,
I’m able to trust behind betrayal.
Reminding me not to be afraid.
And to still believe…
Because of you,
I’m able to love behind hatred.
Telling me to do the right things.
And forget everything.
Finally I’m here living my life.
No more questions lingering in my mind…
Cause I have found the truth behind all the lies.
And I want to keep it ’til the end of my time…
The Lost Soul
+11My poor little sister, All little in pain
Please don’t let go, Hang on tight
Don’t worry, I’m here, No need to
be afraid, You’re safe in my arms,
No need for goodbyes, Just hang on tight
My sweet little sister
Invisible
+24I feel alone in this world, no one understands me,
I’m on the edge, I’m about to jump, can’t anyone see?
I’m invisible to this world, and everyone in it,
All I am is a tiny little speck on a big huge planet,
My only friend in this world is the darkness of night,
It’s only here for awhile, but it makes things alright,
My friends and my family have all gone away,
They pretended to help, but they wouldn’t stay,
They said that they’d help me, they said that they’d be there,
But in the end, when I really needed them, they didn’t care,
They told me they’ve tried, but they’ve given up on me now,
They left me alone to figure life out some how,
I don’t trust my self to do what is right,
But then comes darkness again, everything will be alright,
Darkness is not happy, but it’s better than light,
It shows me the truth of my everyday life,
It asks me the question of why I’m still here,
But deep in my heart, the answers not clear,
Why am I still here, when my life is nothing but pain,
The darkness, it tells me, I have nothing to gain,
I don’t know when, but the day will come,
When I leave, and say, goodbye to everyone,
The day will be sad, but it wont last long,
People will go on living as if nothing was wrong,
But nothing was wrong, because i was never really there,
Same as before, all I’ll be is a whisper in the air.
She Came Without A Cry
+26She came without a cry.
So small, eyes closed, never opened to see our love;
But could feel it softly as our tears fell on her cheeks.
Beautiful round face.
White blonde hair.
Struggling to stay with us long enough for us to hold her;
To kiss her;
To feel her warmth;
To see her face.
Joy and heartbreak filled us all.
Joy for the hour we had been blessed with her.
Heartbreak for her passing so soon from our lives.
Quietly, so quietly she faded and faded and then she was gone.
How could someone so young and small,
Someone in our lives only an hour,
Make such an impression, an impression that will stay with us as long as we live?
Quietness and stillness filled the room when she passed,
Like all of the noise had been sucked out of the room.
As if we in that room were the only people in the world.
Then gently we each kissed her goodbye.
I know that each of us left a part of ourselves behind.
None of us would ever be quite the same again.
But we also took something wonderful with us,
There was a gift given to each of us that day.
A gift that we can cherish forever.
The gift of her hanging on so long;
Showing us how much she wanted to be with us.
Kylyn Marie
Our angel.
Thank you for coming to our family.
Know that you will always be loved.
Invisible
+8The way you look at her,
Is a sight I love to see.
But inside I’m always wishing,
That you were looking at me.
And then you go and talk with her,
And look into her eyes.
While I just stare and smile,
But inside I want to cry.
After school at home, I dream,
How that girl should be me.
The one that makes your heart race fast,
But in reality I’m the girl you can’t see.
I must just be invisible,
Even with all the things I do.
I thought you would notice me,
Just as easy as i noticed you.
I guess i know my answer,
Invisible I’ll always be.
I just wish the way you look at her,
Is the way you’d look at me.
By Selesitila Tenney.:)
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You Said…
+57You Said you would care
You Said you would be there
You Said I was your number one
You Said you’re done.
I feel like crying
I feel like dying
Why would you do that to me?
Why push me away?
You Said, “I promise.”
You Said, “I can’t do this.”
You Said, “Goodbye.”
I said, “Go die!”
3/28/11
Flickering Light
+4Emotions high, the mind of a jetsetter,
I close my eyes and allow myself be lost in my agonizing thoughts.
I am taken to a place where my fallacious nightmares are in fact my reality.
A place where my suffering and affliction are so raw, so fresh they cease to fade away.
A deep breath takes me to a place of tranquility and harmony.
For just a split second I am freed from these dreary memories.
For just a split second my heart is no longer suffocated by these weakening facts.
For just a split second my mind is no longer clouded with these painful repetitive images. Slowly losing the control I have to stay in this bliss I desperately crave,
I am cast back into the inferno I briefly escaped.
What has become of me? I am lost, just lost.
Like a roaming spirit waiting to move on.
I am trapped in my own personal purgatory.
No one can save me.
Not even you.
I no longer have an identity, no beaming life.
I wait, wait anxiously to escape again for just a second.
I eagerly wait for someone to put out my unstable burning flame like the flickering light that I am.
Dreaming
+9You say all the things a woman wants to hear…
and I think that’s what I fear..
sometimes I feel like shedding a tear…
all these emotions one person can’t steer
Is love an illusion?
or is this just my life without conclusion?
Is it normal for me to feel a weird way?
like if my soul was suddenly taken through the day?
If this is reality then I want to dream.
because, love might forsake my eyes
and it may not look like what it seems.