Fear of myself
0I am running inside my own sorrow
what can happen today can change tomorrow
the pieces have left my heart in such destroy
I can’t express myself or know what to say
I am a lonely ghost trying to get by
pain running down my face as I cry
No one there to help me
no one there to understand me
I can no longer be the person I used to be
I was so happy so loving and free
Don’t judge me
if you can’t even see
don’t talk to me about how I shouldn’t be sad
because my heart hurts so bad
the trails of my life have come together
I wish I could go back and stay like that forever
But I know I can’t change Gods plan
but i need him there to hold me
to free me
to care for me
to understand.