+13
The steps became quiet
your figure faded
your taste left in my mouth
you said you loved before but not like this
I was young and in love
so stupid to get it
I can’t figure it out why you did this
maybe the girl I was then is different
changed and grown not so frisky
memories start to fade and more things I get
my heart is held together with glue and stitches
you were gone nothing was left
I wanted you back
how sad is that
I’m so through with that
cos honestly you turned out to be the best thing that left
+30
You need to know that God loves you,
You need to know that he cares,
You need to know he’ll help you out,
Because he is always there.
So now you know he’s there for you,
And you can be so very proud,
That you did have someone to talk to,
And he’s up there in the clouds.
+10
A glimpse of light
In the midst of night
When everything is as black as the galaxy without stars
When things are as thick as a red velvet blood
A stained soul is who I am
Without you
A ray of hope
Deep inside the abyssal sea
When my soul is lifeless as the Dead Sea
When my heart is frozen as hard as a diamond
A wondering ghoul is what I am
Without you
Without you I feel empty as a void
Loss with no place to go
Incomplete like an unfinished puzzle scattered on the ground
Unsatisfied of this everlasting desire
Broken
Without you
+7
When a man is hindered to indulge love
Or perhaps anything that associates within it
A man is lost in the deep endless void
The man is incomplete… unable to revive
No words, no songs, not even Shakespeare’s sonnets can comprehend
When a man is rejected from his rights to love or be loved
Or perhaps anything that associates within it
He has lost the primary goal in life
He is trapped in love’s puzzle… paradoxed
No friends, no family, not even Aphrodite can substitute
When a man’s love is unrequited
Or perhaps anything that associates within it
His love and hope is once rejected
His spirit to live starts to faint… subsequently his life
No shrink, no wealth/fame, not even the fountain of youth can re-offer
The worst of all is when the man knows
The man knows deep within himself
That the reason why he has no love
Why he is lost, trapped, and fainted
Was his and only his fault
The guilt the sorrow the regret
Is devouring from within
Literally reaps him slowly
The Grim himself has admitted
That unrequited love is the worst way to die
Time itself slows down to make the man suffer
Cronus speaks, “Let him die as slow as he possibly could…
Let him savor the outcome of his own actions
Let us sedate the time from dusk to dawn…
Let him mourn for the touch that he did not deserve”
Shakespeare’s poems could not comprehend
Aphrodite herself could not substitute
The fountain of youth’s offer means nothing
Reaper’s scythe defeated of its power
Cronus prolonged the time of suffering
All chances I’ve wasted
To win I’m defeated
To live I’ve seen no meaning
“Give up” my conscience’s song
“Take that one more step, towards life’s denouement”
+14
Finally forgetting you, because you do not belong in my heart.
Finally forgetting you because, you can always move on to the next.
Finally forgetting you, because the love I gave to you wasn’t near enough of what you wanted from me.
Finally forgetting you, because you truly do not deserve a BEAUTIFUL soul like me.
Finally forgetting you, because I’m wasting my time here with you.
Finally forgetting you, because my tears aren’t worth the laughs you probably are sharing right now.
Finally forgetting you, because we aren’t meant to be and you have to go…
I’m sorry but Good-bye.
+15
I am one of those girls that makes fun of them self because its true.
I am one of those girls that dances around there room to music and doesn’t care who sees me.
I am one of those girls that acts totally retarded to make people laugh and it never works.
I am one of those girls that falls and laughs because i cant walk straight.
I am one of those girls that spells wrong and don’t fix it so people have trouble trying to read it.
I am one of those girls that gets made fun of but i don’t care because I know it is true.
I am not ordinary I am extraordinary.
I am not normal i am abnormal.
I am incredible in my own way I am invisible to those who think that I am not.
But you know that no matter how hard you try you can’t break me down.
+15
Life without you, oh my dear,
Is a long punishment, severe.
With moist eyes and a broken heart,
Every passing moment pricks me like a dart.
Remember those days under the sun,
Life was just joy and fun.
Now that very far away you’ve gone,
Leaving me behind just alone.
Please come back I beg of you,
We’ll start our lives fresh and new.
With as much love as the ocean’s depth,
And continue our story from where we left.
So please come back as the morning dew,
As nothing is left for me in a life without you.
+24
My little boy came into the world
Quiet and peaceful no cries to be heard
Waiting for the cry was like a thousand years
The silence like thunder in my ears
God came down from above and said
I need this little one in heaven instead
I pleaded with God to take another
But He said I will send him a little brother
His little eyes closed. His hand went tight
I held him and prayed with all my might
That maybe God will change His mind
And give me back this son of mine
I realize now that God was right
And He needed my boy in heaven that night
He is with God and I am at peace
I know he’s surrounded by angels at least
I picture him flying with his wings
I imagine him doing wonderful things
I pray he looks down on me everyday
And blesses his family in every way.
I miss you Noah with all my heart
I will never forget your beating heart
Your tiny hands and tiny feet
Your baby smell, ever so sweet
Together only a very short time
It felt like eternity in my mind
I will never forget you, not now not ever
My love for you will last forever
+17
When cool is air and the grass is green,
And water over the lakes is calm and serene.
When your beautiful face rests in my eyes,
That, my girl, is the best time of my life.
The world measures moments in the measures of time,
But with you, oh my dear, they all seem sublime.
As for me you are always above time and space,
Love you unconditionally, whatever the case.
For you, my girl, I have waited so long,
Did all rights and ditched all wrongs.
For God only knows, this moment have I earned?
Those beautiful thoughts and lessons I learned.
So please be with me and make a moment of mine,
Forever together, like the stars in the sky shine.
+11
I want to find
What I cannot see
Can it really be
Hidden inside of me
I look into the mirror
Only to find
What appears in my mind
Oh how I want you
Show yourself to me
Beauty, oh beauty
Where can you be?
I know where it must hide
Inside my mind
Inside my heart
Inside of me
For the only beauty that
Not all can see
Will be found
Looking inward at me
+6
Beauty for me is a gift from nature,
Gifted to everything and every creature.
From the ocean’s depth to the mountain’s peak,
Beauty is everywhere wherever we seek.
Beauty rests within the person’s eye,
Like a flower blooms and a bird flies.
Beauty lies within every creation of God,
Regardless the thing how even or odd.
Nothing in my life is as beautiful as you,
And no one’s gonna love you the way I do.
From deep within my heart to God I thank,
For her love so deep in which I sank.
In love this world seems so fresh and new,
May God create everything in this world as beautiful as you.
+34
My heart is sunk and moist is eye,
As nothing is more painful than the last good-bye.
These two words would change my life forever,
As a life without you, I thought never.
Remember that time together we spent,
Like a wind of joy that came and went.
Now we stand at the road’s end,
To choose our path and our lives to mend.
I hope that God will make up for this loss,
And maybe in future our roads will cross.
Till then I thank you for the moments we shared,
And for me, so much, you loved and cared.
Good-Bye to you, oh my soul beloved,
To the good old relationship that we both served.
+19
You threw away what we had because you’re scared,
You refused to embrace what made you care.
You chose to leave me to be alone,
You said you loved me but now that’s all gone.
What’s the point in pretending you don’t want this,
When your kiss, said the complete opposite.
Why destruct the love we have,
How hard is that for you to understand.
Now we’re left on either side with tears,
Wishing that it would never come to this.
Wanting to hold each other so tightly in our arms,
But left with nothing but a pillow to cry on.
+10
He and I we waited, playing that old song
And then you left them there to weep, and with us you came along,
I took your hand in my hand, with your father by your side
we walked together slowly, but we never even cried,
we relished in those moments as we moved towards the sky.
But then the doors they opened and we stepped into the sun,
We had but seconds left before this life was over, done.
I said my last goodbye and you gave a little smile,
You told me not to worry it would only be awhile,
And with those words I knew that soon you would be back.
So I did not cry, instead I smiled, and waved my last goodbye,
I do not say goodbye no more, for you are not gone, you are standing next to me playing that old song.
+3
Love hurts like a bunch of needles
stabbing you in the back, and when
they start getting pulled out one
by one you start feeling relieve
Love hurts like a huge hole
opening up your heart, then when it
starts filling up, it feels better
Love hurt when your true love
breaks your heart
+9
Everyday you need your mates
to guide you through the broken gates
to make sure you’re okay
to help you on your way,
Everyday you need your friends
to help you follow all the trends
to fly you high when you are sad,
to cheer you up when you are mad,
Everyday you need your buddy
to clean you up when you are muddy
true friends will stay forever,
the two of us, you two will stay together
+12
So I know that it was wrong of us,
To hold on, to pretend,
And if love could write a song for us,
The break down wouldn’t end,
I’m climbing up the walls inside my mind,
Only to fall down to my heart,
And I had thought for all my time,
I could be yours
I could be yours
But don’t look back now,
There’s nothing here,
It’s exactly what you wanted,
But did it really have to take three years?
+29
I remembered those days when we were happy
and the times when you loved me faithfully
but where are they, what happened to me
I’m left with the decision of setting you free
I live my life with a broken heart
where every cry is the painful part
your voice, your touch, your hug and kiss
is what I look for and truly miss
I tried to pretend that everything’s okay
even tried to forget you and to stay away
but my heart keeps telling me only to stay
though how painful it is to love you everyday
If fate and love is really fair and just
then let me know if this love won’t last
so I could just move on and forget the past
because this world is never meant for us
+8
Loving you is not an easy task,
And your love in return is all I could ever ask.
Whenever I see your smile,
You make my so fine.
Whenever you hold my hand,
I feel like I’m on a faraway land.
Whenever you initiated a kiss,
It feels like God’s granted me a wish.
But our love is not destined to last,
And those memories will forever remain as THE PAST…
+11
I walked down a muddy road once,
thought I’d never look back,
my feet clouded the dusty skies
and behind me I left a track.
I made a few wrong turns ,
none too proud,
I carried them around me like a shroud,
till one day I decided to turn around.
I walked backward to where I began,
my knees shook beneath me
and I ran,
all the way back
This path was none but,
the road of my life,
it colored me gray
from all of my strife
I walked back and forth
between the pasts
till I got tired, at last
I realized what I was looking for alas….
I traveled on the road,
through past and present,
looking for my future but then again,
as I decided to walk backward
the road lengthened
I will tell you why
because I wasted
a part of my present and future
looking for it in the past…
