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She tells you she loves you
and never wants to let go
then you dropped her like a feather
looked into her eyes
and stomp on her heart
some how she still has the strength
to write you this letter.
a damaged girl sits in a corner
but still holds a smile
shes been in this corner
crying over you for a while.
the darkness closes in
as she withers away
an innocent girl,
that still has to pay.
Can’t find the pieces
to put bak together
her life is over
so it doesnt matter
she realizes its to late
your gone;
but your memory will never fade.
i’ll love you forever babe.<3
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If I held out my hand,
Would you hold it?
If I hold out my arms to you,
Would you hold me?
If I called out your name,
Would you come running?
If I told you I loved you,
Would you say the same?
If I said I’d do anything for you,
Would you believe me?
If I told you I hated you,
Would you have ran?
If I told you to leave,
Would you have left?
If I pushed you away,
Would you have gone?
If I hadn’t lied to you, just so you could be safe,
Would you still be here with me?
If I called out your name one last time,
Would you still come running?
Or would you turn away from me,
Because I tried to protect you?
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It hurts to know you’re gone,
after all that we’ve done.
It hurts to know you no longer care,
when you’re the one who’s always been there.
It hurts to know you’re love for me has died,
useless, have been all these tears I’ve cried.
It hurts to know that I’m still here,
just waiting for you to re-appear.
It hurts to know that i’m the only one who cares,
to you, not a single soul compares.
It hurts to know that my feelings are still so strong,
wondering why I’m still holding on.
This pain feels worse than burning,
Please tell me how to make it stop hurting.
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All the love I had for you is going down the drain,
And the time I’ve spent with you has been in vain.
Now I’m hurting bad, and I can’t stand this pain,
I don’t know what to do, I’m going insane.
You were the best thing that happened in my life,
I actually thought that you could have been my wife.
Haha, but now I hear you’re with another guy,
Now I feel like I’m going to die.
I don’t know what to do to make you see,
That you really mean the whole world to me.
But screw it, tomorrow is a brand new day,
And I’ll live it my own way.
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What is love? A question asked too often and answered wrong
Love resides in all hearts and makes life feel like a beautiful song
When she comes my way a happy song plays all day
Then out of the blue the illusion of love breaks away
She says she does not love me and thinks of me as a friend
Life becomes empty and I think I have reached a dead end
Actually she loves somebody else the word friend is an excuse
Knowing the facts I become a recluse
I drink and smoke and do some dope
My life is now almost without any hope
I don’t see anything like love which is everlasting and pure
People change and evolve every day I am quite sure
So I keep moving on and cherish the moments shared
The sparks which never become a fire but I think she cared
I ask myself was it love or lust
I tried to save it before it got bust
This poem is getting naughty but it is the truth
In my quest for true love I have become uncouth
I move on and discover another spark flying out of the blue
I don’t know if this is my true love but I will give it a shot or two
I get termed as Casanova as another one bites the dust
I want my true love so I keep looking for it I think I must
There is nothing like true love if only I knew
I wouldn’t waste my life trying out with quite a few
Stop looking for love and always feel nice
So all my friends please take this advice
Lust is not love but a temptation too hard to resist
Stop this lusty search for love as it does not exist.
-1
You don’t know a half about whats right
half of its just lies
but there must be a reason to why,
i’m all torn up inside
You use to hold me so tight
now the pictures in my mind,
lead me to remember us that one time,
in the sunshine, i lost sight gazing upon those eyes
now your with another guy
living another life deep in love yet,
i still miss you,
forgetting you i have tried
just cant think through,
why you left me behind
I cant lay eyes on the past
it hurts just to ask,
why, why we didn’t last
was is over from the very start
did i ever hold a place in your heart,
its hard to heal the scars of the past,
the marks hold their place,
we never really got far
and there’s a thin line between love n hate,
but i guess it was just fate.
-1
I’ve loved…but it was taken for granted and so was I…
I’ve cared…but was ignored and forgotten…
I’ve devoted time…but never really noticed…
I reached out…but he remained so distant…
I tried to hold on…but he gave me up…
I suffered…but he remained deaf, mute and blind…
He was mine in words but never really his love.
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You don’t know me,
you may think you do;
but all you know is what you see,
because i’m afraid to show you.
you will never understand,
because when i try to explain;
i just cover my mouth with my hand,
and hope you can’t see my pain.
i’m afraid you won’t like what i say,
or that you won’t even care;
then you’ll just walk away,
and i’ll just stand there.
i want you to know,
why whenever i see you;
i can feel my heart glow,
but then i realize you have no clue.
how much love is inside,
how much pain you can’t see;
because all my feelings i try to hide,
because i know you really don’t love me.
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I feel the pain, I feel the scare’s….
but you can’t see them, I’ve hidden them far…
All I see is gloom and fear….
My heart pounds, as I shed a tear….
The window that I look through, I try to break with all my might, each time I hit it, there is little fight….
I am so tired, I am so weak…
How can I go on ,when there is very little peace…..
This cloudy glass that block’s my view…
Know in my heart, I still love you….
I can’t give you all of me…
Untill the day I break free…
.
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I sit in the shadows of the day crying out a broken window.
A shard of glass produces blood from my left wrist,
Though it doesn’t stop the pain in my mist.
My heart longs for your sweet lips pressed against mine,
And your gentle touch that drives me crazy every time.
I wish upon a shooting star to go back,
I wouldn’t have done those things and you wouldn’t have to pack.
But I know I’ll never have the chance to,
And if it means anything – I love you.
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When you go…
You take with you a piece of my life, my heart,
And although my heart was broken it will heal,
And although a piece of my life is forever gone,
I will still have memories….
Memories of the love, the hope, the caring,
Of our family as it was and will never be again.
Please remember…
When you go…
You take with you a piece of me,
Of something that was willingly shared,
A part that was given to you,
So that we could be more together than we could be alone,
Please cherish it…
When you go…
The hole in my heart will heal,
The scar will form,
The pain will subside,
And I will be whole again…
Please let it be…
When you go…
I will not forget,
Our time, the love,
The innocence of a new marriage, a new family,
Please do not forget this…
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We need to talk…
I know you care so much for me.
I need some time for myself.
All the smiles and laugher made me
Feel so right.
All the love you been given me.
I really do love you.
But I think I need my alone time.
I need you to stop following me.
I just can’t take this right now.
I just can’t be myself for one moment.
I feel so sick.
I need some kind of break.
When I am around you I feel so lost,
I feel like I don’t belong here.
Yes, I have low self-esteem.
I know it’s tough right now.
Things not going my way
Even your way.
You had been losing every fight.
I lost all my strength, I can’t show,
You how I really feel.
Time flew by and it’s the end of it.
You gave up on everything for me?
That’s impossible.
My tears had been hidden all these years,
My tear starts to show.
One teardrop by each second.
Here my last teardrop falls, it races down my cheek.
Sometimes you can’t really feel the pain till you see the tears.
I only show you smiles.
The darkness is getting stronger and I’m getting weaker.
-1
You’d always been there by my side
Promising love
Showing care
Or at least what I thought I saw and felt
You’d let me fall for you
When I did
I didn’t know, you wouldn’t be there to catch me
You left me all alone
You’d destroyed everything you’d taught me
You’d let me questioned myself and for what I believed in
You’d left me wondered if there’s truth in things
I never thought of this happening
I was hurt.
It’s too painful, I can almost taste it…
I don’t know what went wrong
You never offered explanation
I waited…I hoped…I wished things could get better…
But I waited in vain
And even if it’s wrong to hold on after everything…I still did
Time heals they say…probably
What I just know is that feelings would not change so easily…
I know I have to deal with it the hard way.
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I am confused
A Part of me feel abused
But i still want him
The lights of my life are growing dim
I dont know what to do anymore
I just want to close this door
To my heart and let nobody in
But When
I think i got everyone out
i start to doubt
my choice
When i hear his voice
He is my drug im his addict
Im the one he picked
To emotionally abuse
He knows he leaves Bruises
on my heart
I thought i was smart
I thought i wouldn’t end up in a abusive relationship
But i slipped
up somewhere
but when i stare
into his eyes i fall in love all over again
I forget the pain
he gave me
In his arms i feel free
I cant get enough
I like how hes tough
I hate how no matter what he does to me
I can never stop thinking about what can be
I cant stop thinking about his eyes
I dont want to say goodbye
To his lips
the way he holds my hips
when we hug
Hes the “thug”
i’ve been waiting for
i just hope i dont fall to the floor
from this abuse
i dont want to be confused
where our relationship stands
I just hope i can always have his hands
to help me stand back up.
-1
I miss you
I miss your smile
I miss your eyes
I even miss your kiss goodbyes
I miss your hugs, I miss your voice
I wish I was at least given a choice
To keep the old you…
or this person you’ve become
I miss who I thought you were.
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The darkness is overwhelming me.
Every time I see your face I feel like I’m
Invisible why? Because you cause my
Heart to shatter in many pieces.
Why are there so many pains?
I lost all my respect to you.
You can’t gain the respect back.
I’m so over you, your time is up.
You broke my heart the first time, its over
No second chances.
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You’ll never see the tears I cry,
I’m broken,
I hold it inside.
you’re with him,
but I wish you were mine.
…if you’d give me the chance
I’d show you the love
that only WE could define
it’s hopeless,
yet I can’t get you off my mind
my heart is open,
but with each beat I’m dying
i can’t look at you now
cause you’re the reason I’m crying.
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He smiles when he feels uneasy
He moves when he is stressed
I fell in love with this stranger
His kiss I’ll never forget
He held me through my tears
He sent me away before he ‘died’
He learns his lessons the hard way
He was the reason I cried
I long to see his face
To feel his arms around me
But with him being a stranger
We will never be able to be
As we drive around town in silence
Our hearts always seem to meet
The smell of his presence causes me
To melt right at his feet
Addicted to the world
My stranger fights alone
With hugs like death is calling
He chills me to the bone
I love him so, to much I must confess
But speak of it I will not
These feelings must be suppressed…
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If there is no such thing with a cost
Will be there things to be valued most?
Or if there is no such thing like road, would I be lost?
And If there is no such thing like love, will this heart get frost?
How can it be a mountain
When all I see is plain?
How can it be called love when there is pain?
Can we call it love even when you are in vain?
Will be there such thing like forever?
When suddenly things get over
If someone couldn’t stay any longer
Does that mean that love is getting weaker?
If things are left behind
Answer to these could I ever find?
If love really makes you blind
Then love is not just all in the mind.
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Days to remember, Days to forget.
Days to consume, and days to regret.
i lived life so full of joy,
but now it seems to all be destroyed.
So now i stand here staring.
and all you have to say is i don’t love you.
you broke my heart so many times,
your words filled with hate and lies.
I don’t want you to go away.
but all you do is make me change.
what a life
oh what a day.
now i got something i got to say.
this isn’t a joke it isn’t a game.
you make me mad
now you must pay.
I hate you so much.
you probably know that.
enough is enough
I’m never coming back.
