+8
I have this feeling,
That my love for you has no more meaning.
What I thought of you, I have no more intent.
I leave you with no fragment of love any further extent.
Take back the life you stole from my soul,
My heart is the one that paid the toll
I’ll write you this last goodbye,
And look at the night sky as time goes by.
You came into my heart,
And you made it fall apart,
Now I claim you no longer my sweetheart.
Your welcome is long gone,
I watch you go till dawn.
I open my mind and let it unwind,
My thoughts all inclined,
Words I own I give you,
My hearts need to be rescued.
My trust was my last defense,
Mind and heart felt so immense.
I threw with you,
So long, at last I say goodbye no further adieu.
Ill set you free as I need to mend,
We can always just be great friends
I can see through your act,
My heart is now intact.
I moved on and so should you,
We can always be best friends no need to be down so blue,
Unless you can steal my heart,
Or mend these broken parts,
I can’t see why I should love you,
Unless we can go back from the start.
This is probably the last poem I make just for you,
There’s nothing left I can do.
You were something that I did virtue,
Even if you never had a clue.
This is my last goodbye,
Ill standby.
I won’t take back what has done,
The truth I can’t outrun.
+8
Tiny wildflowers sprouting up
Delicate stems and lovely petals
Dancing to the beat of the breeze
Among blades of sun kissed grass
The bluebird singing cheerily
Cobalt feathers standing out
In a light blue sky
Fluffy rabbits with wary eyes
Hop about the fields of spring
The rough bark of trees
Knotted and ancient
With owls homes tucked away
In their safe boroughs
The branches above in full bloom
With frail green leaves new and tender
The stream near by sings a song
With the tune of the rushing water
Floating slowly between the mossy banks
As if reluctant to leave the lively field.
+4
I lay here in the night air looking up at each bright star,
and wonder what you’ve doing,
where you’ve been or where you are.
You left my side a year ago,
but my heart won’t let you go.
I’m sad and lonely without you,
but I try not to let it show.
I lay here thinking of you as I drift off to sleep,
you might be gone for now,
but the memories I’ll always keep.
0
There are times where there are things that i mistake on,
There are times that when i close my eyes i see who you were,
from time and time again i think about what we used to be,
All i know is that i miss you.
There are some shadows that i remember,
In the water i see the reflection of us,
you by my side,
and no the memory doesn’t fade.
i see the sorrow,
i see the pain,
i wish you would too,
cause its only i that cares about what we used to be,
and you seem to forget.
all i know is that i miss you so,
there are shadows that i remember,
and the water that reflects back to me seeing us again,
i cant forget,
and yet you have,
i never thought it was so easy,
so why cant i let you go.
i cant forget,
even after everything.
all i know is that i still miss you,
and there re shadows that i remember from the times we were together..
-2
Butterflies fluttering in my soul,
that’s how I feel
when I’m in control.
In control of my life, my love, my destiny.
A feeling of overwhelming bliss
and absolute happiness
that allows me to feel free.
Feel free as a bird,
soaring in the sky
with no obstacles in the way,
just a passion to live fully
another blessed day.
0
To my truly precious children
I give all I can spare,
for it isn’t things you need,
but my time, my love, my care.
Are you grateful for all this?
I am positive that you are,
for I only do my part,
you’re my world, my life, my heart
that is why it is beating…
+2
My friend, I stand in judgment now,
And feel that you’re to blame somehow.
On earth I walked with you day by day,
And never did you point the way.
You knew the Lord in truth and glory,
But not once did you share his story.
My knowledge was very dim;
You could have lead me safely to Him.
though we lived together here on earth,
You never told me of this second birth.
And now I stand this day condemned,
All because you failed to mention Him.
You may have taught me many things, that’s true;
But I called you ‘friend’ and trusted you.
But I learn now that it’s way to late,
And you could have kept me from this fiery fate.
We walked by day and talked by night,
and yet you showed me His merciful light.
You let me live, and love, and die,
You knew that I’d never live on high.
Yes, I called you ‘friend’ in life,
I trusted you through joy and strife.
And, yet, on coming to this dreadful end,
I cannot now, call you “my friend.”
-1
In all my years i can not say
That a girl has took my breath away
I always her to hold her close
But letting her go is what hurts the most
The Smile That i live to see
Her eyes that look right through me
I hide the feelings that i keep
But they won’t hide when i go to sleep
Dreams of her when she’s with me
In a room full of girls but she’s all i see
Then a slow song starts to play
And people move and make a way
She takes my hands for a slow dance
I think this is my only chance
She puts her head against my chest
As we move together like the rest
Soon the room gets really bright
I look down and she’s the shining light
She picks up her head and looks at me
Soon her eyes are all i can see
I run my fingers through her hair
And soon life is without a care
She leans in as if to kiss
Then she fades to a blurry mist
Soon everything is falling around
There is no noise and there is no sounds
I open my eyes and there is the light
I dreamt of her again that night
Afraid to get up out of bed
Having thoughts run through my head
Another thought runs through it seems
But now i found the girl of my dreams.
0
All the hours are moving
My tear ready to drop
And it wont seem to stop
My mind is going crazy
I cant seem to find my place, in such a confined space
Im tired of trying my hardest
Of living through the same day
I wish i could view it things differently
Because nothing is getting better
I dont want to go
But i dont want to cry
Im really really confused
Always wondering why im here
I wish i wan invisible, that i could somehow disappear
Im lonely, oh so lonely
Need someone to hold me
So insecure and un-free
And i can barely breath
I cant get enough air
I long for someone to love me
For someone to care
Because im slipping away slowly
Its harder to hold on
Oh, im getting weeker
And im almost gone…
+2
I miss you like crazy every day and every night
Some days I wish I had it in me to fight
She took you away
And it crushes my heart
because baby you’re my lover
You were from the start
You mean the world to me and with everything you do
Sometimes when I look at him I wish it was you.
I know it’s hard to play this game
But please baby can we stop were both just the same
I know you care but is that enough
Together our rough lives could become stable and tough.
I think about you all day
When I’m bored in school
I write your name on my paper
Cuz it reminds me of the things that we do
I promise not to lie, or let you down
Just as long as were both together and not fucking around
My world would be peaceful if we were together at last
But I don’t see that happening because my hearts in a cast.
0
The cry of the unborn wakes me
i remember,the memory of the pain
excruciating.
its accusing eyes piercing through
the restless soul of a guilty mother.
only at the edge of blissful reasoning
did she master the cry of agony in pain
of a soul in perish.
in a mind jail without choice,she is
convicted in a playground of carcass
sentenced of murder
of an infant that never was.
0
Your eyes teaches me
How to see lovingly
Your lips teaches me
How to kiss deeply
Your hands teaches me
How to touch softly
Your voice teaches me
How to talk amazingly
Your ears teaches me
How to listen carefully
Your heart teaches me
How to take life patently
you, my love teaches me
all i needed to be a complete lady.
You are an amazing person,
full of surprise and am so happy to fall in love with u.
0
Here’s to all the things you said
Here’s to all the lies you lied
To everything you told me
Here’s to every time I cried
Here’s to all the choices
That I made to be with you
Here’s to ‘More Than I’ll Ever Know’
Even though it isn’t true
Here’s to dancing in the rain
Here’s to the promise of watching the stars
Here’s to that first kiss
The one that was going to be ours
And here’s to the fact that you ‘love’ me
As I raise my glass
Here’s to all the things
You made me dream of
Here’s to you, you liar…
To you, from me
With Love.
+1
I don’t want to cry today
I don’t want to feel like my heart is dying
I just want to be a normal person again
I want to smile
I don’t want to be this sad anymore
I don’t want to cry today
I just want to get away from this life
I want to find my biggest fear
I don’t want to hate my life
I don’t want to bleed from the knife
I just want a cheerful life again
I want to be happy in this house
I don’t want to feel this pain
I don’t want to go insane
I just want to be normal again
Can I be happy Now?
+3
For the first time in my life
i’m finally seeing the truth
I went through all the pain
and torture u put me through
I’m done with the pain that you cause
I truly love you with all my heart
but you’ll never change your ways
So i’m not gonna go back to you
just so i can go through this again
Why do you do this to me
Every time i say goodbye you apologize
you keep saying you are change for me
but i know the truth and its a lie
Im sorry but i have to say goodbye to the pain & sorrow
and To the person i thought I knew.
+2
When I giggle
When I smile
HE smiles back
His love Reaches beyond me
And when i work hard to please him
His kind words and laughing smile
Make it all worth while
“In as much as you have done to the least of these,
you have done for me.”
So on hearing his Asking words,
I go to do His deeds.
And on helping those in need,
It makes the sorrow and trial
All the worth while
Oh Heavenly Father
Bring me close to thee
Your smile, makes those hard,times,
Worth while.
Oh My Father’s Smile!
+10
There are no words to describe
the feelings I have inside.
Each new day is a magnificent one
and waiting for you,
my daughter or son,
is an emotional and intense time
because a mother’s love
is one of a kind.
I am blessed to be waiting for your arrival.
I promise, my little one,
to be the best mom I know I can be.
I will LOVE you forever…UNCONDITIONALLY!
0
In the Dark I see the light
that which make mt day brighter
there’s no clouds in my sky
with you all I see is blue
the only good news is just to see you
As i dance and praise the lord that you are here
I shall have no fear for you shall appear
my love for you is more then words
even the dictionary can’t describe the words of love
I have dreams of you no matter if its day or night
The dreams of me and you dancing underneath the light
our friendship means everything to me
and the love means something more to me
me and you goes hand and hand like peanut butter and jelly
You are my heart and soul my baby.
0
He sits there head in his hands; still and unmoving.
Pain pushing him down like a huge weight.
The tears fall down silently like summer rain as he replays the scene.
Many questions are asked but the what ifs never matter.
How can life be so cruel? He wonders.
It never made you stronger, just more susceptible to fear.
He cries up to the stars wishing for just one more chance,
Even though he knows the heavens have made their call.
His soul bows as he whispers a delayed goodbye,
Maybe I’ll join you my friend,
Only in a better life… in a better life.
0
Why? why did u have to leave me
when you know my heart beats for you
Don’t try to hide under a mask
because I know you felt for me to
I could feel it in your touch
and see it in your eyes
Did you expect me to believe
those broken down lies
Now I want the day to come when you will
once again hold me in your arms
But no I am not going to sit around
waiting for the wake up call from your life alarm
I think I am finally ready to say
my good-byes
And as I write this poem for you
I want you to know my heart cries.
