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I don’t know were we stand , or what we even are . .
I don’t know what to do , were to finish or how to start ,
The time that we have spent i cherish every day ,
But what hurts me the most is that you couldn’t stay ,
You came to be my first my one and only,
Now I’m sitting in this room crying and lonely,
You Promised me forever ! you even took my heart <3
You told me you'll place it in a safe ,and you won't break it apart .
It's crazy how you lie , you just sit there and lie ,
You broke my heart in half ,you ripped me up inside ,
But with each and every tear ,and each and every lie,
I won't stop loving you even then i tried .
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Do you really care?
Why do you ask what’s wrong
I just say the same
And I keep going on.
When you ask me, are you mad,
I always say no.
But what I’m feeling inside
Is I don’t want you to go.
I have never felt
That I’m something of pride
What I have really felt
Is more of denied.
I’m longing for
You warmth and touch
It never is something
You give that much.
I love you more
With all my heart
What I am feeling from
You are pulling apart.
So here I sit
And cry another tear
You never will know
Nor do you want to hear.
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I used to think i knew you,
But now i know I don’t,
I hoped and wished you would like me,
But now I know you won’t
I used to hope you knew me,
But now i know you see,
I used think we were mates,
But now were trapped by fate,
I used to feel alone,
But now my heart is known,
I used to think you were blind,
But now I see its your heart that speaks your mind.
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I never knew much I cared for you
Until you stopped caring for me,
I never thought how heart-breaking
The letter ’d’ could be
From ‘I love you’ to ‘I loved you’
In such a sharp, short time
But I’ll keep strong my memories
Of the glory days you were mine
I can’t make any more promises
That I’ll always be here for you
I don’t know what the future holds
Or whatever we will do
But as we both go forward
Let’s do it with a smile
I’ll never forget you my darling
For all your sweet loving and style,
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Can I go back to the day when everything to was perfect between us?
To when you were proud to call me your Baby
To when I felt safe/so security
Can I go back to the day when we were happy to each other?
And just be happy to spend a romantic evening together?
I fear this is the end of my happiness with you
And for that I a very saddened
Cause you were my world and I messed it up
And I can never take that back
I just hope that whomever you end up with in the end will make you happy
And will treat you right
Please be careful of whom you end up with cause there are some weird people out there
And I don’t want you to get hurt
I will always love you and just want to see you be safe.
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We both saw a dream together,
But when did your dreams become for another.
With Marriage our souls are said to be united,
But when did our paths lay divided.
When our son was born, I thought we are now two to three,
But why did I miss that you really want to be free.
I know my faults, my anger and sulking,
But who said marriage is only fun and no fighting.
I accept that my clothes are grubby and hairs are tousled,
But did you notice that all this is a game played by our son.
Maybe you see a different dream and want a new shore,
But will we not fit like ever before.
Time shall heal the wound perhaps,
But the scars shall remain in my heart forever…
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A heart that beats all the time…
A mind thinks.. guess that’s the biggest crime..
A heart which feels the smell of your hair…
A mind which says ‘Hey that’s not really fair!’
A heart which waits all night for your call…
A mind which says you wouldn’t call at all…
A heart which says that I love you…
A mind says ‘May be it is not so true’
A heart loves you blindly with no eyes…
A mind can be cunning with a many surprise…
A heart would love selfless like a every day duty…
A mind would just say in words ‘Oh, What a Beauty!’
A heart melted I write on Facebook…
A mind says lets have another look…
A heart which is strong could survive all the floods and storms…
A mind as sick as it is would decay with sinful worms
A heart once lost could never be fetched…
A mind set to be narrow can never be stretched…
A heart is precious and hard to hold…
A mind has lots in it which is unsaid and untold…
The memories I carry in my heart and my mind…
A foolish heart… A wise mind!
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I told you to stop,
But Maybe you could not..
I looked at you with eyes full of pain,
But maybe you could not understand the unsaid pool of rain.
I thought my silence would do the trick,
But maybe you could not break the unspoken wall of brick.
I tried to show you anger,’
But maybe you could not decipher.
My soul lays battered by the ache given by you,
And I hereby give up all the hope I had in you.
Now is the time to bid you Adieu,
But Maybe I will always love you.
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With every beat of my heart
I hear the words I couldn’t say.
They echo in the darkness
and shine throughout the day.
Thump, thump. I miss you.
I wish that you were here.
Thump, thump. I love you.
I’m happiest when you’re near.
The words that do come out
only hurt us more.
What I should have said was
“You’re the one I’m living for.”
Thump, thump. Please stay.
I need you in my life.
Thump, thump. You’re the one.
I want to be your wife.
I know now that you are gone.
You left and I’m alone.
I’m getting stronger every day,
yet nothing’s set in stone.
Thump, thump. I’m alive.
I’m finally doing alright.
Thump, thump. I still love you.
I still cry for you at night.
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We had everything we ever wanted
lying right there in our wake
Life had other plans
We watched it start to break
The sun no longer has a spark
The stars refuse to shine
The moon falls behind the clouds
Birds singing out of time
We used to lay side-by-side
Staring into each others eyes
everything felt like a dream
we gazed into the night sky
Look me in the eye and say
Why am I behind closed doors
you’re still my entire world
But I’m no longer yours.
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Nothing used to make sense.
everything seemed to go wrong.
Ever since He broke MY heart, I thought that
was all there was…
I thought that I would just be waiting for Him
when all He wanted was Her.
but I’VE moved on.
I found someone who really wants to be with ME.
not someone who pretends to want to be with ME.
HE really cares about ME.
HE’S actually honest about how HE feels about ME.
He can have Her.
I’M happy for them both.
She is MY best friend, practically MY sister.
and I got pretty close to Him back before all this happened.
He’s just like MY best friend too.
but now I have HIM to make ME happy.
right now, HE’S all I need…
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Why does it seem like
You can’t feel the pain
You’re putting me thru?
You put me thru a lot
Of pain, everyday!
It hurts
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And…we went through boredom and pain
And…despite our denial…we went through it all
And now…we sit together..holding hands, kissing necks
Like time hasn’t had any effect on us…
Like we never let the time pass….
Soon time will come to face…
Our biggest fears and to trace…
Trace it back to the root, where it all started…
Are you scared?
Nothing seems too sure…
Like yesterday didn’t happen…
We still keep things pure…
Times hard, and times good…
You happy, you sad…
It’s like we could…
Could be a past…
Despite the fact we need to last…
Sitting here looking at each other…
Hoping this distance won’t go further…
Waiting, just waiting…
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I’m madly deeply captivated by him
So much that I could barely stand
Every time I gaze into his eyes
It just hardens to escape from the dream
How I plead to have in return
Stupid as it seems
It has been a five summer time that I waited
Waited to be taken by him
But in every time I glimpse
Altered cats take a hold on his view
Though it looks like I’m drawn by those eyes
Its not just at all there is
The strength he impart unconsciously
Is the cost my heart skipped a beat countless times
So here and there through
I’ll be dreaming that someday
There is you and me
But then when reality comes knocking up
I’d be just smiling with tears across my cheek.
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I don’t know what you are to me
I don’t know what you were to me
You were my every instance, my every moment
I don’t understand what type of attraction this is;
I don’t understand what kind of torment it is!
Why can’t I breathe?
Why are these eyes numb?
With you was the sunrise of everyday
With you the hum of evening
Nights were spent lost in thoughts about you
Thinking about you while asleep and awake
Now that you’re not here
What’s happening to me?
Why this feeling of emptiness?
I believed that we were friends
I took friendship for granted!
What kind of new pain is this?
Why does my heart feel like broken?
My heart knew it but
How could I not know that this is LOVE
Whether I accept it or not!
Your heart knew it ;
How could you not know
This right here is LOVE
Whether you accept it or not!!!
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Love for you will never die,
cause i will never stop to try.
You had always been one in crore,
cause my love for you was always more.
We will see the sunrise together,
cause we will be young forever
Parting you was not less than a tragedy,
and your heart is now my destiny.
You never met me in crowd,
cause you were always proud
For you i always cried and shout,
but you always kept me in doubt.
You always thought i am dull,
but trust me dear i was only your gal
You never understood my feelings,
but the shine of ur eyes always acted as healing
But for sure you were pure,
but you never cum to cure
And therefore;
One day you will come to my grave and say,
i loved you dear all night and day………..
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Oh my love
how can i survive with ur thoughts alone…
each funny little thing we shared …
each little tear … all goes in my mind
as a sun rise ……
i’ve hurt u dear i don deny ….
but still don go away from me…
i cant and i don want to live without u …..
my love is true dear …..
come back to me my life….
missing u in each moments …….
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Your eyes, your smile, your words
They suddenly conquer my world.
My heart, my mind, my soul
They’re whispering you are my sole.
When we had our first meeting,
It had created a feeling.
Something strange, something new,
It’s like an inevitable issue.
As days go by,
feelings go strong.
It really feels right,
even though they say its wrong.
Now i see you, now i don’t;
Yet the feeling still stays strong.
Cause my heart, my mind and my soul
Didn’t lie when they whisper “you are my sole.”
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I wish I could be with you for one more day
Even if it meant we had to meet halfway
We float through the sky, find a cloud
Be just as we liked it, no-one around
I would catch in a bottle your smell and taste
Melt into your arms feel your warm embrace
Hear you say my name like words from a song
To share a kiss I have dreamt of for so long
To touch your face look deep into your eyes
Every single second my soul would memorize
I would travel back home on a shooting star
Then watch it soar back up to where you are
Sadly this is just a wish as our time has passed
But I treasure every memory till it is my last!
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Im sorry for what ive done
My innocence is so far gone
I never meant to bring you down
Please forgive me
My heart is broken once again
Ive never felt so lost in sin
Im crying out
I need you now
Cant you hear me
I know
Ive fallen so damn low
But i need you to help me overcome
the things im ashamed of
Im sinking into the black
No chance of getting back
Im lost without a chance
I need to feel your hands
I never meant to break your heart
Come back to me
So
take me now
Just
break me down
and build me again
more in your image
I
need your love
I
am ashamed of
all i did in the dark..
